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Gang Stalking – We targets are alone.

Seven Ways Apple Is Fleecing The American Sheeple

Seven Ways Apple Is Fleecing The American Sheeple (Photo credit: watchingfrogsboil)

Sheople Man

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Sheeple

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Amerika, The Fourth Reich: Here's Your SAR Lis...

Amerika, The Fourth Reich: Here’s Your SAR List, Sheeple! (g1a2d0080c1) (Photo credit: watchingfrogsboil)

Bring Back My Happiness

Bring Back My Happiness (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Every day my life gets more and  more miserable.  I’m prevented from doing anything.  I can’t stand outside my apartment and enjoy some fresh air. I can’t really take a walk. They won’t let me get any sleep. They steal my food. Fill my apartment with pesticide.  Call me disgusting names.  Whenever I buy new shoes, they take them apart.  They rip my clothes. Fill my apartment with vermin.  All day and night, I’m hit with electricity.  They make fun of everything I say and do.  Tell me I’m ugly. There isn’t a minute of my day that someone isn’t abusing me in some way or another.

I can go on and on with the things they do to me, but the part that really bugs me, the perps make it seem that everything that happens to me I deserve.  Not only do I deserve what is happening to me, but they act as if  everything that they’re doing to me  is because I caused them to do it to me.  In other word, I’m being a bad human being and it’s all right for them to abuse me and make my life miserable.

What kind of dumbass people are these?  Can’t they think for themselves?  Can’t they see what they’re doing is wrong?  Can’t they see that what the government is telling them to do is not what a free government does do its people?   Only a totalitarian government abuses its people. A free government would never do what is being done to us targets. What do we  have to do to awaken the sheeple?

We targets live the most miserable of lives.  I don’t think there’s a target out there who’s living a happy life. No matter how hard we try to make our lives better, the perps are right there to make sure we don’t have any moments of happiness.  Whatever happiness we had in our lives is gone.  We really have nothing to look forward to from day-to-day.  Just more misery every day.

We can’t celebrate holidays, take a vacation, work at a decent job, have privacy, friends, family, enjoy a day at the park, take a decent shower, just sit and think.  No, this is denied to us.  All we ever get to feel is misery.  From the minute we get up, we’re abused.  That’s all we targets have to look forward to every day  is abuse and more abuse.  The world is not aware of what’s happening, and, frankly, I don’t think it cares.  Just as people didn’t care about the Holocaust,  no one  cares about  what we’re going through. No one paid attention then, and no one will pay attention now.

We targets are alone.  No one is going to help us.  I know it’s depressing to read what I wrote, but it’s the truth. We targets don’t have a lot of good options.

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Gang Stalking – Imagine living the life of a target.

Police

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The Empty Family

The Empty Family (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I’m still bothered by the suicide of one of the targets.  One day she’s here, next gone.  Life today seems to have so little meaning to some people.  Drive someone to kill herself and think nothing of it. Just keep going on with their life as if nothing happened.  I would really like to meet some of the freaks who pushed her over the edge.

I can understand why someone would want to kill her

Imagine (video game series)

Imagine (video game series) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

self.  You, who read my blog, who are not targets, have absolutely no idea the hell all of us targets  go through every day.  Just imagine you  have not  a moment to yourself.  Just imagine having someone break into your house or apartment every single day.  Just imagine having your clothes torn.  Just imagine having your food poisoned.  Just imagine having things destroyed – photographs, paintings, family photos.  Just imagine everybody you meet thinking you’re crazy, alcoholic, violent, a thief, pedophile.

Now, if this happened to you every single day, how would you feel?  I bet you wouldn’t feel too good.  You’d start getting paranoid, not trusting anyone. Imagine this happening to you year after year. You would turn to the police for help, but you wouldn’t get any help, because they’re in on the harassment.  And the police would even accuse you of making things up. Perhaps you would turn to your family for help. No help from your family, either. They’re in on it, too.  You try the government. The government does nothing to help.  Everywhere you turn, you’re rebuffed.

This is our life.  A very miserable life.  I can understand why someone might want to end it.

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – How do you define your identity?

The Near-future sense of the Present simple

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Pain in acute myocardial infarction (front)
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I think most people change according to what happens in their lives.  Every event that occurs changes us in some way.  Let’s say someone has a heart attack.  He no longer sees life in the same way.  Or a man’s marriage breaks up.  He longer sees marriage, family, love in the same way.  His identity will change with what’s happened to him.  And it is with me.  Since the gang stalking began in my life, I no longer can identify with my former self.  My perception on life has changed dramatically.  My views on politics, religion, family,  love, etc., no longer identify who I am.  I’m a totally different human being.  I’m not as kind as I used to be.  I’m more outspoken than I used to be. I’m less afraid of the what the future holds for me.  I live in the now.  Because the now is what counts.  Not yesterday. Not tomorrow.  Now is here.  I have to live in this moment.  I have to enjoy the moment as much as possible, because I don’t know what the next moment is going to bring. So I now live in the present, and try not to think about what the future will be like. The future will arrive sooner or later, but my life is in the moment. That’s how I identify myself.

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