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Gang Stalking – Government hires perverts to commit more crimes.

Sometimes I feel dirty coming into the library. There are so many perverts in the library that it makes me feel dirty to be near them. A lot of them are child molesters. You see, I have the police send me updates on people who move into my neighborhood who committed rapes, molested children, etc. Since I live by myself, I feel this helps me. When I lived in my last complex, there was a child molester who lived  about 9 doors from me. Every time I saw the man, I felt  like vomiting, because I didn’t couldn’t do anything about the perp. But if I saw him going toward any child, I made a point of telling the child to get away from him. This man lived in my complex for about 6 months. He’d been  let out of jail just a few months and already he was acting up. One day, a brother and sister were walking by his apartment and he called over the little girl. The little girl, of course, thought he was a nice man and was going to go into his apartment. The brother, a few years older, and being wiser, pulled her away. Everyone talked how lucky the little girl was to have a brother who was smart enough to get her away from the perp. Now, every time I come into the library, there are people I recognize from photos sent to me by the police. And it makes me want to throw up when I recognize a perp. I told you I have a good memory for faces and I remember the faces I look at. One time, a woman, woman do it, too, who molested children, kept  showing up at the library and she hacked my  computer. I got mad one day and said something to her about child molesters. I haven’t seen her since.

And today, I feel disgusted by all the perps who are in the library. I recognize some of their faces. It really disgusts me. But I don’t own the library and I have to deal with these disgusting people. More than the usual amount  are here today. Most people in the library don’t realize they’re sitting next to people who aren’t as innocent as they look, but I know better. My body even feels it. I think most of them have been in prison. A lot of perps have been in prison.  This is how most of them find out about the program to harass us targets. It’s weird how the government puts these people back to work. It sends them out to commit more crimes.

By the way, the man I mention above, he was back in prison a few weeks later. His apartment was overrun with some of his strange friends. The police had to come in and arrest them all. I remember seeing some of them in handcuffs.

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Gang Stalking – When are the criminals going to be put in prison?

Well, the perverts are at it again. This morning on my way to the library, a man got out of his car. He waited till I got close to him. When I was very close, he took out his penis and began to pee in front of me. Nice way to start the day, isn’t it? He then walked over to the a store, where there’s parking, and went in. Can you imagine being the store clerk? Here comes this man who pissed all over his hands and the clerk doesn’t have the slightest idea of where the man’s hands have been. How disgusting? From now I’m going to be very careful re who touches me. I can understand how Ebola began. People are not careful where they put their hands. This man purposely stopped right in front of me when he could have parked right in front of the store. These perps are the most disgusting, obnoxious, sick, mentally ill people I’ve ever met. I keep thinking that I’ve seen it all with the perps, but they keep coming up with new ways of disgusting me.

Why do we have to put with these lowlife bastards? Why can’t we get someone to listen to us? When is this hell going to stop? When are these criminals going to be put in prison where  they belong? The criminals in Las Vegas are the most disgusting human beings I’ve ever met.

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Gang Stalking – RAT, malicious software program inventors arrested.

A   malicious software program by the name of RAT  (Remote Access Tool) has been installed in over half a million computers worldwide. This program allows anyone in the world to get into someone’s computer and infect it. This program can steal someone’s password, documents, control webcams to spy on users. It also allows someone to listen to keystrokes to enable them to  get someone’s  passwords. This spyware, disguised as Windows(R) Messenger and Yahoo(R), were put into half a million computers. And the users were not aware that they were not using the real thing. I’m sure it’s installed in mine.

I  want to let you know that these criminals are under arrest. And I’m  not sure, maybe the   site’s been turned off. There are more arrests to come.

I’m interested  in this program because what’s happening to me on my computer is what these rats are doing. I’m sure that a RAT program has been installed in my computer. I’m being watched by spy cam  from a computer, the hackers at the library listen to keystrokes (I’ve known it all along) to get my password, and looked at  photographs I used to have. I deleted them all. That’s why I don’t have any photos on my computer. I knew the hackers were looking at them.

