Tag Archive | Middle East

Gang Stalking – No belief in fairy tales ever again.

United States Capitol Building

United States Capitol Building (Photo credit: Jack’s LOST FILM)

English: John McCain official photo portrait.

English: John McCain official photo portrait. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

It’s getting more and more difficulty for me to write my blog.  The hacker perps totally control my computer.  I have a feeling that they’ll break it again. I don’t think I can afford another computer.  The b——s have gotten into every part of my computer. It’s a miracle that I’m writing now.  It took almost all day to get on.  But I’m stubborn. They probably thought I wouldn’t get on today, that I’d give up, but no, not me.  I stick in there like glue.

It makes me angry that all the politicians worry so much about what is happening in the Middle East.  They’re all so worried about what is happening to people in the Middle East.  Why don’t these politicians worry about what is happening right in their own back yards?  There’s a lot happening here in the U.S. and no one wants to pay attention.  John McCain especially makes me angry.  I don’t know how many times he’s visited the Middle East to check out how the people are doing.  Has he ever checked to see how Americans are doing? I don’t think so.  John McCain should stop  visiting the Middle East and investigate what’s happening right in his own back yard.  But, then again, he probably already  knows what’s happening to American citizens.  But he’s not interested in what’s happening to us. It doesn’t get him attention, or t.v. time.  He knows he’ll get  attention if he goes to the Middle East and looks like he’s doing something.  He doesn’t really care about people in the Middle East, either.  He’s still running to be the next president of  The United States.  He’s been running since he lost to Obama.

I don’t know how many times I’ve said this, but we need to do something.  We need to get off our asses and bring more attention to what is happening to us.  We can’t expect anyone else to do it for us.  We have to make it happen.  We have to march in Washington.  We need a Civil Rights march for targets, because what’s happening to us shouldn’t be happening.  We supposedly live in the freest country in the world.   What a laugh that is!

We have to wake up those Americans who don’t know what’s going on.  The perps already know what’s happening.   We need to get Americans who have no idea what’s happening in the U.S. on our side.  Forget about the politicians.  I think they all know what’s going on and don’t care.

I never in my life thought what is happening to me would happen.  I believed the fairy tale about America being the freest country in the world.  What a dope I was!

I’ll never believe it again.

And another thing, we should stay the hell out of Syria! We don’t need to get involved in another war in the Middle East. Hasn’t the U.S. learned its lesson yet?


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Gang Stalking – I might start wearing a burqa.

Muslim Women

Muslim Women (Photo credit: Jarek Jarosz)

The seal of the U.S. National Security Agency....

The seal of the U.S. National Security Agency. The first use was in September 1966, replacing an older seal which was used briefly. For more information, see here and here. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Do you remember all that fuss about the National Security Agency listening in on all our calls?  I heard on Nevada Public Radio that the government‘s charged to get this information.  The phone companies who complained they had to give  government the information, charge the government for the information.  So, not only is the government listening to all your calls, but you’re paying for it to do it.  The government gets a monthly phone bill for all the spying done on us.  Isn’t that just great!  Paying to spy on yourself.

I’m thinking of changing my name to a Muslim sounding name. I’ll explain why.

I went to a blog by the title “Muslim Woman”, or something like that.  This woman had a lot of readers who responded to her blog.  Her blog is about her former life in the Middle East and how it changed after she came to the U.S.  The first part of the blog told about how miserable her life was living in the Middle East, and the second part told how free she is in America and how she can do whatever she wants.  What she described happening to her in the Middle East sounds very much like the things that we targets have to deal with here in the U.S.

I responded to her blog by telling her that I was a target of the U.S. government and what happened to her in the Middle East could happen to her in the U.S.

I did not get a response from her, but I did get a response from one of her readers.  He called me a sissy for complaining about what the government is doing to me, and he wrote back telling me that the Muslim woman suffered so much more.

I responded to the reader by telling him that he can take over my life and we’d find out who the real sissy is.

He again responded to my blog by calling me a sissy.

So you see, I thought if I wrote my blog as a Muslim woman, I’d have the American public eating out of my hand.  The same things that happened to the Muslim woman are happening to me, but I’m a  sissy.  The Muslim woman is a hero.

