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Gang Stalking – The beginning of the 5th year as a victim of government harassment.

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English: The Oregon coastline looking south from Ecola State Park. Français : La côte de l’Oregon vue depuis Le parc d’état d’Ecola en regardant vers le sud. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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English: Electricity pole near Mäntyluoto harbour. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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Main health effects of sleep deprivation (See Wikipedia:Sleep deprivation). Model: Mikael Häggström. To discuss image, please see Template talk:Häggström diagrams (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

On July 11, 2009, I officially became a victim of gang stalking.

Before this date, I experienced people following me around, playing loud music where I lived, the complex manager often threatened to call police on me for no reason (if I said something she didn’t agree with, or if I complained about  condition of the complex, etc.).

But July 11 is the day the electricity began.

I’d began suffering sleep deprivation.  I was not able to sleep more than an hour a night. I couldn’t understand why.  In all my life, I never had a problem sleeping.  I’d hit my bed and within 5 minutes I’d be asleep.  I found it strange not being able to sleep. I changed my diet, exercised more, stop eating after 6 P.M. But nothing helped. My sleep pattern didn’t change.

I felt I needed a vacation, so I went to Oregon to visit my sister.  While I was in Oregon, I slept well, no one bothered me and the visit to my sister seemed a little odd.  When I think back on it, she was angry with me all the time, and never smiled. Not once.  I don’t know if she knew about my gang stalking. I never said anything to her about it.

On my return to Las Vegas,  July 9 and 10  were the last two days I would experience as a life free of gang stalking.

On July 11, I went to bed as usual, and began experiencing sharp hits to my back.  The hits got so bad, I slept on my couch instead of my bed.  The couch was all right for a while, but then the attacks began again.  And during the day, I experienced the sharp attacks to my back when I went out.  And now, there were more and more people following me everywhere I went.  And the noise level I’d experienced at home was now happening everywhere I went.

The bus drivers began being rude to me.  They would put on the bus lights as soon as I entered the bus.  And screeching their brakes became part of my life.  On the bus, I began getting the sharp hits to my back.  Everywhere I went I got hit.  It didn’t matter where I went.  Life became a living hell.

I knew my lease was up at the end of August and decided I would move.

If you read my blog, you know the rest of the story.

On July 11, 2013, I began my 5 year of gang stalking. Even though my gang stalking began before this date, I did not experience electricity that I now experience all the time. So I consider July 11 the anniversary of my gang stalking.

It has been hell for the past 4 years. There were times I almost gave up.  But since then, I’ve learned how to protect myself. And I began writing my blog, which lets me pour out to the world what is happening to me day after day.

I don’t know if this will ever end. It seems to get worse as the years go by.  I guess I can expect to experience gang stalking for the rest of my life.

Thanks, United States government!

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Gang Stalking -The U.S. government is a floozy.

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English: The apartment complex which houses participants of the Welcome Home Family Program. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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Anna Livia Plurabelle, Better Known As The Floozy In The Jacuzzi [ Croppies Memorial Park] (Photo credit: infomatique)

Your landlord is not your friend.  He, along with all the other professions, is a government flunky.  The landlord does what the government tells him to do.

He will set-up the apartment, or house, the way the government tells him to.  If the government tells him to disconnect your water, make holes in the walls, mess with your electrical system, disconnect your hot or cold water,  mess with your refrigerator, your oven, your floor, ceiling, door knob, windows, blinds, cabinets, bathroom, lights, fan, he will do it.

I can’t understand why someone who owns an apartment complex, or houses, would destroy his own property.  These people who own property do it for the money, of course.  And that’s the only reason I can see why someone would destroy his property.  The government must pay these people a stipend.  A payoff to get them to destroy someone’s life. And what a good job they do.

They get all their tenants to make your life miserable.  Every tenant who’s not a target’s asked to join the government’s program when they rent an apartment or house.  When the tenant signs the lease, he’s told about the program and asked if he/she would be interested in becoming part of the team.   What a team!  He/she’s required to sign a waiver stating that they will not divulge anything about the program. ( I once saw a tenant sign his lease and then asked to sign government document.  When the office clerk saw me, she hid the document on her lap.) Then they get five days of  training on how to drive the target crazy, or drive him/her to do something violent.  These tenants go to a class once a week for more re-training.  They’re asked to report anything the target does, where he/she goes, anything that the target does gets reported to the government handler.  And the tenant is also given more information on the target.  What the target dislikes, what clothes he/she bought, where the target ate, walked, etc.  The target’s discussed in disparaging terms.  There is nothing good about the target.  The target’s every foible’s discussed and made fun of.  The tenant on the other hand, is told how important he/she is to the program.  These tenants come out of meetings with blazing egos, and lots of  tenant friends.

