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Gang Stalking – My heart goes out to all the parents in Newtown, Connecticut.

A toddler girl crying

A toddler girl crying (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Official seal of Newtown, Connecticut

Official seal of Newtown, Connecticut (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I had to think two, three times before I wrote this blog.  Was I feeding into the frenzy of the moment?  Or did I have something to say that was of any use to someone?

At first, I thought the shooter was a target who’d gone crazy.  But  the more I read, the more I realize it was a young guy who appears to be autistic.  Gang stalking is what I write about, and thought I should write about the shooting.

But it seems the shooter was a person who was in pain.  And I know a lot about pain.  In the last four years that’s what I’ve felt — a lot of  hurt and pain.

The shooter’s name was Adam Lanza, and he was 20 years of age.

Adam forced himself  into the Sandy Hook Elementary School carrying 3 guns – a Glock, Sig Sauer (pistols), and a .223 rifle.  He randomly began shooting  anyone  within sight.

When Adam was through shooting, he shot himself.  And along with himself, he shot 20 children, his mother, and 6 other adults. A total of 27 people.

From the information I gathered, it appears Adam  argued with his mother, and shot her at their home. And then continued on to the Sandy Hook Elementary School.

Adam appeared to be a very quiet person and had very few friends; had a very hard time dealing with others and looking them in the face.  He grew up in a world where he didn’t fit in anywhere.  He wasn’t one of the “cool” kids.

I don’t know the truth of what caused Adam to take a gun and shoot his mother, or go into an elementary school and shoot little innocent children.  But I do know one thing, Adam was in deep pain, and the only way he knew how to get rid of the pain was with violence.

I’m not excusing anything Adam did, but I don’t really think he knew the cause and effect of the shooting.

It appears Adam had Asperger syndrome, and people with Asperger  have problems dealing with emotions. They can’t empathize with someone else’s problems.

So my heart goes out to all those innocent children and adults who were killed, too.  And my heart also goes out to Adam. He was a human being in pain, too.

None of us is perfect, and we shouldn’t judge others so harshly, because we don’t know what kind of  hell they’re going through. Remember the saying: Until you’ve walked in my shoes, don’t judge me.

And for now, I’m not going to judge Adam, because I haven’t walked in his shoes.

My heart goes out to all parents at Newtown, Connecticut who have to deal with the death of their children.  It must be the worse pain in the world to lose a child in such a horrible way. A child whose voice a parent will never hear again; nor hear his/her laughter; or know that the dreams the child had will never be.

I’m sure I’ll get some backlash for feeling some empathy for Adam, but I’m willing  to take what someone dishes out to me. I know what it is to be in pain.

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Gang Stalking – No, you’re not in Kansas anymore.

The Ruby Slippers
The Ruby Slippers (Photo credit: Ali Elan)

Conscience and law

Dorothy meets the Cowardly Lion, from The Wond...

Dorothy meets the Cowardly Lion, from The Wonderful Wizard of Oz first edition. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

No, you’re not in Kansas anymore. You left Kansas a long time ago.  You’ve entered a different dimension. As a target you’ve entered a dimension of evil.  Remember the wizard in the movie “The Wizard of Oz“?  He wore a green outfit.  Well, the people who run the program that makes us all slaves to them, also are connected to green.  Green by the way of money that’s spent trying to drive all targets crazy.

These wizards don’t grant your wishes.  What they do is take away your right to live a free life.  They take away your heart. Deaden your brain, and try to make you so scare of what’s happening to you that it will make you lose your courage.

And these wizards have won in some cases.  I know of people who’ve lost their courage and killed themselves.  One of them a very pretty young woman who couldn’t handle what was happening to her.  And when I hear of targets killing themselves, I realize that they must have been in real deep pain.  Pain that hurt so much that they thought death was better than living.  And I must admit, I’ve felt real pain, too.  Pain that made me want to do something I’d never in life would think of doing.

These wizards train gang stalkers to make your life miserable;  so miserable that you want to kill yourself. They want to bring so much pain into your life that each day is a question mark.

Some of the people trained by wizards carry bibles.  Bibles!  Does it not say in the bible “…do unto others as you would want done onto  you?  How can someone who reads a bible be so unkind to a fellow human being?

The wizards and gang stalkers have no souls, no brains, no heart, and least of all, no courage.  Someone with courage wouldn’t have to abuse another person.

So even though you targets are no longer in Kansas, don’t let the evil wizards destroy you. Stick in there and believe that one day the real wizard will appear and make it all better. You have to believe with all your heart, brain, and your courage that you will survive the evil wizards and come out a winner at the end.  And you will!

And don’t forget to click your red shoes three times!  You know that always worked.

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