Well, now that the top hackers are under arrest,  maybe they’ll go after the people who bought the software from the company. Maybe we’ll see these criminals go to jail. I know they are here at the library using the spyware. Everything that’s been written about RAT is happening to me. Every single thing.

I’ve complained  that I’m a victim of hacking but no one pays attention. They tell me it’s my imagination.  I’m being hacked now by an Indian man sitting next to me. I’m sure the library has a RAT program installed in the computers. The library is well aware of what’s happening in my computer, so it’s responsible for damages.

I hope the arrests continue and all the criminals end up in prison. It’ll be a warning to others who want to do the same: hack someone’s computer, go straight to jail. Maybe some of the hackers at the library will go to prison, maybe for 3-20 years. They’ve had it too easy for too long.

You can read more about Blackshades RAT on Google. There’s lots of information on this program.

P.S. Don’t forget to watch on May 20, on PBS, Frontline, the second part of the United Sates of Secrets. It tells of the men who came before Snowden. Men who believed in the rights of citizens not to be spied on without a warrant.  They’re heroes to me.


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Gang stalking – Do you know what a wasp does to a roach?

Do you know what wasps do to cockroaches?  I bet you don’t. Wasps are parasitic and use other living creatures to lay their eggs. They use the body of other pests as host.

A wasp will see a roach, land on it, spray a toxin into the roach’s back. The cockroach then becomes zombie-like. The cockroach will follow the wasp to where it lives. The wasp will have the roach for dinner. Doesn’t this sound like what happens to the perps? Once the government finds a willing host, it eats up host.  The perps become zombie-like and do whatever the government wants them to do. The only difference, the government doesn’t eat the perps for diner. It uses them to eat targets for dinner.  Basically, once the perps become involved with the government, they become parasitic. They no longer have free will. They’re in the clutches of the wasps (government).

There always have been perpetrators and victims. It’s nothing new. That’s the way the world’ s been since time immemorial. There  always have been evil people  willing  to do the bidding of the ones in power.

So, we targets are just dinner for the government perps.

But, the wasps, too, have  enemies – mammals, bees, etc. And hopefully, some day, the perps will have their enemies – the people of the United States. Maybe there’ll be an awakening of the zombies and they will realize that they’re nothing but parasites living off other people’s bad fortune. That they’ve had their day in the sun and the sun  will no longer shine for them.

I can’t wait for the dark days to come  for the perps,  because, then, my days will become sunny days. Wasps also hate the dark and cold days and don’t survive. Just as the perps won’t survive. It’ll be a dark prison for most of them.

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Gang Stalking – Good-bye, Nelson Mandela.

English: Young Nelson Mandela. This photo date...

English: Young Nelson Mandela. This photo dates from 1937. South Africa protect the copyright of photographs for 50 years from their first publication. See . Since this image would have been PD in South Africa in 1996, when the URAA took effect, this image is PD in the U.S. Image source: http://www.anc.org.za/people/mandela/index.html (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

English: looking out over Johannesburg from Br...

English: looking out over Johannesburg from Braamfontein. Nelson Mandela bridge over the train station. CBD in the background (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

President Bill Clinton with Nelson Mandela, Ju...

President Bill Clinton with Nelson Mandela, July 4 1993. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Unless you live under a rock, you probably heard that Nelson Mandela passed away. Mandela made me realize that after a horrific life one can live a good life. And that’s one good thing I learned from him. Don’t let the evil that prevented you from living a decent life continue once you’re free of the evil. If you harbor bitterness once you’re free, it will hurt you more than the people who caused the evil. So he got on with his life once he was free, and it was a good one. And the same thing can happen with our lives, once we’re free we can lead a good life.

