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Gang Stalking- The beginning of my 6th year as a victim of government harassment.

Well, it’s  my anniversary. Today, July 11, is when my real gang stalking began.

I had  strange things happening to me before this date, but it was nothing I couldn’t handle. And then on July 11, the electricity began.  I began getting hit with electricity when I slept. Then they began to wake me up every 2 hours. I was followed everywhere. People began breaking into my apartment, putting things in my food, breaking my furniture, ripping my clothes, began playing loud music every day, cars with their lights on followed me everywhere, people became extremely rude to me. When I went to any store, I was treated as if I had a disease. My family joined in my harassment and tried to convince me that nothing was happening to me. They suggested I’d go see a psychiatrist. All along they knew what was happening.

Then I began writing my blog and readers told me they  were experiencing the same things. That they were victims of harassment, too. That they experienced sleeplessness, break-ins to their homes/apartment, followed everywhere, etc.  That their families were also harassing them. It was eye-opening.

So, July 11, is the day that I consider my anniversary date, but my harassment really began in 2004. But as I stated, it wasn’t as bad as its gotten in the last 6 years. The last 6 years have been a living hell. I’m never left alone, not at home, not anywhere. It’s a constant barrage of people who follow me. The people who follow me  has increased twofold.  Everything has increased twofold. I feel as if I’m in a prison, but it has no bars. And it seems what’ s happening to me now is never going to stop.

The zombies who do this to me and other Americans can’t seem to think for themselves. They think everything they do to us is funny. It’s all a game to them. They do what they are told to do. They don’t stop and ask “why?”. They just do what they’re told. It is our lives they’re messing with. How would they like it if we did to them what they’re doing to us? I can  tell you, they’d have a fit. They wouldn’t be able to handle what we have to live through every day, year after year. I think most of them would commit suicide.

But we targets seem to be a strong bunch. I can surely say that. It’s been my experience that we targets don’t give up easily. There are  some of us who have committed crimes against humanity, but I can understand why. Unless someone has been in our shoes, they can’t imagine the hell we live through every day.

I want to say to you targets: never give up. Don’t let them make you do something you’ll regret. And I believe in fighting back. I believe in fighting back in such a way that’s as sneaky as the way we’re treated. Everything that the perps do to us is very sneaky so that they’re never caught. So we have to be just as sneaky. That’s the only way we’ll survive. We do anything upfront and we suffer the consequences. We’ll always get the blame in any situation. So sneaky is as sneaky does.

So on the 6th anniversary of my gang stalking, I want to say “thank you ” to all my  readers.  Thank you for reading my blog and sticking in there with me. Thank you for encouraging me when I need encouragement. You’ve been lifesavers in my life. I appreciate every one of you. I also want to thank WordPress.com for helping me when I needed help with my computer.

Targets: Never, never give up! We will be free some day.

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Gang Stalking – Thankful for every one of my readers – Thanksgiving 2013

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English: The logo of the blogging software WordPress. Deutsch: WordPress Logo 中文: WordPress Logo (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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English: Oven roasted turkey, common fare for Christmas and Thanksgiving celebrations. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Sorry,  I didn’t get to wish you all a happy Thanksgiving. I was in the library on Wednesday, but could not get into my WordPress account.  I got a new password and it was very long.  It was so  long, the feeble perps couldn’t handle typing in such a long password and did everything in their power to stop me from using it. I realize the only way I can back into my account is to reduce the password so the feeble-minded perps can handle it.

I want to thank all my readers for  commenting on my blog. You make my blog what it is.  Without  you taking part in my blog, there’d be no blog. So from the bottom of my heart, I thank you.

A lot of us are alone, but guess what, we made it through another Thanksgiving! I’m sure there were times when some of us felt like giving up,  but we helped each other keep going. And I know we’ll all see another Thanksgiving. And for those of you who are lucky enough to have family who love you and been there for you, be sure you let them how grateful you are for them.

So I want to wish you all a belated Thanksgiving, and hope it was a good one. And we’ll all be around next Thanksgiving. Count on it.

Love to every one of my readers. I’m thankful for every one of you.

And to the WordPress staff, thanks for all your help throughout the year and happy Thanksgiving.

Happy Thanksgiving, World!

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Gang Stalking – Reader Appreciation Day – Thank you all from the bottom of my heart.

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English: Todos Santos Chocolates, Santa Fe New Mexico (Photo credit: Wikipedia)


A man wrote me yesterday about his disappointment with the ACLU.  He’d been harassed by police and went to the ACLU to get some help.  Of course, he discovered what I discovered a long time ago.  That the ACLU is full of s–t.  He got absolutely no help.  And not only did he not get any help, but they screwed around with him, and gave him all kinds of phony phone numbers. When he called the phone numbers, no one answered. And he also found that everyone in the ACLU office dressed all in black. He found that strange.  The ACLU people were probably wearing black to mimic a target.  That’s how honest the people at the ACLU are.

The man couldn’t believe that the ACLU could act the way it did.  And, also, he couldn’t believe that the police had such corrupt officers. And he also remarked that the U.S. is really in a bad way if we can’t even trust ACLU.

He wrote me because he’d seen my blog on what I think of the ACLU and police. Sometimes, I write this blog and think I’m not doing any good.  But having someone get in touch with me because of something I’ve written, always touches my heart. I know that a lot of you who read my blog are reading it because of something I’ve written.  So, I want to thank you all for appreciating what I do.  Without you readers, my blog would mean nothing.

