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Gang Stalking – Never give up; even when idiots make life difficult!

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Believe it or not, this is my 501st blog.  I can’t believe I’ve written so many blogs.  I remember when I began writing my blog in September, 2010, how green I was.  I began an account with WordPress in September, but I didn’t begin writing until October, 2010. I kept putting writing off. I didn’t know what to say.  I was afraid no one would read anything I wrote.  And for a while, no one read my blog. I’d get 1 or 2 people a week.  But I kept writing because I had something to say about the experience I was going through.  Now, I’m amazed how fast I can write my blog.  Experience really pays off.

Sometimes I think my writing is worse than when I began.  Now I catch all my mistakes, before I was too afraid to change something I wrote. I was afraid I wouldn’t be able to come up with a new and better sentence. When I write now, it doesn’t bother me to delete a sentence.  I know that if I erase a sentence, I usually write a better one.

What have I learned?  I’ve learned that no matter how bad a blog I write, tomorrow I might write a fabulous blog.  The thing is, not to give up.  And I never  did give up.  If you read my blog, you know that I’m a target of the U.S. government. A lot of the time, they’ve made writing my blog very difficult. The government hackers delete my blog all the time.  I just keep rewriting. They’ve never stopped me. So I’m really proud that I was able to meet my goal of writing 500 blogs.  It was difficult to reach my goal of 500 blogs, but I did it!

I’ve learned that I’m as stubborn as a mule.  The government kept kicking me, but I stood my ground.

I’ve learned when writing a blog, to write the blog first and then I can give my blog a title from something I’ve written.

I’ve learned that I’ve written some really good blogs, and some really awful blogs.  But no matter if my blogs were well-written or not, I just kept writing.

I’ve learned that WordPress.com is the best blogging site.  All the help WordPress has given me is priceless. I couldn’t afford to pay for all the help I got from  WordPress.  I applaud you WordPress. All of you take a bow.  And thank you all for your help.  You have my heart.

I’m sure I’ve learned other things, but somehow now, I can’t think of them.

Oh, and how can I forget to thank all my readers? Thank you all for reading my blog.  I’ve said it before, I appreciate each one of you.  I hope you keep finding my blog interesting and keep reading it.  I’ll do my best not to let you down.  Love you all.

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Gang Stalking – Off Topic – PostaDay 2011 – How do you decide to decide?

When you are faced with a decision, how do you decide your process for how you are going to make the decision? We all know about pro/con lists, asking friends for advice, or just trusting our instincts, but of all the possible ways to decide to decide,  what determines which one you’ll use in any given situation?

If I have to decide something that baffles me, and I have no idea how to decide,  and there’s no one around who can give me advice, I’ll do a lot of reading on the subject.  If  reading gets me nowhere and still can’t decide, I’ll think about what I can do.  If  all the thinking doesn’t help me, I’ll look for a sign that will  put me  on  the right track.  I’ll have my ears open to what someone is saying or doing.  Maybe someone will say something that will help me.  But if nothing works, I’ll write the problem  and state the pros and cons of the situation.  If I still don’t like my options, I’ll sleep on it  and let my subconscious help me find answers.  Sometimes this works, other times it gets me nowhere.  So after trying  a few things and  not able to  reach a  decision, I let  my instincts kick in.  Whichever  way my instincts tell me to go, I’ll go.  And usually it works in helping me  decide what I want to do.

So when nothing else helps,  my instincts help me  decide to decide.

After writing this, I’m totally confused.  Are you?

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