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Did any of you see Captain Phillips? I saw the movie yesterday and I was left with the thought that the U.S. used overkill when dealing with the Somali pirates.
If you’ve never heard of “Captain Phillips”, the movie, it’s about Somali pirates hijacking an unarmed American freighter. Two smalls boats take off from the Coast of Somali and head for a freighter passing by. The freighters name is Maersk Alabama. The radar operator discovers on the radar that two boats are following the ship. The captain’s notified and he keeps a watch on the two boats. The Captain notifies the people in the boats that he knows they’re in the water and they should stay away from the ship. One of the boats sees how big the ship is and turns around. They don’t want anything to do with the big ship. The other boat continues following the Alabama. They’re not afraid. The small boat runs into trouble with its engine and cannot follow the ship. The captain and the crew relax, thinking that the Somalis are not coming after them. The Somalis get the engine fixed and catch up with the Alabama. And I don’t want to give the plot away and what happens, so I’ll stop here. By the way, there are only four skinny Somalis on the boat.
What follows is a show of power by the U.S. government. The U.S. uses a freighter, airplane, helicopter, paratroopers, the latest technology and all the arsenal it has to defeat four skinny Somali men.
When I first heard of Captain Phillips’ hi-jacking I was on his side. When I read that he’d been free, I cursed the Somali pirates. After seeing this movie, my sympathy went to the Somali pirates. What the Somalis did was not right, but the show of power by the U.S. was definitely overkill. They used so much power against four skinny men that it made me sick. In my opinion,the U.S. didn’t need to use a freighter, airplane, helicopter, paratroopers, etc. It was overkill.
Now that I’m a target of the U.S. government, I can feel for those who have very little power in this world. And the Somalis are very poor people. They really have nothing. At one time, they stayed alive by fishing. They were fishermen. But now all the fish are gone. Taken by rich nations. So many Somalis have become pirates to stay alive. Most of the money the pirates get does not go to them. It goes to their elders. The elders take the money and use it to enrich themselves and the poor Somalis get nothing. It’s not right what the Somalis pirates do, as one of the pirates says in the movie: We have nothing. We’re not in America. In America, you have a choice (I’m paraphrasing this. I don’t remember the exact words).
I recommend you see the movie. The acting is spotty sometimes. Some of the actors can’t even say their lines right. But it shows just how powerful the U.S. really is. After seeing this movie, I cringed at its power. I realize how strong the U.S. is, and it can step on anyone at anytime, including us targets.
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Let’s see, Brazil, Mexico, England, and now the French. Edward Snowden released information on how the N.S.A. is spying on French citizens. The N.S.A hacked 7* million emails** of French citizens. If we keep this spying thing up, we’re not going to have any friends left. Every country will turn against us. I think that would be very good for us targets. If other countries start mistrusting the U.S., then we’ll have a country to go to. We won’t have to worry about being a target in another country. I hope Edward Snowden keeps releasing information on all the spying the U.S. is doing. He’s definitely my hero. Good job, Edward Snowden. Keep up the good work. Keep on releasing all the information you have.
No apartment yet. I returned to the apartment complex I told you I felt safe in. Well, this time it was a different story. Perps surrounded me everywhere I went. I guess it was an off day for the perps when I visited the apartment complex the first time. I walked into the manager’s office and he seemed like a different person. His face even looked different. There wasn’t the smile that I saw the first time. This time, he looked at me as if he was seeing someone very strange. I asked him, “Is the studio I looked at on Saturday still available?” He hesitated before he spoke. He replied, “No, it’s been rented.” I could tell by his response that he was not telling me the truth. I’m very good with body language. He seemed nervous. Did he think I was going to do something to him? He began twirling his wedding ring around. I know when a man does this, it means something. I don’t know what it means, but it told me he was lying to me. Anyway, I replied, “Well, I took a chance by not taking the apartment. I guess it’s not really meant for me to have .” I said “thank you” and left. Not only did the complex manager act weird, but perps were coming out of the woodwork in the complex. And the area surrounding the complex was even dirtier and seedier than I remembered it. So I guess I’m glad someone else rented(?) the apartment. I’m glad I didn’t take the apartment. They say God watches out for children and idiots, or something like that, so maybe he was watching out for me (even though I’m not too much of a believer).
So, on with the hunt…
Correction: *70 million **phone calls
Hi, everybody. I guess I’ve been M.I.A. I think you can understand why. Coming to the library to type my blog is nothing but a horrific experience. It’s pure hell. I’m surprised I’ve managed to keep my mouth shut. It is very hard to do so, but I’ve managed so far to do it. I don’t know I can keep my mouth shut.