So today, I’m calling this “Reader Appreciation Day.”   Thank you all for pushing me forward. For keeping me going when I don’t  feel like going on.  Thank you for taking the time to read my blog.  I appreciate every single of you.  I love you all, and wish you the best in whatever you do.  And if I could send you all flowers and chocolates, I would.

And, of course, a bouquet of flowers to WordPress.com, too.

I want to thank J. Paxon Reyes for the use of his photo of the cholocate candies in a box.

Hugs and lots of love,


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Gang Stalking…it just never ends.

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Missoula, MT Albertsons (Reserve St.), former Buttrey Food & Drug (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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Open Mouth (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I’m proud of myself today. For the very first time since my gang stalking began, I managed to keep my mouth shut around gang stalkers. Usually, no matter how hard I try, I always end up reacting to some freak. Today, was the first time, I was able to keep my mouth shut and keep walking, even though there were a few gang stalkers I wanted to slap. Telling myself to ignore them, ignore them is really working for me.  I didn’t think I would ever be able to take a walk and not keep my mouth shut around the freaks, but today I did.  And it keeps getting easier every day.  Pretty soon, no matter what they do to me, I’ll keep my cool. And believe me, as a former New Yorker, you don’t know how hard that is!

I told you recently how things have gone at Albertsons, the supermarket.  For about three weeks now, things have gone very well every time I go into Albertsons. Well, that niceness lasted 3 minutes.  They’re back to their old way of  treating me.  I went into Albertsons today, and within 3 minutes of  being  in the store, it began again.  The public address system began playing deafening music; everywhere I went, loud laughter and talking.   And bad service at the deli with the woman who gave me terrible service the last time I complained to Albertsons.  As soon as I get off this blog, I’m going into Albertsons’ website and give it my feedback again.  No one is going to get my money and treat me rudely.  As I wrote recently, don’t let anyone abuse you.  Don’t put with it, especially if they’re taking your money.  In my opinion, money speaks.  I’m sure Albertsons doesn’t want to lose customers, especially the way the economy is in Las Vegas, Nevada.  And if someone at Albertsons gets fires, maybe they’ll learn how to treat customers.  Or maybe some of them should think about working somewhere where they don’t have to deal with people. I should really stop going into the stupid store.

One of my readers gave me feedback on how my blog looks.  I’m thankful to him.  He wrote  me that my blog title was in French, and there was some Chinese writing directing my blog to a Chinese site which went nowhere.  If any of you readers see any strange things in my blog, if you get a chance, please let me know.  I would appreciate hearing from you.  Thank you. And thank you, Nico.

WordPress, thank you so much for all your help. Hugs to all of you.

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Gang Stalking – Never give up; even when idiots make life difficult!

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Believe it or not, this is my 501st blog.  I can’t believe I’ve written so many blogs.  I remember when I began writing my blog in September, 2010, how green I was.  I began an account with WordPress in September, but I didn’t begin writing until October, 2010. I kept putting writing off. I didn’t know what to say.  I was afraid no one would read anything I wrote.  And for a while, no one read my blog. I’d get 1 or 2 people a week.  But I kept writing because I had something to say about the experience I was going through.  Now, I’m amazed how fast I can write my blog.  Experience really pays off.

Sometimes I think my writing is worse than when I began.  Now I catch all my mistakes, before I was too afraid to change something I wrote. I was afraid I wouldn’t be able to come up with a new and better sentence. When I write now, it doesn’t bother me to delete a sentence.  I know that if I erase a sentence, I usually write a better one.

What have I learned?  I’ve learned that no matter how bad a blog I write, tomorrow I might write a fabulous blog.  The thing is, not to give up.  And I never  did give up.  If you read my blog, you know that I’m a target of the U.S. government. A lot of the time, they’ve made writing my blog very difficult. The government hackers delete my blog all the time.  I just keep rewriting. They’ve never stopped me. So I’m really proud that I was able to meet my goal of writing 500 blogs.  It was difficult to reach my goal of 500 blogs, but I did it!

I’ve learned that I’m as stubborn as a mule.  The government kept kicking me, but I stood my ground.

I’ve learned when writing a blog, to write the blog first and then I can give my blog a title from something I’ve written.

I’ve learned that I’ve written some really good blogs, and some really awful blogs.  But no matter if my blogs were well-written or not, I just kept writing.

I’ve learned that WordPress.com is the best blogging site.  All the help WordPress has given me is priceless. I couldn’t afford to pay for all the help I got from  WordPress.  I applaud you WordPress. All of you take a bow.  And thank you all for your help.  You have my heart.

I’m sure I’ve learned other things, but somehow now, I can’t think of them.

Oh, and how can I forget to thank all my readers? Thank you all for reading my blog.  I’ve said it before, I appreciate each one of you.  I hope you keep finding my blog interesting and keep reading it.  I’ll do my best not to let you down.  Love you all.

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Gang Stalking – Off Topic – PostaDay 2011 – May your every wish come true, and Merry Christmas to all.

Frohe Weihnachten/Feliz Navidad/Merry Xmas
We Wish You a Merry Christmas (video game)

One more day till Christmas.  I want to wish everyone a Merry Christmas. Enjoy the day with your family, or if you don’t have a family do the best you can to enjoy the day.  Christmas only comes once a year, so live it up!

I want to thank every one of you who read my blog.  As I said before, I appreciate you taking the time to read it, without readers there’d be no point in writing my blog.

And WordPress.com, thanks for everything you do throughout the year.  Love you guys!

May every one of you get what it is you wished for.

Have a very Merry Christmas! Feliz NavidadJoyeux Noel! Buon Natale!  Gelukkige kerstdogen!  Nollaig shona duit!  Frohe Weihnachten!


Countdown:  47 blogs to write.

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