Instead of writing as an American, I thought I’d write my blog as a Muslim woman.  I’d write about everything that’s happening to me, but as a Muslim woman.  I’m sure my readership would jump 100%, not only that, I’d have my blog read on the radio, be chosen as the best blogger and garner all kinds of attention from the media.  And the American people would believe everything I wrote.  Can it get any better? No.

No one believes an American target when he/she complains about harassment by the government. No one believes we’re being tortured. No! Government torture doesn’t happen in America.  People who write such blogs are all crazy, of course. They’re imaging it’s happening to them.

I’m seriously thinking of  changing to a Muslim name and telling about the harassment I’m experiencing being a Middle Eastern woman. I’m sure my blog rating would improve exponentially.

Next time you check in on my blog, it might a Muslim woman writing it, not a sissy, a hero.  I might even start wearing a burqa.

You know, wearing a burqa sounds like a good idea. I can run around all wrapped up, my face not showing, and no one would know who I am, but then, again, someone might want to beat me up.

I’m a sissy.

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Gang Stalking – The psychopaths will get their day in hell.

Annotated View of Abell 383

Annotated View of Abell 383 (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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WordPress logo blue (Photo credit: Wikipedia)


I have some really good video of the perps who harass me.  I have them yelling at me. I have video of all the garbage they‘ve thrown in front of my apartment.  I have the guy who  breaks into my apartment on video.  Yesterday, I had a good day getting  some evidence and what the creepy perps look like.  They’re a weird-looking bunch.  But I have a problem, I can’t upload to my blog.  When I try to upload anything to my WordPress site, I don’t know where it disappears to.  It disappears into dark matter, maybe it becomes part of the universe.  But I have them on video, that’s all that matters.  I wonder how long I’ll be able to hold on my dvd video.  I’m sure it’ll be stolen.

I don’t understand, why is it that anything that happens to us targets never gets any attention, but as soon as anything happens to any other group, headlines all over the place.  tea-party gets targeted, headlines.  Journalists get targeted, headlines. Someone in China gets targeted, headlines.  Someone in the Middle East gets targeted, headlines. Headlines for everyone else, but we can’t even get anyone to come to our aid. Not the police,  ACLU, government, lawyer, family, religious leader.  No one believes we’re victims of government harassment.  We’re just terrible people who deserve punishment.

And what have any of us done?  I would say the majority of us have done absolutely nothing.  We’re people who are honest, paid our taxes on time, tried to do harm to no one, don’t steal, aren’t drug addicts, aren’t violent, etc.  On the whole, we’re decent, caring people.  We’re not saints, but we’re not devils, either.

Why is that we can’t get anyone’s attention? I guess we’re not low enough on the poverty level. We’re not rich enough. We’re not vicious enough.  We don’t have enough influence with those who count.  We’re just very ordinary people who stepped on poo. And it seems we stepped on a lot of poo because of the way we’re treated.  You would think we committed the most hideous crimes. People who’ve committed the worse crimes, molested children, been violent don’t get treated like us.  Everything bad that happens seems to be our fault.  If the world were to come to an end tomorrow, we’d be blame for it.

The people  who abuse us targets are the worse of the worse.  I could never do to anyone what these heartless people do to us.  These people are lacking compassion.  They’re all psychopaths.  Every single one of them.  They should all be in some mental health facility.   Anyone who can act like they do really needs help.

We targets sure don’t need to be in a health facility.  Most of us are normal people, although no one would believe it from all the lies told about us.

All the psychopaths will get their day in hell.  And I hope it happens soon.

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Gang Stalking – We need to March in Washington to end the torture of targets.

Civil Rights March on Washington, D.C. Vocalis...

Civil Rights March on Washington, D.C. Vocalist Joan Baez. A sign hanging near the microphones reads “We Shall Overcome.” , 08/28/1963 Deutsch: Sängerin Joan Baez beim Marsch auf Washington am 8. August 1963. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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Civil rights demonstration in front of a segre...
Civil rights demonstration in front of a segregated theater: Tallahassee, Florida (Photo credit: State Library and Archives of Florida)
Rosa Louise McCauley Parks with NAACP's highes...
Rosa Louise McCauley Parks with NAACP’s highest award, the Springarn Medal, in 1979. Mrs. Parks is already famous as “the mother of the Civil Rights Movement.” February 4th, 1913- October 24th 2005 Deutsch: Rosa Louise McCauley Parks, “The Mother of Civil Rights Movement” Română: Rosa Louise McCauley Parks, “The Mother of Civil Rights Movement” (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

It is said that everything happens for a reason.  I disagree.  What reason does it serve to harass targets?  None whatsoever.   Many of us have not committed any acts of violence, nor been in prison.  But here we all are living a hellish experience.   All our lives we’ve worked hard,  minded our own business, and let others live their lives as they please.

