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Gang Stalking – …the hell continues.

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When my gang stalking  began, I thought it was going to be for a short while.  That short while has lasted 4 years, and it doesn’t seem as if it’s ever  going to stop.

Four years ago, I thought it was harassment by a single person.  How wrong I was!  I had a problem with a neighbor of mine and I thought the two were somehow connected.

So I thought if I moved, my harassment would stop.  I moved to Arizona to live with my sister.  The first 19 days of the stay with my sister were great.  No one harassed  me, I slept well, and no one bothered me when I went out.  On the 20th day, the harassment began again.  I thought for sure it was obviously my earlier neighbors who were after me.  How naïve I was!  The harassment grew worse the longer I stayed with my sister.

After a while, I began to see that things with my sister were not on the up and up.  I noticed that she always wanted to know where I was going, not because she cared, but because she was spying on me.  I know the difference between someone caring about me, and someone who is out to do no good.

So I was very careful about what I told my sister.  I no longer trusted her and would divulge every little information about what I was doing and going.

When I wouldn’t tell my sister where I was going, she got annoyed.  So I knew I was right not to trust her.

Clothes I had hanging in the closet began to disappear, my handbag got torn, food I bought for myself disappeared, she turned her dog against me, she imitated my style of dressing, continually said nasty things to me, etc.  She seemed to really hate me.

I stay put.  I had to save money to be able to move, so I put up with her abuse.  One time,  when I told her I thought she was part of the harassment, she threatened to beat me up.  I responded in kind and told her that if  she touched me, I’d have her arrested.

She also seemed to know what was really happening.  She’d make remarks about things that were done to me.  And she was always asking me if something done to me bothered me.  At the time, I didn’t  understand anything.

But the more I stayed with her, the more I found out what was going on.

Every time we would go out together, she’d disappear.  And immediately I’d start getting zapped.  It took me a while to realize she was doing the zapping to me when we went out.  Others were also doing it, but so was she.

My stay at her house came to a showdown.  I out-and-out accused her of  being a bitch.  She told me to get out of her house. I gladly did.  I ended up getting a room at a roach motel.  And the harassment continued.  Now I knew that something strange was really  going on.

My harassment began in my former apartment, it continued at my sister’s house, the streets, the bus, everywhere I went.  But still, I had an open mind, maybe the former neighbors paid all the people to harass me? But where would someone get that kind of money?  Certainly not from my former neighbors. They weren’t rich.

So I kept moving and moving.  And everywhere I went, the harassment continued.  What in the world was going on?  I decided I was going to find out.  I read books and books on stalking.  Nothing really fit my situation.

Then I went to Google and typed in stalking.  What I got back was amazing.  There was something about gang stalking, so I read about it.  It directed me to a site called “Gangstalking Word.WordPress.com.”   Bingo, the man was writing about the terrible experience he was going through with people harassing him everywhere he went.  Everything he wrote sounded as if it was coming from my mouth.  So now I knew the name of the harassment.  I read everything I could find on the subject, and I couldn’t believe how many people were going through the same thing!

So here  I am,  4 years later, an  expert on the subject of gang stalking. Well, I can’t really call myself “an expert.”  I still have a lot of questions I haven’t been able to get answers to.  But I know a hell lot more than 4 years ago.

I do know that what I’m going through is not going to end any time soon.  That it will probably be with me for the rest of my life…the hell continues.

Contact info: http://neverending1.WordPress.com

Gang Stalking – Safety should be your first concern when moving.


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Three light switches with exposed wiring

Three light switches with exposed wiring (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Well, what I wrote was just deleted, so I’ll start again.  My computer keeps being turned off by the perps.  They don’t want me  to tell you what’s happening to me because they want to keep you thinking you’re nuts.  If I tell you what’s happening to me, you’ll realize that  what you’re going through is  what’s happening to me and it will make you realize that you’re not nuts.  They want to make you think that what’s happening to you is happening only to you and you must be nuts.  I know that you’re not nuts and I’m not nuts.   They want to drive you crazy, make you start taking medications (so no one will believe you when you tell them what’s happening). So I hope I’m able to finish my blog today.  If my computer’s turned off, it’s not because I quit on you.