It doesn’t matter how many times a target moves, he/she will have the same thing happen to him/her over and over.  The target can move to the ends of the world, and he will suffer the same fate.  A target cannot get away these people.  It might be a different place, a different city, a different country, and it won’t matter.  There will be people who will make your life miserable because of the landlord and the government.

So, if you think that smiling landlord is your friend, forget about it.  There’s no such thing as an honest landlord.  Not even if your landlord happens to be part of your family.  And there’s really nothing you can do about it.  We all need a place to live, so we have to put with whatever is thrown at us, otherwise, it’s the street.

Again, it’s all about the money. Money controls everything. The  U.S. government‘s a floozy.  It’s in bed with everybody.

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Gang Stalking – All the idiots in Congress should be given “pink slips.”

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English: President Barack Obama speaks to a joint session of Congress regarding health care reform (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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Sequestration – How Would it Impact the Everyday Lives of Americans? (Photo credit: Third Way)

Man with pink slip at Occupy Wall Street

Man with pink slip at Occupy Wall Street (Photo credit: WarmSleepy)

The two-year-olds are on leave.  The two-year-olds should be working, but they’re not.  If you don’t know by now who I’m writing about, you haven’t been watching the news.  The two-year-olds are(is), of course, Congress (apologies to 2-year-olds).

We are approaching the Sequestration.  It’s happening on March 1. This is when the U.S. government has to make automatic cuts to its budget.  The sequestration will affect almost every citizen and government department.

Well, I feel a little selfish writing this, but I hope the government goes into Sequestration. Why, you ask?

Because, as I wrote, it’s me(I) being selfish.

If sequestration happens, maybe the government will have to cut back on a lot of government programs.  Maybe one of those programs will cut the money paid to people who harass us targets.  If the harassers don’t get paid, they’ll all have to get “real jobs.”  I’m sure our harassers will  not be too happy with sequestration taking away their jobs.  After all, they’re all happily sitting around doing absolutely nothing, but trying to drive targets crazy, plus wasting our money.

Can you imagine how they’re going to feel?  They’re going to have to go out and get  real jobs. Poor darlings. I feel for them. My heart is breaking at this moment.  Oh, the agony!

So in my selfish way, I hope sequestration happens.

By the way, I think all the idiots in Congress should be given “pink slips.”

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Gang Stalking – It makes me angry I have to live my life alone.

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Angry Talk (Comic Style) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Sometimes, I get really, really angry that every day I have to wake up to the miserable life I’m living. I know my day will be one miserable hour after another.  I know wherever I go someone will be around trying to abuse me. Someone I never met, and never will, will feel free to mistreat me in any way he/she feels.

It makes me angry that I can’t  have any friends.

It makes me angry that I no longer have a family in my life.

It makes me angry that I can’t get a decent job.  A job where there is no workplace mob.

It makes me angry that I can’t find a place to live where someone will not torture me.

It makes me angry that anything I value someone steals.

It makes me angry that there’s no place I can go where no one will not know me.

It makes me angry that I have no privacy in my home. I’m even watched in the bathroom.

It makes me angry that everywhere I go some perp watches everything I do.

It makes me angry that I can’t have a relationship with a man.

It makes me angry that I can’t enjoy the holidays.

It makes me angry that I can’t travel to get away from the perps.

It makes me angry my computer’s hacked, my phone.

It makes me angry my mail’s read before I get it.

It makes me angry every package I receive someone opens.

It makes me angry I can’t buy clothes that won’t be torn, or stolen .

It makes me angry that my apartment’s broken into every single day.

It makes me angry I have to put up with the government’s harassment, and I haven’t done a damn thing.

It makes me angry that the U.S. government is not what everybody thinks it is.

It makes me angry that the U.S. is not free.

It makes me angry that U.S. is full of liars.

It makes me angry that the U.S. government is so corrupt.

It makes me angry that no one believes what’s happening to me and others.

It makes me angry that I live in a place full of sheep.

It makes me angry that I can’t get help from police, ACLU, FBI, police.

It make me angry that I trust no one.

It makes me angry that I have to live my life alone.

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Gang Stalking – One day free as a bird; next day a criminal.

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Rally against the treatment of Julian Assange by the Australian Government, Parliament House Lawns, Hobart, Tasmania, Australia (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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English: Bradley Manning (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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Rally in support of Bradley Manning on August 8, 2010, in Quantico, Virginia. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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English: Julian Assange at New Media Days 09 in Copenhagen. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I’m sure you’ve all heard about Julian Assange.  Julian Assange is the founder of WikiLeaks and is seeking a nation in which he can live freely.  The U.S. and Sweden are both after Assange.  The U.S. accused Assange of espionage, and the Swedes of sexual abuse of two women.