We can’t get lawyers to help us, except to help themselves to our money.  Human rights organizations have no interest in us.  They’re only interested in helping those in China and the Middle East. We  can’t get anyone in law enforcement to listen to us, or help us.  The government won’t help; that’s because its involved.

Chen Guangcheng, the Chinese man protester,  said the one thing he wants to do is sleep.  We targets can sympathize with him.  We, too, don’t get any sleep. We’re waken all night repeatedly.  Just when we’re about to go into a  deep sleep, the bastards wake us up.  Though, we don’t have guards in our rooms watching us, we’re watched 24/7.  If you get a chance, listen to what he says.  A lot of the things he said were happening to him, are happening to us.  We’re being tortured just as he was.  But, yet, no one listens to us. We have no one we can turn to for help.

So where do we turn for help?  The help we can get is from each other.  Otherwise, we are truly alone.   We need to get together and march.  It’s time we stopped taking the government’s abuse.  And the flunkies they hire to harm us.  We have to March in Washington.  I’m sure we can get  at least half million targets to attend.  We should have a  march like the Civil Rights movement.  A lot of things changed when blacks marched for their civil rights.  And that’s what we have to do, March for our civil rights, otherwise, the harassment will continue.  We have to let the world know what’s going on.  We are just as tortured as the Chinese man.  It’s time we took our lives back from the government!

MARCH ON WASHINGTON!  Join me! Let me know if you’re interested in going to Washington to protest.  It will be a protest with no violence.  Anyone Interested in violence, stay home.

I’ve protested before, but I haven’t planned a march, but I will learn to do it.

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Gang Stalking – Defeat CISPA: don’t allow military and security agencies to get info on you.

Deutsch: Hauptquartier der National Security A...

CISPA - The solution is the problem

CISPA - The solution is the problem (Photo credit: DonkeyHotey)

I have to keep repeating this because I feel it’s important.  Look  behind your oven and refrigerator.  I haven’t checked behind my refrigerator for about 4 days, and, of course, they’d stuck plastic, magazine and bottle caps.  All things to attract electricity.  I also noticed that the compressor has all kind of wires attached to it.  The wires are not supposed to be back there.  The electrical cord is a mess.  The cord has three different wires and they took one wire, shortened it and put another electrical wire through, made a hole in the back of the refrigerator and attached it to the back of it, and cut the wire, so now I’m able to the see the copper.  I turned my refrigerator off  because I’m afraid it’ll cause an electrical fire.  The animals don’t care what they do to you.

I keep  thinking that there must be good people in the world, but where are they?  I keep running into people who have no souls.

We’ve stopped SOPA (Stop Online Piracy Act) and PIPA (Protect IP Act).  Now the law makers have come up with a new law that’s even worse than either of the two.  It’s called CISPA (Cyber Intelligence Sharing and Protection Act).  This act will allow companies to share private information with military and intelligence agencies, agencies like National Security Agency.  Information like private emails, financial records, and medical records will no longer belong solely to you, the goverment will have the right to look at all your information.  I’d like to know why the government needs to see our medical records?  What business is it of theirs to know our medical history.

This smacks to me as an invasion of privacy.  This act infringes on our First Amendment rights, freedom of speech, etc.  Releasing information to National Security Agency  is a real no-no.  The military and security agencies have no business knowing what we’re doing.  The military and National Security Agency won’t even need a warrant to get information on us.  They can, if they want, just start snooping.  This is what’s going in the Middle East now.  The military and security agencies have knowledge of what its citizens are doing.  An act like this can only lead to a government that has control over everything  we do.  It can lead to more spying on citizens, which can eventually lead to a communist type of government.

