Tag Archive | Torture

Gang Stalking – To targets July 4 is just another day of torture.

The f—s stole my keys again. This is the second time in about 3 weeks. The first time, I was at the library. I got up from the computer to see the librarian. Came back, keys gone! Second time, today. Someone kept walking by  my apartment door stomping his/her feet. I finally got up and opened the door slightly and put a mirror  in front of the door so I could see who passed by. But, then, I got up for a minute to get some tissues to wipe my face. Stupid mistake. I’d  forgotten I left my keys on my bed, which faces the door diagonally. I quickly ran to the bed, keys gone! I’m sure the one who did it  is the woman who cleans  empty apartments. She passed by me with a big smile on her face. Bitch!

Anyway, I didn’t lose my cool. That’s what they want me to do. I went down to the office and explained what happened and I should have my keys by tonight(hopefully).

July 4 is a day for hamburgers, hot dogs, potato salad and all those good things we all love. But I don’t celebrate Independence Day. Why should I? I’m not free.  On the day I gain back my freedom, I will celebrate our independence from British rule, or maybe not. All of us targets experience torture every day. There’s not one minute we’re left alone, anyway, I’m not. That’s not independence in my opinion. That’s  why I don’t celebrate July 4.

If you’re a target and celebrate the 4th of July, have a happy July 4.

To me, July 4 is just another day of torture.

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Gang Stalking – A threat to harm me, or just another bluff?

I’m reading “Girl With  The  Dragon Tattoo” by Stieg Larsson.  As you probably know,  it’s been made into a movie. The book is very good by the way, so far, anyway.

I read the book while  eating breakfast and then put  the book in my drawer. Today, I got  the book to read and  noticed someone had added a paper clip to a page.  Right away, Knowing the lowlifes, I guessed that there must be a message for me. So I turned to the page where the paper clip is and this is what it says “…This girl was killed in the most brutal way. The killer tied her up and stuck her head into the smouldering  embers of a fireplace. One can only guess how long it took for the poor girl to die, or what torment she must have endured.” This is on page 195 of the book.

Are they sending me a message that they’ll torture and kill me?   Well, they can  go right ahead and torture and kill me. If they do, I won’t have to put  up  with the bull shit anymore.

I want to tell the idiot, or idiots, who clipped the page, that you don’t scare me. Do you think when I looked at the passage  I got scared? No, I didn’t. After what I’ve gone through in the last 5  years, nothing can scare me. I’m beyond scaring. You people don’t scare me one bit. To be scare of people like you is to be a loser like all of you.

I’ve gotten your stupid message and I’ll continue to live my life the same way I’ve lived it. None of you have balls. You do things that no one can see. You all think you’re so brave. You’re nothing but cowards. Why don’t you tell me face-to-face that you’re going to harm me?

And to my readers, if anything happens to me, know that someone has done something to me. I didn’t kill myself, end up in a mental ward, give up  writing my blog, or any such silly nonsense.  Someone did something to me.

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Gang Stalking – Welcome home Sgt. Bowe Bergdahl.

This is going to be short and sweet, or as sweet as I can be.

I want to say welcome home Bowe Bergdahl. May you recover from your wounds and your torture.

And now as to the not so sweet part. Congress is complaining about President Obama not getting in touch with them to approve the release of Bergdahl. They complained that releasing 5 men from Guantanamo in exchange for Berdahl will only increase terrorism.  Well, the only reason  Congress is angry is because they’re not getting any credit for bringing him home. They really want attention and credit for bringing home the last P.O.W. from Afghanistan.  If the President tried to get the approval from Congress, Bergdahl would still be in a prison camp, and probably would’ve died there.

I’m sure his mother and father feel the same way. They don’t care how they got him out, they’re just glad he’s out of that awful place, as any parents would be.

I don’t really think the threats of terrorism will increase. Whether Bergdahl stayed in the camp or not, the world would still suffer the same fate.

And who knows, maybe releasing the men from Guantanamo might be a good thing. Maybe the terrorists won’ t think the U.S. is such a bad country after all.

So, Congress, stop pouting and do some work. Some real work, not just complain about something. Do something.