Julian Assange accepted some discs from Bradley Manning, and the discs contained  information about the U.S.’s  government foreign policy. Assange released cables that the U.S.  government sent to other countries.

Julian Assange is living in the Ecuadorean Embassy.  When  Britain refused Assange safe refuge and threatened to send him to Sweden to face charges of sexual abuse, he ran into the Ecuadorean Embassy and asked for asylum.  He ran to the Ecuadorean Embassy because he did not want to be sent to Sweden and then be exported to the U.S. to face charges of espionage.  If sent to the U.S. and found guilty of espionage, Assange could face the death penalty, or prison.

Bradley Manning, the U.S. soldier who gave Assange the discs, is now in prison and faces charges of espionage.  Bradley gave Assange the discs because he felt the U.S. was not telling the truth about its activities.  Both of them tried to get the truth out and look what’s happening to them.  Hounded by U.S., Britain, and Sweden. It seems it doesn’t pay to tell the truth.

No one lately wants to be exported to the U.S.  I’ve heard of other cases where people sued not to be sent to the U.S.  Some of them did not want to end up in the U.S. prison system.  They fought to stay where they were because they thought they were better off than if they ended up in the prisons of the U.S.

The U.S. at one time was a place where everybody wanted to come.  Now people fight extradition to the U.S. any way they can.  They see the U.S. as a place of torture.

And if I were ever anywhere else and had to be exported to the U.S., I would definitely fight to stay where I was.  The U.S. is a country that tortures its citizens.  I know, I’m one of those citizens being tortured every single day.  So I don’t blame anyone who doesn’t want to come here.

I heard a lot of U.S. citizens are giving up their citizenship.  The citizens who gave up their citizenship cite the loss of  freedoms guaranteed under the Constitution.  Constitutional rights are no longer guaranteed to citizens. A lot of laws have undergone changes and no longer guaranteed citizens equal rights.  The government can now arrest a citizen and not tell him what he’s being arrested for, and a citizen is no longer given a lawyer to represent him a court.

It’s what happened to me.  One day I was walking around free as a bird, and the next thing I know, I’m a criminal. For four years, I’ve been hounded by the U.S. government.  No charges were ever pressed against, or was I ever told why I became a target of the U.S. government.  Now my life is a horror story.  Non-stop harassment and torture by the U.S. government. And I can get no help from anyone.  And I’m not the only one that this is happening to.  I have a lot of company.  Over a million citizens have this occurring to them.

So if you’re living somewhere else and think the U.S. is a bastion of freedom, I can tell you, it’s not.

Stay away!

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Gang Stalking – Damn the U.S. government!

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English: The logo of the blogging software WordPress. Deutsch: WordPress Logo 中文: WordPress Logo (Photo credit: Wikipedia)


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This map shows the result of an Eurobarometer poll conducted in 2005. The colors indicated the percentage of people in each country who answered “I believe there is a God” in the interview. The countries marked in grey were not included in the poll. See also Image:Europe-atheism-2005.png for percentage of people who answered “I don’t believe there is any sort of spirit, God or life force” in the same poll. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Stomach diagram in Inkscape.

Stomach diagram in Inkscape. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I just had my computer repaired,  but every day when I turn on my computer, I can feel the acid in my stomach.  Will the computer work today?  Or will it crash again?  I don’t know from minute to minute if  I’ll able to use it. It’s really stomach churning to wonder if in the middle of my blog  it will just die.  Or will I be able to finish my blog?  And how long will it take me to finish my blog today?  And how many times will I have to restart it because it’s been deleted?  This is what I experience every day. Sometimes, I’m tempted just to just say “the hell with it” and give up on my blog.  I say to myself  “is this blog worth writing?”  Is the acid building up in my stomach worth it? [The bastards just deleted (3 times) what I typed, but thanks to WordPress, a draft saved] My answer is always “yes.”  I remember when my gang stalking began, it was another blogger  who helped me through a very difficult time.  He no longer writes his blog because of all the hacking of his computer.  But I can tell you, I’m going to continue writing.  No jerk is going to knock me off my computer.  They can delete my blog a hundred times and a hundred times over I will rewrite it.  If the blogger hadn’t written about gang stalking, who knows what might have happened to me?

I write this blog to help those who have no idea what is happening to them.  I know a few targets who didn’t know about gang stalking and ended up in a mental health facility.   They were put on pills, and treated like crazy people.   All the time, they were not crazy.  They were just convinced they were crazy.  So if I can prevent some one from having that happen to him, I’ll put up with the stomach acid and keep retyping my blog. It’s  a small thing to suffer in the scheme of things.

