Gang Stalking – Off Topic – Some advice to men.

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Today I was thinking about how my life could have been different if I’d traveled a different road.

I had a boyfriend, who I loved very much, but we did not get married.  Whose fault is was, I can’t say.  This is what happened.

He’d applied for a job overseas without telling me, and he got it. He didn’t ask me to go with him,  and I did not ask to go with him.  One day out of the blue, he asked me to marry him.  This is the way he asked:  I don’t want you to feel I’m leaving you behind, will you marry me?  This was not the way I thought  a proposal would occur.  I didn’t like his wording:  leave me behind.  I said to him that  I wouldn’t marry him.  I  told him  I wanted a man to marry me because he loved me and not because he was leaving me behind.  He didn’t say anything, and we went on dating. I found the reason insulting.

He left for Holland, and I stayed behind.  He came back in December of the same year.  While he was here, he asked me one day:  Do you want an engagement ring, or a camera?  I was into photography and my camera broke.  Again, I didn’t like his wording.  I picked the camera.

He went back to Holland, and we kept in touch by phone.   He wrote me a letter a week.  I wrote him back, but not a letter a week.  In many of his letters, he told me how much fun he was having in Holland.  After a while, I got annoyed he was having so much fun, and I was living such an ordinary life.  When he sent me a letter, I would read some of it, and put it aside to read another time.

He came to visit me again, and told me he was getting married to someone else.  I couldn’t blame him; I’d refused his offers of marriage.

Years later, I got back into reading the letters he’d sent me.  In one of the letters, he’d again asked me to marry him.  Since I had not read all letters through, I hadn’t read the part about him wanting to marry me.  He never said anything about the letter, so I had no idea he’d proposed to me again.

Why in all that time didn’t he just come right out and ask me to marry him?  Why?  Why couldn’t he just ask me on the phone?  Why did it have to be by letter?  Why couldn’t he just sit down, look me in the eyes and ask me to marry him?

So my advice to you men:  if you want a woman to marry you, just look her in the eyes and ask her pointblank.  Don’t connect it to anything else. It doesn’t work.   Anyway, it didn’t work for me.  I’d still do the same thing.

So if I’d married my boyfriend, I’d be in Europe.  And the gang stalking I’m experiencing now probably would not be happening. Either way, I lost.

By the way, if there are men out there who can explain to me why you men do this, I’d like to know. Thanks.

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – What is it you always talk about, but never do?

What is it you always talk about, but never do?  Why is it often on your mind?  Why does it never happen??

I guess I’m always thinking I have to get my driver’s  license.  I let my license expire, and ever since then, I tell myself I have to get my license.  That’s all I ever think about.  Day in and day out.  But I don’t do anything about getting it.  I really want to, but, somehow, I can’t push myself to go to the DMV.

It’s often on my mind because I keep thinking about all the things I could be doing, but are not doing because of no license.  If I had my license, I would be able to rent a car and drive all over Nevada.  I’d be able to see all the beautiful Nevada scenery.  I’d be able to visit Hoover Dam, Charleston Mts., Yosemite Valley, Death Valley, and, oh, so many other beautiful places in Nevada.  People who visit Nevada rarely go beyond the Las Vegas strip, and miss a lot of fantastic scenery.  And so am I by not getting my license.

But I guess I don’t do it because of the people who are gang stalking me.  I’ve heard too many stories about targets being driven off the road, and how it’s not safe to drive a car.  Some people don’t drive their cars at all.  They take the bus to get around instead of driving and leave their cars at home.  They consider it too dangerous.  So I figure I’m safer not getting a license.  If I got my license, I’d start driving around, and who knows what would happen to me.  Better that I stay safe instead of regretting that someone drove me off the road.

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Gang Stalking – Off Topic – What’s worse, extremely cold weather or extremely hot weather?

Did any of you the hear the story about the “Sun and the Wind”?

It’s a story about the sun and the wind having an argument about which one was stronger. The wind said it was stronger than the sun, and the sun said it was stronger than the wind.

While they were arguing, a man wearing a cloak walked along the road. So the wind said to the sun, “Let’s see who’s stronger?” They decided the winner would be one who could make the man take off his cloak. So the wind went first, he blew and blew at the man’s cloak. This made the man pull his cloak tighter around him. And no matter what the wind did, he couldn’t make the man take off his cloak. And then, it was the sun’s turn. The sun turned on his rays, and made the man hotter and hotter. The man got too hot and took off his cloak. So the sun was the winner.

To me, in winter you can turn on the heat and it gets warm. And summer when it comes with its hot, hot sun rays can wear you down very easily.

So the sun is worse. It can burn your skin within fifteen minutes and give you lots of wrinkles. Wrinkles you certainly don’t want.

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