Gang Stalking – No longer living in a world of imaginary creatures.

 

Punishment (Photo credit: Toban B.)

 

 

Water Horse (Photo credit: Steve Snodgrass)

 

 

English: Logo for New Fantasyland — the expansion of Fantasyland at Walt Disney World’s Magic Kingdom. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

 

I’ve tried for about three hours to get onto my computer.  The hackers removed the internet access, cookies, everything. I kept signing on and nothing would take.  Over and over I had to sign in, sign out, try restore(which doesn’t work), and over and over I tried.

 

After almost three hours, I signed on.  This usually happens to me, but not to such an extend.  Sometimes, I just feel like saying “f–k it” and give up my blog.  But this blog keeps me sane, and keeps me in touch with other targets.  We can all get sympathy and advice from each other, because we’re definitely not going to get it from anyone else.  All we get from the public is harassment and humiliation.  We need each other.  I need you more than I think you need me.  Some of you are luckier than I am.  You still have some family. I don’t.

 

Sometimes I think  confronting my family was a mistake, but I can’t live  with lies.  I’ve always been honest to a fault, always been very upfront about everything.  And knowing my family was trying to destroy me is not something I can live with.  I wish I was that way sometimes.  I make my life  difficult by not living in a land of imaginary creatures. I’ve always lived in the real world, or anyway, the world I thought was real.

 

The world I thought was real, turned out not to be.  The government I thought stood for honesty, turned out not to be.  Family turned into people I didn’t recognize.  I thought police were also honest, but no, no there’s no  such thing as honest police officers.  They’re all corrupt.

 

Everything I thought was real, is not real.  I’ve been stripped naked of every belief I’ve ever had.  I’ve tried to find out what it is I really believe, what is really real, not some imagined fantasy I have.

 

I’m sure all you targets can understand what I’m writing about, because all of you were stripped naked of all your beliefs, too.  I’m sure, as I am, trying to find a new way of living, a new way of surviving,  because that’s all we’re trying to do is survive.  We’re not allowed to live normal lives.  Every day we live is a new challenge.  What new awful thing will come our way today?   How  will we handle it?  Can we handle it?  Will this be the day we fall apart?

 

But every day, every year we survive makes us just a little stronger. What once we thought we couldn’t handle, we do. And we gain courage from every bad thing that happens to us.  We can look back and think about what we’ve survived so far, and this encourages us to go on another day, another year.

 

We targets are stronger than we think.  Think back to all the horrible things we’ve survived, and give yourself credit for being strong.

 

We targets are strong and we are going to stick around to make sure the people who torture us get their punishment. Yesiree, targets, we’re sticking around to make sure they all go to jail and get their “just desserts”.

 

I look forward to the day when we targets can get together to celebrate our unshackling.  And it will happen.  Let the torturers live in their Fantasyland that they will never be discovered.

 

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Gang Stalking – Off Topic – What’s worse, extremely cold weather or extremely hot weather?

Did any of you the hear the story about the “Sun and the Wind”?

It’s a story about the sun and the wind having an argument about which one was stronger. The wind said it was stronger than the sun, and the sun said it was stronger than the wind.

While they were arguing, a man wearing a cloak walked along the road. So the wind said to the sun, “Let’s see who’s stronger?” They decided the winner would be one who could make the man take off his cloak. So the wind went first, he blew and blew at the man’s cloak. This made the man pull his cloak tighter around him. And no matter what the wind did, he couldn’t make the man take off his cloak. And then, it was the sun’s turn. The sun turned on his rays, and made the man hotter and hotter. The man got too hot and took off his cloak. So the sun was the winner.

To me, in winter you can turn on the heat and it gets warm. And summer when it comes with its hot, hot sun rays can wear you down very easily.

So the sun is worse. It can burn your skin within fifteen minutes and give you lots of wrinkles. Wrinkles you certainly don’t want.

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