Yesterday, I wrote about moving and I’m going to continue on that subject.

You don’t have to worry about getting a place to live.  I would say 99-3/4 of apartment managers are perps.  They want to have you as a tenant.  You’re a money machine.  They keep track of you and recruit tenants as perps.  They get good pay for doing this.  I know in my last apartment, the manager wanted me to stay.  She really got angry when I moved.  When I left, she lost her cash machine.  Plus, the managers are made to feel very important.  They love being perps.  The government feeds  their egos constantly.  They all think they’re spies and very important.  So don’t worry about being able to get  an apartment.

Your first  concern should be about safety.  That’s what you have to worry about when you’re looking for an apartment.

When you’re looking for an apartment, check out the grass outside:  is there dog poop; are the blinds torn?   Is the area around the apartment filthy looking?

Is the apartment surrounded by lots of lights?  The lights will be used on you at night to hit you with the electricity from the lights.  Visit the place at night to see how bright the lights are surrounding you at night.  You will notice things at night you won’t notice during the day.  That’s the mistake I made moving into my present apartment.  I forgot to check the lights, and I’m surrounded by them at night.

Check out your neighborsChecking our your neighbors will tell you  what your life will be like.  If the neighbors all come  to check you out, don’t take the apartment.  They’ll be checking you out because you’ll be their new cash cow.  Also if the neighbors are overly friendly, same thing, get another apartment.  It’s a fake friendliness.

Don’t take an apartment on the first floor, or in front of a parking lot.  Perps will use their cars to hit you.

Don’t get an apartment where perps surround you.  Try to get an apartment at the end, at least you have a fighting chance.  When you’re surrounded by perps, you’ll get hit from every direction.

Don’t get an apartment near electrical wires or anything electrical.

Don’t rent apartment with a walkway.  You’ll have to look at their faces every time you pass them.  So try to get a place where you don’t have to pass anyone on the way out.  Try to get apartment with a few exits.  If you have only one way of getting out, you’ll have to pass the same miserable people every day.  If you can go out different exits, you can change your route every day and they have to guess which way you’re coming out or going in.

Check out the location of the mailbox.  If it’s in a place that you can’t see, they’ll be missing with your mail.

Walk around the complex and check to see if there are any exposed wires, water valves that are open, etc. (Look at photo with house, don’t rent an apartment with wires surrounding you.)

No matter what you do, your first concern should be safety.

Tomorrow, I’ll write about what you should look for inside the apartment before you rent.

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Gang Stalking – Sometimes I think I’m living in a horror movie.

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A Ceiling Full of Holes

The place where I live, Libertwo Apartments, Las Vegas, Nevada (if you’re a target and living in Las Vegas STAY AWAY), is a hell hole filled with gang stalkers.  I don’t think there’s a gang stalker who’s not targeting somebody.  There are a lot of targets.  I can tell they’re targets by their doors.  Usually the complex manager places them near water irrigation systems; their door is dirty from the garbage thrown at their door; ants, roaches always surround their apartments; cigarettes butts, papers always on the grass, and the grass is always dry; food is strewn in front of their apartments, so I can always tell who the targets are.  I’ve knocked on their doors, but they never open the door.  I guess they don’t trust anyone, and I can’t blame them.  I don’t trust anyone either.

And so  many people constantly move  in and out.  They stay a while and leave.  There was a target in apartment 110.  She/he left.  And another one in apartment 106, also disappeared.  I knew they were targets because of their front doors. Their targeting came from four different apartments.   And the perps are all single men. Loners.  Except for one apartment where it’s a couple. He  used to be a police officer.  I don’t know anything about her except she thinks she’s sexy.  She walks around like Mata Hari. She’s ugly and looks dumpy.  I guess in her own mind she’s hot.   She needs a really good mirror where she can see herself full length. And I’m sure she’ll be told about what I wrote about her.  I really could care less. The lowlifes don’t deserve anyone’s respect.