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Gang Stalking – Write to Senator Wyden and stop the torture of American citizens!

First of all, to those of Irish descent, Happy St. Paddy’s Day. If you’re a target, I hope it’s a good one, and have a good ole time! (I’m wearing green nail polish today in your honor!)

And now on to what I want to say to you today.  I just finished typing a letter to Senator Wyden of Oregon.  He’s in the intelligence area and he’s spoken out a lot about what the NSA is doing, so I have to trust him.  There’s really no one else who has even bothered to discuss what the NSA is doing. They’re all cowards!!

I’ve asked you to do this before, but I don’t think too many of you bothered to go through with it.  So, again, I’m asking you.

Please, please write to senator Wyden and tell him what’s happening to you.  Tell him everything, leave nothing out.  No one is going to do anything for us unless we push them.  I’ve written to Senator Wyden before and got no response back.  But later on, I understood why. He’s not allowed to divulge any information he has, so he can’t really contact me.

So please write the Senator.  The more of us who contact him, the better.  If you targets want the harassment to stop, we have to speak up.  That’s the only way this is going to stop.  Silence will get us nowhere!  Silence has rarely gotten things done.  Maybe once in a while, but seldom.

I’m including Senator Wyden’s address in Washington and Oregon, and his fax and phone numbers.  Again, please write to him, or fax him.

Senator Ron Wyden (Oregon)

Tel: (202) 224-5244  –  Fax (202) 228-2717   Wash, D.C.   – 221 Dirksen Senate Office Building, Washington, D.C.  20510

Portland office:

911 N.E. 11th Ave. – Ste. 630 – Portland, OR 97232  (503) 326-7525

Let’s stop the harassment of American citizens once and for all.  Write Senator Wyden ASAP!!!!

And thank you to all those who will take the time to write the Senator.

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Gang Stalking – Edward Snowden video from SXSW Meeting.

Well, those of you who hate when I post anything about Edward, probably perps, will hate this one.  It is video of Edward Snowden speaking from Russia at the SXW meeting.   It’s a meeting where computer experts get together to speak about the future of the internet.

Go to http://www.digittrends.com/web/edward-snowden-sxsw-2014-speech-

I’m glad he’s not afraid to speak out. After all, the government can find out where he is, but I guess he figures he has nothing to lose. And really, he doesn’t.  They’ve already told him he’s been charged with  espionage.  I hope he continues to speak out so we Americans don’t forget what the U.S. government is doing to us. The government should definitely have charges brought against it, for lying to Americans and spying on them.  And what the government is doing to us targets is torture. Pure and simple. It should be brought up on charges of torturing its citizen.  Other countries who torture  their  citizens, as the U.S. is doing to us, would usually have to answer  to the United Nations for its crimes, but not the U.S.!  Torture doesn’t happen  in  the U.S. of A.  No sireee. It doesn’t happen in the U.S. We targets are all crazy and delusional.   We’re suffering from mental illness, all of us.

So, I hope Edward Snowden keeps speaking out.  That he doesn’t shut up  any time soon.  And  I will continue to write about him. Let’s not the U.S. get away with what it’s doing to its citizens!  Let the world really know what the U.S. is really like.  It is not free, and it spies on every one of its citizens.  And if you, out there, think the U.S. is not spying on you, I have a bridge in Brooklyn I can sell you!

Wake up, America!!!!!

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Gang Stalking – Good luck, Bradley Manning!

Good Luck Wishes

Good Luck Wishes (Photo credit: arbyreed)

Rally in support of Bradley Manning on August ...

Rally in support of Bradley Manning on August 8, 2010, in Quantico, Virginia. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

There’s bad and good news for Private First Class Bradley Manning.  He was found not guilty of aiding the enemy, but was found guilty of espionage and theft.  This means that Bradley Manning will not get the death penalty, nor get a life sentence.  We do not know what sentence he will get.  Tomorrow the judge will tell him his fate.

