English: A Jumping Black Stallion. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
R.I.P. (Photo credit: André Banyai)
Today, I found out that one of the targets on Facebook killed herself. Her name was Alva. She was 38-years old. In the prime of her life. She befriended me about a year ago, and what a beautiful woman she was. She seemed to be full of spirit, like a wild stallion. But I guess no matter her spirit, she probably got worn out and decided life was no longer worth living. I can understand the part about not thinking life is worth living anymore. I’m sure all of us targets find ourselves thinking that way sometimes.
She killed herself because she couldn’t handle the harassment anymore. She had enough of the bullshit and she couldn’t see any way out except to kill herself.
I’m sure all the bastards who caused her death are probably celebrating. And I’m sure they’re continuing to harass others without a second thought.
I’m affected by her death because Alva was the first target I knew who killed herself. I’ve heard of a lot of targets who’ve killed themselves, but I didn’t know them.
I hear about targets killing themselves all the time, but she is someone who was a breathing, living human being and I knew her. I knew what she looked like, how she thought, and how her life was going. Most of the time, she gave back as good as she got. When I thought of someone killing herself, she wasn’t the one I thought would do it. She seemed so strong.
But I guess all of us have our “tipping point.” A point we reach where we feel that our life is so miserable that death is better.
So, I say to Alva, may you rest in peace. I’m sure your life is better than it was on earth.
And if there’s such a life as reincarnation, I hope you come back and haunt every bastard who caused your death.
Good-bye, Alva (R.I.P.).
And to all the targets out there, don’t let them win. If you need help, try to get help. I know it’s hard because we can’t trust anyone, but maybe there’s someone who has a soul who will be willing to help you.
Love to all you targets. Take care of yourselves. You all matter, and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.
And may all you miserable perp bastards go straight to HELL!
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