Yesterday, I woke up with a swollen lip. Today, the lip is swollen even more. It’s the pesticide they spray on me all the time. I’m drowning in the stuff. I can smell it all day, and my clothes have brown spots all over them. Well, I was going to write something else about the clothes, but I think it’s wiser if I don’t give up any of my secrets.
It saddens me that many targets can’t live normal lives. Instead of targets living life to the fullest, they’re driven to constantly think about how to best protect themselves. Targets should be working, having babies, getting married, falling in love, taking great vacations, going to school, retiring after years of hard work, getting together with friends for a great meal, getting engaged, starting businesses. But a lot of us don’t have the luxury of doing any of these things. We’re lucky if we have one day without a gang stalker harassing us. We’re lucky if we have a day without anything awful happening to us. Every day is a “bad luck” day. We have miserable day after miserable day. If one day is bad, we can expect the next day to be worse. It never gets better.
And most of us are alone, because the people in our lives have let us down, or betrayed us. And there’s no one we can trust, because almost any one we meet is a gang stalker and can’t be trusted. We can’t seem to get a break no matter what we do. If we try to be friendly to people we meet, usually they turn out to be gang stalkers. We just can’t seem to win.
But if we have it bad, the gang stalkers don’t have it any better. Once someone becomes a gang stalker, he/she becomes part of the organization he joins and has to follow certain rules. He/she has to bring his wife/husband, children into the gang stalking life. If the wife/husband don’t want to become a gang stalker, she/he probably will become a target. And the children have to join to get used to the life that they will probably have to live. The children are the future gang stalkers and will think nothing of following in their parents’ footsteps. Gang stalkers are not as free to do what they want as you might think. The gang stalkers have people who monitor what they do. These people make sure the gang stalkers are on the job and not goofing off. Gang stalkers get into trouble if they’re caught talking to a target. They are not supposed to say anything to the targets, because targets have to keep believing what’s happening to them is not real and is the target’s imagination.
Not only are targets not living their life, but gang stalkers have no life, either. They’re at the mercy of the organization. Any time they’re called, they have to show up to do their job harassing targets. Maybe some day, the gang stalkers will get tired, and confess to what they’ve done. I can only hope.
So a lot of misery gets spread around. Targets and gang stalkers are both losers. The only ones winning are the top-level people. The rest of us are all suffering. Gang stalking makes no sense at all.
Today, if this blog makes no sense, I wrote it half asleep. I got very little sleep last night.