Nelson Mandela was a good man. I’m sure he wasn’t perfect, but who is? None of us. Certainly not me. He was able to free the black citizens of his country from continuing to live under an oppressive government. Blacks in Johannesburg lived in miserable conditions and were not allowed to even work with whites, unless they worked as servants. Mandela made life better for a lot of Johannesburg citizens, black and white. And after spending 27 years in jail, he came out of prison holding no grudges, and showed no bitterness toward those who tortured him. It takes a strong man to forgive those who made his life miserable. As I sit here typing this blog, I can tell you, I feel bitterness with all the garbage I have to put up with, but thinking of Mandela, who lived through really horrific things, I tell myself that if Mandela can forgive those who harmed him, I, too, can some day forgive my enemies, and get on with my life and live a good one. He’s an inspiration to me, and will continue to be for the rest of my life, however long it is.

So, good-bye, Nelson Mandela. We will miss your presence here on earth. But I’m sure you’re going to a better place. The angels already have the gates open for you. I can see you walking toward those gates, an angel at each gate, waiting for you. You’re walking along a long path, you’re ramrod straight, wearing a suit and looking very handsome, and you have a big smile on your face. You’re finally going to rest, Mandela. Good-bye, Nelson Mandela. Thanks for your wisdom.

Gang Stalking – I’m a bad woman.


prison (Photo credit: kIM DARam)

 I don’t know if I’ll be able to finish my blog today, but I’m going to try.

I heard the man in apartment 209 call me a “bad woman”.   The man, if I can call him a man, comes into my apartment as soon  as I leave home.  He makes holes all over my walls to allow vermin to get into my apartment.  He rips my clothes, steals my food, breaks my furniture. He hits me with electricity, pesticide, puts dirt under my refrigerator to attract roaches into my apartment. He breaks my pots and pans.  He comes into my apartment and makes himself at home.  But I’m a bad woman.  I suppose he considers himself a good man.  Really!!! He’s a little girl and should be wearing a dress.

He’s a lowlife, scumbag piece of human waste.  He’s a good man and I’m a bad woman!

Why?  Because I defend myself when someone is trying to destroy my life?

The piece of human waste who lives next to me should be under police custody.  He shouldn’t be walking around free. He’s out-and-out a criminal.  If I went into his home and did all the things he does to me, I can assure you all, I’d be in jail right this very moment. What the lowlife is doing to me  is a criminal offense.  He should be in jail and put away for a long time.  He doesn’t deserve to be free. If he feels he can do to me whatever he wants, he really needs to have his head examined.

I think he must be smoking something that changes his sense of reality.

If defending myself is being a bad woman, then be it.  I’m a bad woman and proud of it.  But he’s definitely not a good man.  He’s a criminal and should  be in prison.  Dirtbag!

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Gang Stalking – Happy 95th birthday, Nelson Mandela.

English: Photo of two people hugging on free h...

English: Photo of two people hugging on free hugs day in Japan. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Nelson Mandela, July 4 1993.

Nelson Mandela, July 4 1993. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Birthday Cake

Birthday Cake (Photo credit: Will Clayton)

In honor of Nelson’s Mandela‘s 95th birthday, below are some quotes by him.

“Resentment is like drinking poison and then hoping it will kill your enemies.

“The greatest glory in living lies not in never-failing, but in rising every time we fall.”

“There is no passion to be found playing small – in settling for a life that is less than the one you are capable of living.”

“I am not a saint, unless you think of a saint as a sinner who keeps trying.”

“As I walked out the door toward the gate that would lead to my freedom, I knew if I didn’t leave my bitterness and hatred behind, I’d still be in prison.”

“Where you stand depends on where you sit.”

“A winner is a dreamer who never gives up.”

“Know your enemy – and learn about his favorite sport.”

“I am fundamentally an optimist.  Whether that comes from nature or nurture, I cannot say. Part of being optimistic is keeping one’s head toward the sun, one’s feet moving forward.  There were many dark moments when my faith in humanity was sorely tested, but I would not and could not give myself up to despair. That way lays defeat and death.”

Happy 95th birthday, Nelson Mandela.  Much love and hugs.

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Gang Stalking – America, don’t make me cry anymore.

English: The United States Esperanto: Loko de ...

