Hi, everybody. I guess I’ve been M.I.A. I think you can understand why. Coming to the library to type my blog is nothing but a horrific experience. It’s pure hell. I’m surprised I’ve managed to keep my mouth shut. It is very hard to do so, but I’ve managed so far to do it. I don’t know I can keep my mouth shut.
Anyway, I’ve had no luck finding an apartment. I’ve never realized how many bad neighborhoods in Las Vegas. There seems to be very little in way of middle-of-the road apartments. Either overly expensive, or real dumps. I went to look at an apartment yesterday and seedy is not the world I would to describe the area. It is below seedy. But saying that, I felt safer in the apartment I looked at than I’ve felt anywhere else. The apartment complex‘s gated, has cameras everywhere and when I entered the complex, very few people showed up to do their perp duties. There was one woman with a dog who immediately headed for me when I entered. She said “hello”. I didn’t bother responding because I could tell she’s a perp. But, otherwise, no one came out and just stood around like an idiot. It’s a studio apartment, top floor. and has wooden floors. And the rent is to die for. Very low and it includes electricity. But the idea of coming out at night in the neighborhood if I needed something from the store is a scary thought. But, oddly, I felt very safe in the complex. I felt safer in the complex than I did in other places that were well-to-do. In most of those places, I couldn’t wait to get the hell out.!
Today, I went to look at another place, after a very long walk, and it lasted about two minutes before I walked out. Perps everywhere I looked. And the thing that really made me walk out of the place without saying a word is the manager. I walked into the complex office and she had on a very low-cut sweater and made a point of puffing up her chest so that I’d notice. Let me tell you, I wanted to throw up. That’s what happens to me every time I go into the current office. I just took one look and disappeared without saying a word. I don’t want to put up with that s–t again. I don’t know if Las Vegas creates these horrible people, or if they’re born that way. Either way, why don’t they get some class and act in a professional way. They’re at work and should act so,. They’re not working in a night club, after all.
I heard something about another woman being killed, or something like that. I don’t have a t.v.., but I heard a few minutes of it on the radio. I don’t know what happened, but I wouldn’t be surprised if it’s another target. I have to read up on it. It’s hard without a computer.
I mentioned this woman because of the guns laws. Maybe all this has to do with gun laws. I made connection yesterday when I heard about her. What I think is, that the American public will demand that government put into law gun control. Once the government and law enforcement control all the guns, guess what, no guns, and the government can swoop in and control us even more. And what we will have is totalitarianism. Maybe that’s the kind of government we deserve. The American public doesn’t seem to be too concern about losing a lot of its rights. All they want to be is safe. Yeah, they can be safe and slaves I guess Americans have to go through a period of enslavement to understand what freedom really is..They sure as hell don’t know what it is now!
I hope you’re all doing well and keeping your spirits up. The only thing we targets can really do is hope for the best and that this hell ends for all of us. And soon.