Anyway, I’ve had no luck finding an apartment. I’ve never realized how many bad neighborhoods in Las Vegas. There seems to be very little in way of middle-of-the road apartments. Either overly expensive, or real dumps. I went to look at an apartment yesterday and seedy is not the world I would to describe the area. It is below seedy. But saying that, I felt safer in the apartment I looked at than I’ve felt anywhere else. The apartment complex‘s gated, has cameras everywhere and when I entered the complex, very few people showed up to do their perp duties. There was one woman with a dog who immediately headed for me when I entered. She said “hello”. I didn’t bother responding because I could tell she’s a perp. But, otherwise, no one came out and just stood around like an idiot. It’s a studio apartment, top floor. and has wooden floors. And the rent is to die for. Very low and it includes electricity. But the idea of coming out at night in the neighborhood if I needed something from the store is a scary thought. But, oddly, I felt very safe in the complex. I felt safer in the complex than I did in other places that were well-to-do. In most of those places, I couldn’t wait to get the hell out.!
Today, I went to look at another place, after a very long walk, and it lasted about two minutes before I walked out. Perps everywhere I looked. And the thing that really made me walk out of the place without saying a word is the manager. I walked into the complex office and she had on a very low-cut sweater and made a point of puffing up her chest so that I’d notice. Let me tell you, I wanted to throw up. That’s what happens to me every time I go into the current office. I just took one look and disappeared without saying a word. I don’t want to put up with that s–t again. I don’t know if Las Vegas creates these horrible people, or if they’re born that way. Either way, why don’t they get some class and act in a professional way. They’re at work and should act so,. They’re not working in a night club, after all.
I heard something about another woman being killed, or something like that. I don’t have a t.v.., but I heard a few minutes of it on the radio. I don’t know what happened, but I wouldn’t be surprised if it’s another target. I have to read up on it. It’s hard without a computer.
I mentioned this woman because of the guns laws. Maybe all this has to do with gun laws. I made connection yesterday when I heard about her. What I think is, that the American public will demand that government put into law gun control. Once the government and law enforcement control all the guns, guess what, no guns, and the government can swoop in and control us even more. And what we will have is totalitarianism. Maybe that’s the kind of government we deserve. The American public doesn’t seem to be too concern about losing a lot of its rights. All they want to be is safe. Yeah, they can be safe and slaves I guess Americans have to go through a period of enslavement to understand what freedom really is..They sure as hell don’t know what it is now!
I hope you’re all doing well and keeping your spirits up. The only thing we targets can really do is hope for the best and that this hell ends for all of us. And soon.
There’s a delusion that psychiatrist are now calling “The Truman Show Delusion“. It’s a delusion where someone thinks he’s being followed around by cameras and everyone in his life is an actor in it. The delusion takes its name from the movie “The Truman Show“. That’s the movie where Jim Carrey discovers the life he lives is not real and everyone in his life is an actor.
Psychiatrist are now using this delusion to label people who complain about people following them around. You see how this all works. Every time the government harasses its citizens, it backs it up with some made up delusion to go with what they’re doing to us. So, let’s say you go to a psychiatrist and tell him you’re being followed, watched in your home, etc., you’re probably suffering from Truman Delusion psychosis. The delusion fits in with what they’re doing to us. And instantly, you’re put on medication and told you’re delusional. Now, doesn’t that make sense to you?
I never believed in psychiatry. From all the psychiatrist I’ve met in my life, a lot of them didn’t seem to have it together. And these people, who don’t know whether they’re coming or going, are the ones who judge whether we’re mentally stable? Thanks, but no thanks, to partaking in psychiatry. I can very well do without them. I’ve never needed one and don’t need one now. And pooey to “The Truman Delusion”. Just another way for the psychos to make money off us. And I sure don’t think I’m in a movie and the center of the universe. What’s happening to me and others is real. Nice going, gov.
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I’m beginning to like the President from Brazil Dilma Rousseff. She’s angry at the NSA for spying on her and Brazilian citizens. The NSA is also spying on Brazilian citizens as they are on us targets. She’s filed petition with the U.N. to force the U.S. to stop the spying on other countries and Brazilian citizens. Maybe, just maybe, the U.N. will investigate what’s going on with the U.S. spying on other countries. Maybe an investigation by the U.N. will bring out information that the U.S. is not only spying on American citizens, but torturing them. I’m keeping my fingers crossed. I wait for the day we targets will finally be free. And I wish President Dilma Rousseff all the luck in the world in her complaint to the U.N.