English: The United States Esperanto: Loko de Usono sur la terglobo (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Crime Society of America from 52 Week 52, art ...

Crime Society of America from 52 Week 52, art by Justiniano. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)


Crying (Photo credit: sinosplice)

After four years, I still don’t know what I’m guilty of.  No one’s come to me and told me I’ve committed a crime, but, yet, I’m being punished.  Punished for what?

Everyone has a right to know what crime he’s committed and brought to trial.  I’ve had no trial, no one’s told me I’m guilty of anything, but I’m treated like a criminal, like an animal.

If  I’ve committed a crime, I want to be brought to trial and put in front of a jury who will judge me guilty or not.

But I’ve never had opportunity to speak with someone and have them tell me what it is I’m guilty of.

All my life I grew up hearing that America is the land of the free, that we all get a fair trial with rights to a lawyer. I’ve not been given a lawyer, nor a trial.

So here I sit, wasting my life away, as if I’m in prison, with no rights.

I’m free, what a laugh!  If this is freedom, give me communism.

How  much worse can communism be?

The land of the free is no more.  America has lost its way.

It is full of  corrupt Congress, government officials, and money-grubbing people.

No one cares about freedom anymore, only how much they can all put in their bulging pockets.

America the land of the free. The land that tortures its citizens and takes away all their rights without a trial or a lawyer.

America, you’re in a sad, sad state.  I hope you find your way back to what you were.  That is, if you are  what I thought you were.

I still care about you, America. Don’t make me cry anymore.

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Gang Stalking – Freedom is never voluntarily given by the oppressor…


Freedom (Photo credit: Bohman)

Rev. Martin Luther King, head-and-shoulders po...

Rev. Martin Luther King, head-and-shoulders portrait, seated, facing front, hands extended upward, during a press conference / World Telegram & Sun photo by Dick DeMarsico. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Day 8.   The maintenance man who works on Saturday came  to my apartment with another man.  The new man looked at the ceiling and made some comments about it.  The Saturday maintenance man asked me if I was going to be home. I said to him I probably would be going out and  he asked  permission to enter my apartment in case I wasn’t home.  I had to say yes, otherwise, they’d use the excuse that they’d come and no one was home. They come in and out of my apartment every day and don’t ask permission.  They told me they’d be back in an hour to repair the ceiling.

I went out  and returned about 3:30 p.m.  Of course, as I expected, my ceiling was in the same condition as before.   It still had the holes.  Nothing had been done.

I like to know why they’d even showed up.  They probably did something to my apartment while I was out. What, I don’t know.  But I know they were in my apartment, they left hints all over the place, as they always do.

We targets sure live miserable lives.  The crap we have to put up with every day is disgusting.

Like when I take a walk.  I feel I’m walking a gauntlet.   On both sides there are people ready to strike, beat me down.  I have to zigzag my way to wherever I go. I can’t walk in a straight line.  I have to climb over fences, cross to the other side of  the street, climb up hills to escape  the perps.   I have to walk as if I see nothing, feel nothing, hear nothing.  I have to become a zombie.

I can’t just sit for a moment and enjoy a sunny day.  Or stop to talk  with someone.  Or go sit in the park and enjoy a beautiful, spring day.

It’s always move on, move on.  Don’t stop. Don’t look. Don’t be.  Just do what I have to do and disappear from sight.

We really are prisoners.  We have no freedom.  No freedom whatsoever.

And that reminds me, I once wrote a blog about freedom.  Someone who lives near me was outside singing the words from my blog, exactly the same words I’d written.  And, of course, he was making fun of  it and laughing.

But it didn’t bother me. It felt flattering. I wrote words he remembered. And maybe some day, the idiot will really listen to the words and understand what they mean.

I like this quote by Martin Luther King on freedom:  Freedom is never voluntarily given by the oppressor; it must be demanded by the oppressed.

And that to me means, we have to fight for what we want.  We can’t just sit back and expect to stop gang stalking unless we  do something about it.

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