The charge for aiding the enemy is so ridiculous!  If I write a blog and some al-Qaeda operative reads it and uses it to his benefit, will I get in trouble?  If a journalist somewhere writes an article that al-Qaeda reads and uses, will the journalist be accused of espionage?  If someone writes a book and al-Qaeda uses it to their advantage, will the person be charged with espionage?  What about television  anchors, if they report on something al-Qaeda uses, are they guilty of  committing espionage?

I’m sure the Obama administration will be happy if Bradley Manning gets a long sentence.  A sentence that equals life imprisonment. I’m sure the Obama administration wants to send a message to others not to do anything like Bradley Manning. Bradley Manning being punished for embarrassing the Obama administration.  The administration got caught with its pants down.

If anyone deserves a long prison sentence it is the politicians.  They’re all crooks.  They all belong in jail, and the key should  be thrown away.

I’m happy Bradley Manning was found not guilty of espionage. But I’m sure Bradley Manning can look forward to a lot of bullying in prison.

I’m puzzled as to why Bradley Manning had to spend three years in the custody of the government.  Doesn’t the Sixth Amendment to the Constitution also apply to  soldiers?  He had the right to a speedy and public trial.  Bradley Manning was also tortured while waiting to go on trial. The Constitution says no one can be punished without a trial, so why punish him before his trial?

The good thing about being in government custody for Bradley Manning is that the time he spent in government custody will come off his sentence.

Bradley Manning will find out tomorrow how long he will be in prison.  I pray that it’s not fifty years or more.  What a waste of a young life!

Good luck, Bradley Manning!

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Gang Stalking – Snowden will not get death penalty if he returns home.

Edward Snowden Found

Edward Snowden Found (Photo credit: rtcosmin)

Seal of the United States Department of Justice

Seal of the United States Department of Justice (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Flag of Tacoma

Flag of Tacoma (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

There’s some new information on Edward  Snowden.  The Justice Department told the Russians that if they return Snowden to the U.S., they will not seek the death penalty for him, nor torture him.   The U.S., which is supposed to be such a bastion of freedom is promising the Russians not to torture Snowden.  It just sounds a little strange to me.  Is the U.S. admitting that they torture citizens who out the U.S. on its practices?  The Russians told the U.S. that they will not send Snowden back to the U.S.  And if I were Snowden, I wouldn’t believe anything anyone from the Justice Department told me. I’d take my chances with the Russians.


There’s now a computer program that’s a crime predictor.  Every morning when police officers show up for work, they’ll go into their computers and look into red boxes  that predict where crime is most likely to occur.  And police officers will head for the area that the computer predicts will have burglaries, car break-ins, etc.  It makes me think of Nazi Germany.  What if I ever happen to be in the area that the computer predicts a crime will occur?  Will they think I’m up to something?  Or anyone else who happens to be in the same area, will they suffer the same fate?  This computer program is in its third week in Seattle and Tacoma, Washington.  It is also in use in Los Angeles, California.   There goes more spying on American citizens.  1984 is definitely here!


I don’t know if you’ve read about the NSA amendment  introduced by Rep. Amash to stop digital surveillance by the U.S. government.  It’s the Amendment to stop the NSA from snooping on Americans via their computer, phones, emails, etc.  When I say pass, I mean that Congress voted for the government to keep spying on U.S. citizens.  If  the Amendment had passed, the yeas would have won. The vote was 217 nays and 205 yeas.  So Congress will keep snooping on you.

Some Congressmen said they  voted against it because of  all the terrorists acts the NSA snooping stopped.  I’d like to know exactly what terrorists acts the NSA spying stopped.  I keep hearing 54 terrorist acts prevented.  If 54 terrorists acts were stopped, why doesn’t the government tell us what they were?

I can’t believe that the men and women in Congress can’t see what defeating this amendment will do to the privacy of Americans?  First,  spy on everybody’s phones, computers, emails.  I wonder what all the government spying will lead to in the future?  It will lead to  more and more spying on Americans.  But if Americans are happy to give up their freedom, who am I to complain? We’ll get the kind of government we deserve!  The wingnuts and the moonbats at their best.

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Gang Stalking – Nelson Mandela, a man of Dignity.

English: Nelson Mandela in Johannesburg, Gaute...