Some of these things are already happening to me.  I’m sure that the government has not gone to court to get a warrant on me, but it snoops through my mail; my  computer’s hacked; and it  knows my financial information.  The government  knows how much money I have to the penny.  All the things they’re the doing to me are ILLEGAL!  But they’re doing them.  If they can so easily do this to me, why can’t they do it to everybody else?

I’m asking any American who cares about preserving his freedoms to get in touch with your representatives and tell them to vote against CISPA.  Let’s stop CISPA in its tracks.  Let’s knock it out of the ballpark!  Let’s defeat another law that’s dangerous to the few liberties we have left.

I’m sure if this law’s defeated, another one will pop up. They’re going to keep pushing laws like this to wear us out.  But I know how easy it is to lose one’s freedom, so I know how precious our liberties are.  I’ll keep writing against such laws.

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Gang Stalking – To my readers, tell me about your life.

Coat of arms of Turkey Français : Armoiries de...

Coat of arms of Turkey Français : Armoiries de la Turquie Slovenščina: državni grb Turčije Türkçe: T.C. Dışişleri bakanlığının kullandığı arma

Seal of the United States Department of State.

Egypt: Gizeh

Egypt: Gizeh (Photo credit: Brooklyn Museum)

Contact Sheet: Sri Lanka, July 2005

Contact Sheet: Sri Lanka, July 2005 (Photo credit: Lawrence Sinclair)

Kingdom Centre, Riyadh, Saudi Arabia. Taken by...

Kingdom Centre, Riyadh, Saudi Arabia. Taken by BroadArrow in 2007. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Iran Elections

Iran Elections (Photo credit: bioxid)

Happy Canada Day

Happy Canada Day (Photo credit: Anirudh Koul)

Belgium Rest Stop

Belgium Rest Stop (Photo credit: RobertCiavarro)

Singapore and surroundings

Singapore and surroundings (Photo credit: The Shifted Librarian)

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thailand ko phi phi 02 (Photo credit: FriskoDude)

The former Neutral Zone between Iraq and Saudi...

The former Neutral Zone between Iraq and Saudi Arabia (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Young Saudi Arabian woman wearing Islamic clot...

Young Saudi Arabian woman wearing Islamic clothing, as required by Sharia. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

To my surprise, people from diverse continents read my blog. I have people reading my blog from Canada, Egypt, Spain, France, Belgium, Australia, United Kingdom, Holland, Saudi Arabia, Iran, Maldives, Singapore, India, Thailand, Turkey, and, of course, the United States.  I’ve always been curious about the faceless people who read my blog.  I always wonder what you look like, how old you are, what kind of life you lead, single, married, do you have children, poor, rich?  I always wonder what a typical day is like for all of you. Is life hard, or easy? Do you have enough to eat, or too much to eat?  So if you’re one of those people reading my blog, I’d like to know about you.  I really would.  Write and tell me about yourselves. You don’t have to give me your name. I know some people can’t.  I just want to know about you.  You know a lot about me from my blog,  but you  don’t know what I look like. Maybe some day, I’ll publish my picture.   So write and let me know about your life, maybe include a photo? I really want to know what your life is like.  I’ve traveled a lot, so I’ve been to a few of the countries I mentioned. The closest I’ve been to the Middle East is Morocco. Europe I know better.

I hope to hear from a lot of you.  I’m keeping my fingers crossed.


Gang Stalking – Maybe I should move to the Middle East.

Middle East Levant
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I listen to the radio all the time.  I don’t have a t.v.; the  gang stalkers stole my t.v.  So I decided it would be a waste of money to get another t.v.  On the radio, I listen to National Public Radio, a really good station for getting news.  National Pubic Radio tells me all the facts, not just blips.

One of the things  that’s always mentioned on the radio is the war going on in the Middle East.  Every time there’s a story on any country in the Middle East, it always has an item about someone who is a victim of torture by the government.  The person will always  tell about his experience of the things that happen to him.  He’ll mention that he’s psychologically tortured, neighbors snitch on him, treated badly by neighbors, etc.  The things these people mention are exactly the same things that are happening to me in the U.S,  but the person in the Middle East will get radio and t.v. time to tell his story.  I, however, are never given radio or t.v. time, and no one wants to hear my story.  As a matter of fact, I’m called crazy.  The same story that’s told by someone overseas is believed, but not if I tell it here in the U.S.

