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Gang Stalking – Memorial Day, May 27, 2013.

English: SUFFOLK, Va. (Dec. 13, 2008) A Sailor...

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English: Picture of graves decorated with flags at Arlington National Cemetery on Memorial Day 2008. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

A young patriot salutes heroes at the 2009 Nat...

A young patriot salutes heroes at the 2009 National Memorial Day Concert on the West Lawn of the United States Capitol. See more at Army.mil (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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English: SUFFOLK, Va. (Dec. 13, 2008) Wreaths are placed at the Alfred G. Horton, Jr. memorial Veterans Cemetery to honor fallen veterans as part of a Wreaths Across America Ceremony. Wreaths Across America is a program to remember the fallen, honor those who serve and teach children the value of freedom. (U.S. Navy photo by Mass Communication Specialist 3rd Class Mandy Hunsucker/Released) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I can’t believe it’s Memorial Day already.  This year is flying by.

I was going to write “Happy Memorial Day”, but I stopped myself.  Memorial Day is for honoring men who fought in the wars  American  has/is in.  This is a day to remember all the men killed while fighting to keep the U.S. free. And America has been in a lot of  wars and a lot of men lost their lives to keep all Americans free.

Memorial Day always makes me sad.   I  think of  all the men who never got to live a normal life. Who were taken away too young.  Whose children never got to know their fathers/mothers.

I was going to write about what soldiers would think of today’s America, but it’s a day to remember all those who’ve died, not a day to be judgmental.

So, in remembrance of those men/women who died in American wars, let us celebrate them for caring about preserving American freedom and willing to die for it.

May they all R.I.P.

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Gang Stalking – America, don’t make me cry anymore.

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English: The United States Esperanto: Loko de Usono sur la terglobo (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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Crime Society of America from 52 Week 52, art by Justiniano. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)


Crying (Photo credit: sinosplice)

After four years, I still don’t know what I’m guilty of.  No one’s come to me and told me I’ve committed a crime, but, yet, I’m being punished.  Punished for what?

Everyone has a right to know what crime he’s committed and brought to trial.  I’ve had no trial, no one’s told me I’m guilty of anything, but I’m treated like a criminal, like an animal.

If  I’ve committed a crime, I want to be brought to trial and put in front of a jury who will judge me guilty or not.

But I’ve never had opportunity to speak with someone and have them tell me what it is I’m guilty of.

All my life I grew up hearing that America is the land of the free, that we all get a fair trial with rights to a lawyer. I’ve not been given a lawyer, nor a trial.

So here I sit, wasting my life away, as if I’m in prison, with no rights.

I’m free, what a laugh!  If this is freedom, give me communism.

How  much worse can communism be?

The land of the free is no more.  America has lost its way.

It is full of  corrupt Congress, government officials, and money-grubbing people.

No one cares about freedom anymore, only how much they can all put in their bulging pockets.

America the land of the free. The land that tortures its citizens and takes away all their rights without a trial or a lawyer.

America, you’re in a sad, sad state.  I hope you find your way back to what you were.  That is, if you are  what I thought you were.

I still care about you, America. Don’t make me cry anymore.

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Gang Stalking – Yesterday is not coming back…

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Photo of the Beatles crossing Abbey Road just before the famous cover photo was taken (Photo credit: Ben Sutherland)

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Godsend Symbol Tywyn 02 (Photo credit: Keith Bloomfield)

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English: The Beatles wave to fans after arriving at Kennedy Airport. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Las Vegas, Nevada

Las Vegas, Nevada (Photo credit: Frankphotos)

It’s cold here in Las Vegas today.   A lot of people who visit Las Vegas think it’s always warm, but this time of year, it gets cold. I see a lot of tourists going into stores to buy heavy jackets.  So,  a warning to anyone coming to visit Las Vegas, it’s cold now, bring a jacket.

I just want to get something straight with readers.  I am not a victim.  It might seem as if I am because of what I write.  I write the way I do to let you in on what’s happening to me, because it will probably happen to you.  And I want you to be forewarned.  I don’t want any target to get the feeling that what’s occurring to them is abnormal.  I want a target to think, oh, yeah, I remember Neverending1 writing about this occurring to her.  It’s typical of what the gang stalkers do to us.  Then you can  settle back and go on with your life, because you know that what’s  being done to you is  normal gang stalking behavior.  It is not peculiar to you as a person.

It might sometimes seem that I’m falling apart,  but  I’m a very strong person.  No gang stalker is  going to tear me down.  I’m strong enough to let this out in my blog. In my blog I let everything out that’s bothers me.  I get rid of it. I throw away it away, and go on.  This blog helps me get rid of all the garbage that occurs to me every day.  I don’t know what I’d do if I didn’t have this blog to let off steam.  It’s a Godsend.

But there is one thing that bothers me, and I can do nothing about. It’s that I long for yesterday.  Remember the Beatles song “Yesterday.”  That’s what I long for.  To have my life back as it used to be used.

“Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away, now it looks as though  they’re here to stay. Oh, I believe in Yesterday…”

Now, this makes me sad, and I’m sure it makes all of you targets sad, too.  But there’s nothing we can do about getting yesterday back.  We just have to live the best life we can, because yesterday is definitely not coming back.