But this place is absolutely awful!  When you have a complex managed by a  husband and wife, it’s hard not to have gang stalkers. They get paid for every one they recruit to harass targets.  That’s all they do all day, recruit.  They’re probably making very good money.  And when they both have access to any one’s apartment, it’s easy for them to turn someone’s apartment into a hell hole.  They can go into an apartment and change lighting, mess with the toilet, floor, wall, air conditioner, refrigerator, oven, ceiling.  They can change anything into a weapon, as they’ve done in my apartment.  My toilet has  an orange electrical cord attached to the toilet.  In all my life, I’ve never seen an orange cord attached to a toilet.  The orange cord attracts electricity.  And you should see my bathroom ceiling.  Brown spots all over the ceiling from the pesticide sprayed from upstairs.  It’s looks like there are feces all over the ceiling.  At first, I thought that’s what it was.  But by the smell I can tell it’s pesticide.  It’s really disgusting living here.  And then the bitch actually  put a sign in the front of the complex that says “Enjoy Life”!  The first time I saw the flag, I wanted to tear it down and throw it away.  This place is like a nightmare.  The couple have made the place a living hell for all the targets who live here.  But  my targeting is worse than anyone else’s.  I don’t keep my mouth shut and I tell them exactly how I feel about them to their faces.  And I also call them names in my blog, and I know they read it.

My lease is up in July, 2012.  I really don’t know what to do.  Do I move?  This place is worse than any place I’ve ever lived in.  It’s disgusting!  I live like a rat, without furniture, or anything nice.  Anything I’ve bought they’ve destroyed.  So that’s why I live without furniture.  Why waste my money on something they’re going to destroy?   I don’t really want to stay in this horrific place, but where do I go?  It’ll be the same thing wherever I go.   I’m going to start looking for another place.  Any place  I move into has to be better  than this place of horrors! And I know I’ll be followed to any place where I try to rent an apartment.  And the manager and the tenants will learn all about me.  And it’ll be the same thing again.

I sometimes think I’m living in some horror movie, and everything I’m experiencing is not real.  I only wish it were true.

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – Part 7: You’re not crazy; you’ve become a targeted individual.

Continuing from Part 6.

Receiving packages from FedEx, Parcel Post, etc.  Make sure when you receive a package that it has not been tampered with.  I’ve ordered some things by phone, and when I received them, the manager of the complex opened  them.  She  didn’t even bother to hide the fact that she  opened my package.  The FedEx man delivered the package to me unopened.  The package I received  stated  “deliver to third-party.”  So it doesn’t matter what you do, they mess with every part of your life.

Don’t move.  It’s a waste of your money.  They want to keep you moving from place to place.  All the moving will have an impact on your finances.  But the best way to handle this is to stay put.  If you do move, the same thing that’s happening to you now will happen in the new place.  At least in the place you’re in now, you know the evil ways of the gang stalkers.  If you move, it might be a  worse place.  (See my post on moving if you’re a target.  It will tell you what to look for before you move into a new place.)

You probably hear a constant high pitch sound in your ear.  It never stops.  It’s done to track you.  How do I know this?  My sister.  Every morning when I got up, she’d get up immediately and start playing with her gadget.  I knew what she was doing, so I’d move a lot to prevent her from finding me.  I’d move my head a lot, put things in my ear.  But eventually she’d get through.  When she found me, than it was easier for her to target me.  All she had to do was aim the gadget in the direction the sound was coming from and hit me.   What you can do is get a very small radio with ear plugs, put the ear plugs in your ear and put on music.  It doesn’t stop, but listening to the music will make you less aware of the sound.  You’ll stop listening to the sound and pay attention to the music.  It’s not a 100%  solution, but it helps somewhat.

Gang stalking all over the world.  You might think gang stalking is happening only where you are living.  Not true.  Gang stalking is happening all over the world.  You name a place, and I can tell you, gang stalking is happening.  And exactly the things you’re going through, they’re going through.  It is no different.  It seems all the heads of government got together and agreed to go after people whom  they deemed problems.  It is a world order that all the governments of the world agreed to.