No one believes that something that’s happening in the Middle East can be happening in the U.S.  The U.S. doesn’t torture its citizens most people will say. The U.S. is a country where someone doesn’t have to worry about his freedom. These people should be in my place and go through what I go through every day.  Then I’d like to hear what they’d have to say about the U.S. being such a “free” country.  The U.S. is not the land of the free.  It has become as dictatorial as some countries in the Middle East.

The U.S. government has taken away a lot of our rights, but no one seems to be concern about all the rights that are no longer ours. One day, it’s going to be too late to wake up and realize that the country we’re living in is rotten to its core.  Maybe I should move to the Middle East, and then everybody will listen to what I have to say.

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Gang Stalking – Please look into your heart and help the starving children of Africa. Thanks.

Children have walked for weeks across the dese...

Image via Wikipedia - a mass grave for children.

English: Severely malnourished Nigerian refuge...
Image via Wikipedia – starving woman, Africa

I keep thinking that what I’m going through will eventually end, because nothing lasts forever; not even gang stalking.  I hope it ends before I get too old and can’t enjoy my life.  Every day that I spend going through the hell I’m going through is a day of my life wasted. I should be enjoying my life, not wasting it.

But what I’m going through pales in comparison to some of the things I see going on around the world.  I’m not talking about what’s happening in Iran, Egypt, Afghanistan and some of the other Middle Eastern countries.

I’m talking about what’s happening in Africa.  Lately, I’ve seen a lot of photos of starving babies.  Babies whose ribs show, and have such big eyes, because all that’s showing is their heads.  One photo in particular stays with me.  I think about this baby as I go about my day.  The baby doesn’t leave me.  I see his face clearly.  I see his eyes.  This photo was taken by a photographer in Africa.  The photographer came upon the baby in the desert.  The baby was crawling to try to get some food.  The photographer states that the baby was heading to a market 1 mile away. I get upset every time I think about what the photographer did.  He came upon the baby in the desert, took his picture and left.  He states he wonders if the baby made it to the market.  How can anyone in good conscience leave a baby in the desert?  Why didn’t the photographer pick up the baby, take him to the market and find someone to help the him?  I don’t think this picture will ever leave my mind.  It’s stuck in my head.  It is such a sad photo.  The poor baby.  And this is happening all over Africa.  Millions of children are starving, and dying.

When I’m feeling sorry for myself about what’s happening in my life, I think of all those starving children in Africa.  How can I feel sorry for myself when the children in Africa are starving?  What I’m going through pales in comparison to what’s happening to those starving children.  I’m going to write Obama and try to get help for those children.  Please write the President and tell him to do something for all those sad, starving children.  The children need help.  Please help them.  Thank you.

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – Why is there evil in the world?

This is a question I wish I knew the answer to.   Then I would understand why the evil that is happening to me on a day-to-day basis happens.  Every day I’ve been subjected to evil by a lot of people who don’t think they’re evil.  But  where I’m coming from, they’re all evil.  How can a human being do to me what they wouldn’t want done to them?  I would never do to another human the evil being done to me.   I know that  if I were in their place and  asked to do what they’re asked to do, my answer would be no.  I would tell whomever runs the program that it’s not something I want  to do to  another human being.  If they threatened me, it wouldn’t matter.   I’ve done nothing and look how I’m treated!  If I rejected their offer, how much more evil can they do to me?  I don’t think much more. 

There’s always been evil through the ages.   Think of the Holocaust.  The Germans cremated more than 6 million Jews.  They put children, old, young, middle age  people into hot ovens, without  even a hint of possessing a soul.  Right now in the Middle East,  people are being  denied their basic human rights.   And the tormentors seem to have no possession of a soul either. 

And I, along with thousands of others, feel the daily touch of evil.   People don’t care to know that we’re tormented.  They only care about their own  needs.  If I’m being sprayed with pesticide daily, it’s none of their concern.  I must have done something to call for such treatment, otherwise, why is the government on my back?  What the government says trumps anything I  say.  So every day, I face their evilness.  They have no conscience and don’t think it’s wrong to harass me non-stop.

I can’t answer the question of:   Why is there evil in the world?  I  can only  say, I wish I knew.   Then maybe I could understand what is happening to me and thousands of others.  But evil does exist.  I’m living proof of its reach.

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