English: Nelson Mandela in Johannesburg, Gauteng, on 13 May 1998 (Photo credit: Wikipedia)




English: A USSR stamp, 70th Birth Anniversary ...

English: A USSR stamp, 70th Birth Anniversary of Nelson Mandela. Date of issue: 18th July 1988. Designer: B. Ilyukhin. Michel catalogue number: 5853. 10 K. multicoloured. Portrait of Nelson Mandela (fighter for freedom of Africa). Русский: Марка СССР Н. Мандела (1988, ЦФА №5971). (Photo credit: Wikipedia)


Oh, God, I’m so tired of the b.s.  How does anyone survive this for years and years?  They must be very strong people.  I think of Mandela and wonder how he survived 27 years of torture.  He had to work in the mines and put up with things worse  than I’ve ever had to handle.


I think of Mandela and I’m awed by him.  After spending 27  years of  inhumane treatment by horrible people, he got his freedom and went on with his life.


He became President of  South Africa and  a spokesman for all the people all over the world who were victims of torture.  And not once, not once, did Mandela complain about all his years of torture.  He never really looked back.  He continues to enjoy life and love his family.


Mandela, if you haven’t heard, is very sick.  He’s  95-years-old now.  It amazes me that he lived such a long life after all his years of torture. I doubt that if I had to endure the torture Mandela did that I’d still be around.  Even now, with the harassment by the perps, I’m a weakling compare to Mandela.  Mandela forgave those who tortured him.  I can’t say that if I ever get out of this prison that I can forgive my harassers.


But Mandela forgave and he’s a better man for having done so. I’m trying to learn from Mandela on how to be more forgiving, because if I don’t forgive, it will be I who will really suffer. It will be I who will be bitter while all the perps carry on with their lives.


My wishes go out to Mandela that his health improves.  There are very few men left who have his charisma. We can’t afford to lose a giant like him.  A giant who forgave those who tried to take away his dignity.  But that’s one thing they never did, take away his dignity. He lived a life of dignity and he’ll die in dignity.


Mandela, I send you my very best wishes.  I know when you leave this earth, you’re definitely going to a better place. And thanks for being such a great influence in my life.


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Gang Stalking – American reporters open your eyes and ears??!!

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Blog Machine (Photo credit: digitalrob70)

National emblem of the People's Republic of China


KNPR (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I couldn’t get on the computer  for almost two days.  The hackers tried to crash my computer, and they almost did, but I stopped the crash before they did. I finally fixed it, but I don’t know how long it’ll last this time. Every day it’s some nonsense with the hackers. I hope the miserable SOBs get back what they give out.

Anyway, I thought my life was miserable until I heard about a man in China.  I was listening to KNPR radio and there was a story on about a man who’s a blogger in China.  He blogs about the corrupt Chinese government, as I do about the American government. The Chinese government didn’t  like what he was saying about the government and put him in jail for eight years.  Finally, the government decided he’d served enough time and freed him.  But he’s not really free.  He’s now like us targets.  He’s harassed non-stopped as we are and he has security guards watching him all the time.  Since the man’s been released, he’s moved eighteen times in three years.  Sounds very familiar all the moving.

An American reporter had an interview with the man and when the security  guards found out the woman was a reporter, they turned off all the electricity and the elevators in the building in which the man lived.  The American reporter had to walk up sixteen flights of stairs to talk to him.

The same thing that’s happening to this man is happening to us in the U.S., so why is it that an American reporter has to go all the way to China to get a story about a blogger?  There are plenty of bloggers here in the U.S. who are suffering the same fate as this Chinese man, but, yet, no one cares enough about any of us to do a story.

I guess going to China to do a story on a blogger  is more exciting than reporting on what’s happening here in the U.S.

These are millions of stories about Americans being tortured, but  I guess, we’re not exotic enough.  The reporters have no interest in our stories, just people in China and other foreign countries.

Why don’t these reporters look in their own backyards?  They’ll find just as many stories about torture here in the U.S. as they will find in China and elsewhere.

It’s about time American reporters opened their eyes and ears and start reporting  on what’s going on in the U.S.  Don’t you agree?