How did you end up on a list of targets?  Did you have a quarrel with someone?  Did you have problems with your boss at work?  Are you an outspoken individual?  Did you have problems with a property manager?  Did you have any problems with someone in power? A lawyer?  Someone very well off?  Maybe there’s someone who just wants to get revenge on you for some reason?  There could be any number of reasons you ended up on the list.  Someone considered you a problem child and reported you to your community watch group.  They then investigate  the complaint and if you’re  considered dangerous enough, you’ll be placed on the list.  Then the gang stalking begins.  In the beginning,  very subtly.  But as time goes on, it gets worse.  Once you get on the list, it’s almost impossible to get off.  The only way I’ve heard of targets getting out of being gang stalked, is to become a gang stalker.  I’ve seen this in action, where a target becomes a gang stalker.  It happened recently where I live.

How to best handle what you’re going through.

When you’re out somewhere, the best thing to do is ignore everything that’s done to you. The gang stalkers will always be watching you to see what annoys you. If they do something and you react to it, they will continue doing it to you. So the best defense is not to  pay attention to any of them. They will try to get your attention. That’s their goal. They come toward you acting as if you don’t exist, but they’re watching out of the corner of their eye. Just turn around quickly when they’re behind you, and you will see that they’ve turned to see if you’ve reacted to anything they’ve done. The best reaction is no reaction. Go on about your business and pay no attention to any of them. It makes them happy when you react. You don’t want to give them any happiness, do you? So don’t react!  It’ll be hard to ignore all the freaks.  I’m sure there will be days when you cannot keep your mouth shut.  They’ll get to you.  But give yourself a break.  You’re only a normal human being and can handle just so much.  So if you do break, just forgive yourself  and go on with your life.  Tomorrow’s another day for a new beginning.  Also, when you’re home, follow the same rule.  React as little as possible to anything done to you in your home, otherwise, they really will drive you crazy.

The best way to handle gang stalking is to go about your life as normally as possible.  Don’t hide.  They win if you hide.  They want to keep you trapped and isolated.  Too much isolation is not good.  Get out every day, go shopping, go to the library, the park, feed the pigeons, spend some time in the sun, go for a walk, people watch, etc.  None of these things cost money, except shopping.   I used  to go the library to  watch movies, take out books, read the magazines, see musical events, listen to famous writers talk about writing.  I cannot no longer visit the library.  I’ve been banned from  entering the library for one year.  So I don’t have too much money to do much of anything, but once my ban is up, I’m heading to the library to use its services. A lot of us have limited resources, a library card gives you a place to see special events, and it keeps you busy.  So get a library card.  By the way, the librarians will also be part of gang stalking.  That’s how I got thrown out of the library.

Places  to go for help:  http://gang stalking world.com (one of the most informative blogs on gang stalking).  There are thousands of sites on gang stalking, so check them out.  Go through Google, otherwise, you might not get them.  Check out YouTube.  Lots of videos on gang stalking.

What you can do to help:  Start a blog.  Let everybody know what’s happening.  You can file a lawsuit, but chances are small that it will be heard in court.  Sign petitions to stop gang stalking.  Join Facebook site on gang stalking.  Write your representatives and let them know what’s going on.  If they get enough complaints, they can’t ignore all the complaints they’re getting.  Join Twitter and tell everyone about gang stalking.  Make up flyers and hand them out to people. Post videos on YouTube about gang stalking.   Do something that will let the public know what is going on.  Get yourself a camcorder and carry it everywhere you go.  Record everything that might help you get evidence.

I’m done with these posts.  I’ve tried to let you know what things will be happening to you.  I’m sure I’ve forgotten a lot of things.  If you have any questions about gang stalking, read my other posts.  I have a lot of  information on my earlier posts.  I began writing this post in September, 2010, and there’s lot of information you can use.

Good luck to all of you.  Live the best life you can.  That’s all you can do.

Thank you for reading my blog.  I appreciate the time you’ve taken to read my posts.  Now start your own.  WordPress is a good place to  blog.  It’s http://WordPress.com. Fabulous group of people!