I sometimes wonder if there’s a God.  And if there is a God, why does he let things like this happen? Why does he let things like this happen to good people?  People who  never harmed anyone?  People who lived an ordinary life and did no harm?  People who cared about the less fortune.   People who paid their taxes.  People who didn’t steal. People who lived their lives without judging others?

I know we targets are not angels, but most of us are decent, hard-working people.  And for living a life of decency, this is what we get in return.   We get abused by the U.S. government.  Damn the U.S. government!  Damn it!

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Gang Stalking – Maybe I should move to the Middle East.

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I listen to the radio all the time.  I don’t have a t.v.; the  gang stalkers stole my t.v.  So I decided it would be a waste of money to get another t.v.  On the radio, I listen to National Public Radio, a really good station for getting news.  National Pubic Radio tells me all the facts, not just blips.

One of the things  that’s always mentioned on the radio is the war going on in the Middle East.  Every time there’s a story on any country in the Middle East, it always has an item about someone who is a victim of torture by the government.  The person will always  tell about his experience of the things that happen to him.  He’ll mention that he’s psychologically tortured, neighbors snitch on him, treated badly by neighbors, etc.  The things these people mention are exactly the same things that are happening to me in the U.S,  but the person in the Middle East will get radio and t.v. time to tell his story.  I, however, are never given radio or t.v. time, and no one wants to hear my story.  As a matter of fact, I’m called crazy.  The same story that’s told by someone overseas is believed, but not if I tell it here in the U.S.

No one believes that something that’s happening in the Middle East can be happening in the U.S.  The U.S. doesn’t torture its citizens most people will say. The U.S. is a country where someone doesn’t have to worry about his freedom. These people should be in my place and go through what I go through every day.  Then I’d like to hear what they’d have to say about the U.S. being such a “free” country.  The U.S. is not the land of the free.  It has become as dictatorial as some countries in the Middle East.

The U.S. government has taken away a lot of our rights, but no one seems to be concern about all the rights that are no longer ours. One day, it’s going to be too late to wake up and realize that the country we’re living in is rotten to its core.  Maybe I should move to the Middle East, and then everybody will listen to what I have to say.

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Gang Stalking – Harassment of citizens by U.S. government.

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On Saturday, I was walking out of my apartment when I saw a girl with blonde hair riding her bike.  She was between the ages of 10-12.  A little chubby.  As I walked by her, she made a u-turn.  I automatically turned my head.  The girl had on a sweater with a v-neck.  She took her v-neck sweater and pulled it down so I was able to see her small breast.  Without thinking, I shouted, “I can’t believe it.  They’re prostituting their grandchild.”  This happens a lot to me with women who are older.  Every time they see me, they pull their sweaters down so I can see their breasts.  It’s part of the harassment I have to put up with.  But to see a little  girl doing the same thing, just shook me!  The little girl is the grandchild of the apartment manager and her husband.  She knew what to do because she was told what to do by her grandparents.  How can people prostitute their grandchildren that way?  The  government tells citizens to involve their children and grandchildren in what they are doing.  To me it is a very sick thing to do.  How can people be so stupid?  How can they go along with a government who tells them to do such disgusting things that involve their own families?  It is sick!

I’m not the only one who has to put with things like this.  They do the same things to men.  A lot of men have to put up with accusations of child molestation or pedophilia.  Men who have done nothing, but have to put up with false accusations. They especially like to do things like this to people who are single and live by themselves.

The people who run the government program of gang stalking are very, very, sick people.

The U.S. government has done things like this before.  It is not their first time.  The U.S. government has a history of secrecy.

In the l940’s, the U.S. government infected with gonorrhea, syphilis, and other sexually transmitted diseases Guatemalan men.  The Guatemalan men though they were getting free health care, but they were just guinea pigs in the U.S. government’s experiments. And the sexually transmitted diseases were passed on to their families.  If you’d like more info on this, Google it.  There’s a lot of information on this experiment.

And then in the rural south, the government infected black men with syphilis. They also thought they were receiving  free health care.  The experiment’s name was Tuskegee syphilis experiment. Over 1500 men were part of this experiment.  A lot of the men got very sick, and some died. And their families also suffered.  The syphilis was passed on to their children and wives.  The experiments went on from l932 – l972.  That’s not too long ago.

The two experiments I cite are only two of the experiments the U.S. has conducted.  There are over hundreds of other experiments done on civilians and soldiers.

And now in the age of terrorists, it is experimenting with American citizens in another way.  Not by infecting us with sexually transmitted diseases, but trying to get us to commit terrorists act,  kill ourselves, or end up in some mental institution.

And citizens who refuse to believe that this is happening to other citizens are also committing crimes by not speaking out. I’ve spoken out, but no one will listen.  What will it take for other citizens to open their minds to the possibility that this is happening?  I just don’t know what to do.

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