I went apartment hunting yesterday. What a drag it is. Everywhere I went, I saw signs of other people getting targeted. The dog poop all over the grass, the blinds missing pieces, holes in windows, broken windows, garbage strewn in front of someone’s door. Of course, everywhere I went the perps followed me. I went in and out of complexes, but didn’t stop to talk with any rental people. I didn’t want to lose time talking to people who I’m are perps.
As I’ve previously written, I have very little furniture, so moving will be no problem. The new furniture I bought when I moved into this apartment the perps ruined. They broke every chair, shortened the legs of the chairs and the legs go every which way. They broke all the handles to my pots. Or maybe I’ll just take the furniture as it is. If I get any new furniture, they’ll just destroy it again. Why waste my money? Who knows? Maybe the next place will be worse. I never think the new place will be better, because it never is. And my bed? It’s going to be hard to carry a mattress to wherever I end up.
I can understand why targets kill themselves. We keep moving thinking that maybe, just maybe, we’ll find a safe place to live. A place where we won’t be harassed by perps. But, of course, deep down, we know that won’t happen. We know the perps will appear as soon as we move into our new place and start making our lives a miserable existence.
Yesterday, I was on my Facebook page and one of the targets wrote about how they killed all four of her kittens. She found the last one barely breathing and it died. What kind of people are these perps that they would do this to innocent animals? They’re sick, sick people. They call us nuts?!!! Believe me, we’re sane compare to these savages.
Targets keep getting killed, or kill someone, or just plain kill themselves. And the harassment continues by the government flunkies. They think nothing of driving someone insane. They just pick themselves up and do it to other targets. How do these savages live with themselves?
Of course, the harassment is not happening to any of us. It’s our imagination. We’re all crazy.
But I believe with all my heart, this will come out eventually. And let me tell you, I intend to sue the f——g government for every penny I can get. It made my life a living hell and it’s going to pay for it. And I intend to stick it out to see it come to pass. The government will not stifle me. I will survive and outlive every bastard no matter what they do to me. I will survive.
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- Brazil speech at UN lashes out at US spy program (kansascity.com)
- Brazilian President Dilma blasts U.S. spying (thehindu.com)
- At U.N., Brazil’s Rousseff blasts U.S. spying as ‘meddling’ (rinf.com)
- Brazilian president Rousseff launches tirade against US over NSA surveillance (theguardian.com)
- Rousseff Accuses U.S. of Violating Brazil’s Sovereignty (americanlivewire.com)
- Gang Stalking – “The Only Thing We Have to Fear is Fear Itself.” F.D.R. (neverending1.wordpress.com)
God, am I’m tired. The last few days have been hell at night. No sleep. I’m hit with heat lamps all night, hit with electricity from the apartment to my right and left, below me, across the way, behind me, and who knows where else? And every two hours, I’m awakened. I feel as if I’ve entered hell and it’s not going to let me out anytime soon.
It angers me every time I think about what’s occurring to me.
And I blame landlords for allowing it to happen. Imagine you’re a landlord. Every month someone rents one of your apartments and you’re told by the government how to treat the tenant. The government tells the landlord that the person who’s renting the apartment is a crazy person and he/she should be closely watched. The landlord’s told to treat the new tenant like a dog. And the landlord goes along with whatever the government tells him to do. And the next month, and month after month, a new tenant arrives and the landlord’s told to do the same thing to the new tenant.
If I were a landlord, I would get suspicious of all the tenants getting the same treatment by the government. I would wonder how many others ? And why is it happening? I would begin questioning the government as to why this is occurring. Of course, the government would lie to the landlord and tell him that what he’s doing is keeping the country safe from the crazy tenants, and told that he’s a good American, unlike the tenant he’s rented to.
I find it unbelievable that a landlord wouldn’t think this way. But, of course, the landlord is getting money from the government to keep the program going.
I used to be proud to be an American. I can’t say that I am anymore. And I don’t care who knows that I’m not a proud American. What else can they do me that’s worse? Kill me, perhaps? What the U.S. is doing to me is hell on earth. If I could find a country where I felt I’d be safe, I’d pack my bags and leave the U.S. behind. But there’s no country like this. It seems other countries have the same program and my targeting would just continue with the backing of the U.S. government. The U.S. government is a big bully. And those other countries better do what it says, or the U.S. will stop sending the big check.
The U.S. is not the country I grew up in. I used to love the U.S., but the love affair is over for me. It’s time for a divorce.
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- Gang Stalking -The U.S. government is a floozy. (neverending1.wordpress.com)