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Gang Stalking – Off Topic – PostaDay 2011 – Who is the most patient person you know.

The most patient person  I know, it’s certainly not me. I can’t think of too many people who  I think  fill that criteria.

The only one I can think of is my mother. My mother is no longer alive, but she was the most patient person I’ve ever known.

My mother was not a woman to lose her temper. In all the years, I knew her, I can think of very few times when she was not patient,  or angry.

I used to get angry when I was younger and saw someone be rude to her and keep her waiting. I used to think to myself why doesn’t she say something. But she never did. It used to annoy me to see someone keep my mother waiting for no reason. I wanted to shout at them and tell them to serve my mother, but I knew not to say  anything.  She was patient to a fault. And no matter what someone did, she was always polite and full of patience. I sometimes considered my mother a saint, and today more than ever.  And she always said “thank you” to someone who did not treat her right.

Now that my mother is gone, when I  don’t feel patient, I think of her and a calmness comes over  me.  I think about what she would do, and do it.  I realize she was right not to get upset.  Getting upset does  not  serve me well.  I  stay calm and do  not start screaming and yelling at someone for causing me  to be inconvenienced.  It only gives them power over me.  My mother knew that, but I didn’t.  Mothers are always right.  Love  and miss you, mom.

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Gang Stalking – Off Topic – PostaDay 2011 – Would you rather have the first word or the last?

Would you rather have the first word, or the last word in an argument? Some people prefer to speak first, others insist they have the advantage only if they get in the last word. Where do you stand?

I like to get in the last word. Somehow, getting in the first word doesn’t stand. Most people forget what the first word was, unless the word was  spectacular.   And even if they remember the first word, the one who is last can make  statement  that wipes out the first word.  Of course, there are people who get in the first word and will fight you to the death to keep their first word status.   If I meet  someone like this, I don’t argue.  I let them have the first,  last,  and every word in between.  To me, it’s not worth getting upset about.  Life is too short to argue about stupid nonsense.  It’s different, though, if it’s someone whose company I enjoy.   If we just goof around about who has the last word, then it’s enjoyable.  I’ve shut up a lot of people in my life. 

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – Make a list of five things you’re afraid to write about.

I’m not afraid to write about anything. I write about anything that interests me. The problem I have is  writing about emotional things.

1. I have a problem writing about my mother. I get very emotional. I know if she were still alive, she would not have turned on me as everyone else in my family has.

2.  My family.  I can’t write about them. I get very emotional, too.  That my family turned against me still gets me upset.

3.  Even though I write about this all the time, I don’t like  writing about it.  The things that annoy me  about gang stalking and gang stalkers. I don’t like writing about this because if they know something  annoys me, they will use it  against me.  But I still write about it, because I want others to know what sort of things gang stalkers do.

4.  Loneliness.  I don’t like to write about how lonely being a target is. I feel I have to, though, because it’s true and it might help someone else  not feel so alone.

5.   I don’t really like to write about how crappy a day of mine has been.  Sometimes I’m sure readers would wish I’d shut up and stop complaining.  But if I don’t write about my crappy days, I’m letting all those who are targets down.  It lets them know what crappy days they will have. 

I write  this blog to let other targets know what sort of things they’ll have to face on a day-to-day basis.  If I can help make their lives a little better, it makes me happy. 

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