How do you balance the conflicting forces for how to be?
I’ve always been ruled by my head. I don’t think I’ve ever been in love without my head interfering. I know there are people who when they’re in love give no thought to what’s in their head. They follow their heart completely. Which in some ways is good. But I never let my heart rule my head. I become analytical when thinking about love. I start to think about what sort of person he is. Can I trust him not to break my heart? If the relationship becomes serious, where will it lead? Of course, I go back and forth between heart and head, but eventually I know, my head will win the battle. Sometimes I wish, I didn’t have such a strong head. I want to go with my heart and let it be broken if it is to be. But no, I’m too practical and won’t let it happen. But who knows, I have a lot of years ahead of me and maybe some day my heart will win. It’s strange, though, when I was younger, my heart always ruled, or I thought it did. I don’t know what caused me to change. No, I take that back. My head has always won.
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