Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – My diary…gone.

Today if I come up with a few four letter words, I want to apologize beforehand.

I’m guess you can say I’m angry today. Today I discovered a diary I tried to hide from the freaks (gang stalkers) was no longer a secret. I’d hidden the diary in the only  place I thought was safe. But since the freaks found it,  I guess it was not a safe place.

I discovered that the diary no longer exists. All but about four of the pages are  missing. Five pages left that are meaningless. All the things I’d written, private thoughts, are out there for all to see. They just tore the pages out. They didn’t’ even try to  hide the fact that pages are missing.

This is a diary I’ve kept for years, since about the age of 16. To discover the freaks have it really makes me want to behead every one of them.

This is the second time someone has taken pages out of my diary. The first time it happened was when I was living with my sister in Arizona. I left the diary in my suitcase (locked) when I decided to come to Vegas to check it out. I left the suitcase behind because I was returning to Arizona, and then moving to Vegas.

Before I left Arizona, I decided to go through all my things and throw out what I felt I no longer needed. While going through my stuff, I ran across my diary. So I began to look through it. About 20 pages were missing. The only one who had access to my diary was my sister. She even left a note in the diary. I was very angry the first time  I discovered  pages missing from  my diary.   I forced myself not to say anything to my sister. I Needed a place to stay, and I knew if I said anything to her, she’d throw me out. So I kept quiet, but my insides were  festering.   I, somehow, managed to  control myself.

So now to discover the freaks stole most of the pages out of my diary was another stab in the back.  Now I understand some of the remarks that they’ve  made to me.

So I’m going to burn  the  five or six pages I have left.  Every time I look at the diary it makes me think  of the awful things I’ve had to endure.  It’s better to let it go, and start new memories.

Well, I’ve managed to control myself and not use profanity.  Believe me, the anger I feel for what these freaks have put me through pales in comparison to my anger.

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Gang Stalking – Do you think gang stalking might be happening to you?

For almost a whole year, strange things were happening to me and I couldn’t figure what was going on.  In every place I rented in Vegas, someone always  harassed me. I couldn’t understand why people were harassing me when they didn’t even know anything about me. I minded my business and bothered no one. So it was really puzzling to me why everybody I ran into treated me like s__t! You might be going through the same thing and not know you’re being gang stalked. It takes a while before you can take in the fact that it’s happening. So here are few clues that you’re being gang stalked.

Are strange things happening to you? Do you get the feeling people know something about you just by the way they look at you. You ask a question and no one looks you in the eye. They always look down. Have you moved several times because each place you move into someone harasses you? Are strangers hanging around everywhere you go and you’ve noticed they’re only interested in you and pay attention to no one else? If you have a car, have you noticed you’re being followed wherever you go? The same people keeping showing up wherever you are? They don’t say anything to you, but you know they’re watching you. You leave, they leave. Have you felt something hit you? Like a laser? Or a ping? You look around but you don’t see anyone aiming anything at you.

If you work, has your boss suddenly began to treat you in a rude way?  Your co-workers accuse you of making all sorts of mistakes. Are they constantly complaining about everything you do?  A lot of your co-workers who used to be friends, don’t talk to you anymore.  They’ll see you and say “hi” and keep walking as if they don’t know you.  And always, they seem to be talking about you.  No one sits at your table anymore.  Everybody acts as if you have a disease.  Some co-workers are outright hostile and don’t hide their feelings toward you.

Do you have the feeling something strange is going on, but you can’t figure out what it is?  Then, you’re probably being gang stalked

You are being gang stalked by the government.  By community policing.  Because of something you’ve done. Have you been fired from a job?  Maybe your boss reported you as being a violent person. Have you been a whistle-blower?  What about your political views?  Did you make an enemy of someone powerful?  Did you sign a petition?  Write a letter?  Are you outspoken?  You might have been tagged  suspicious by a community snitch.  So you probably got listed as  a violent person and someone to be watched 24/7.

I’m listing a site that was very helpful to me: http://gangstalkingworld.WordPress.com .  This site was very helpful to me and I discovered what was happening to me.  You can also go to Colorado Forum – Topix – Gang Stalking and Psychological Harassment.  With the Colorado Forum, you can get in touch with other targeted people(individual) .  They can also help you.  Or go to google and type in gang stalking and you can find help.  With all these sites, it is best to go through Google or else you might not find them.  Or if I can be of help, get in touch with me at my blog: http://neverending1.WordPress.com.