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Gang Stalking – Evil happens because no one wants to listen to victims.

English: Monument to holocaust victims in Ukraine

English: Monument to holocaust victims in Ukraine (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

English: Illustration from English Caricaturis...

English: Illustration from English Caricaturists and Graphic Humourists of the Nineteenth Century, by William Rodgers Richardson (writing as Graham Everitt) :Engraving by John Leech :Captioned “I Hope Mr Smug, You Don’t Beat Your Boys.” :Published in “Illuminated Magazine” (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

So far this week, the perps have been in my apartment every day and  broken the following things:  the freezer part of the refrigerator, my drawer, left fingerprints all over my kitchen table, footprints in my bathtub,  broke the light over my oven, and I’ll probably find other things they’ve damaged.

The perps have also gotten into my new video camera and hacked it.  I can’t videotape anything.  My camera  is full. I have nothing in my camera, but it’s full. This happens to everything I own.  I get messages on my computer that I don’t have enough space to continue my blog, that my phone is full, etc.  It’s all b.s.  I was recharging my video cam and discovered some hacker was messing around with it. It was too late for me to do anything.  I’ve tried fixing it, but I can’t. but I’ll keep trying. They’re afraid I’ll get more proof of the perps harassing me, and they sure don’t want any proof, that’s for sure.

The perps are the most miserable people on earth. They are so full of themselves.  It seems to me that they think they have the right of life and death over us targets.  They all  act so smug. Why they act so smug puzzles me.  Most of them are such losers.  None of them has a job.  Most of them look like they don’t take a bath.  They sit around all day making monkey noises.  They don’t go anywhere. The only time they look like they’re alive is when they’re harassing one of us targets, or going into targets’ houses/apartments and destroying everything in it.  Is that something to act smug about?  I think not. If this is their only joy in life, they definitely need a mental health exam.  They’re all very sick people.  Someone has to be very sick  to spend all his time trying to destroy someone’s life.

I was listening to KNPR radio and happened to hear that this period is one of the least violent times in history.  Maybe people think it’s not as violent because they’re not aware of what’s happening underneath all that calm.  That’s the way it’s always been, no one seems to know what is happening around them while it’s happening.  I guess people don’t want to know. They’d rather believe everything’s honky-dory.  Then years later, someone discovers how the times really were.  And everyone goes into mode “how could that have happened!?”  It happened because no one cared enough to listen to those who were victims.

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Gang Stalking – Blame the government for all the killings.

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Make Way For WAASS: H.R.658 Accelerates Drone Deployment For Surveillance Of American Citizens (Photo credit: watchingfrogsboil)

Case O' Guns

Case O’ Guns (Photo credit: Gregory Wild-Smith)

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Government spending (Photo credit: 401(K) 2013)

Severe Mental Illness

Severe Mental Illness (Photo credit: homelesshub)

Every time that someone gets killed, the mentally ill get the blame.  Some mentally ill person killed someone, or it’s some violent game that someone is playing, or guns.  But no one ever blames the government.  The government is causing more killings than either a person with mental illness,  people who play violent games, or gun owners.

The government has a program that targets innocent people.  People who committed no crimes.  But for some reason, the government  seems to feel free to make the life of these innocent people targets of  its harassment.

And these innocent people become  crazy because of  the constant government harassment.

The government hires  people to harass  these citizens. The government tells these people a lot of lies about other citizens. The government sets citizen against citizen. This is just how the holocaust began.

The government tells these people that  targets are very violent,  mentally ill,  on tranquilizers, lie, steal, cheat, want to overthrow the government.  The government tells these people any lie that they can get away with.

These people believe that the government is out to do good.  There’s no doubt in their minds that what the government tells them is the truth, because we live in a democracy and government doesn’t lie. No, the government would never lie.

So all these people get training by the government on how to harass these targets.  They’re told to make the targets’ lives as miserable as possible.  To watch everything these targets do and report back to the government on their activities.  They’re told to do everything in their power to prevent a target from having a normal life.  They’re told to follow targets everywhere.  They’re told to steal their things, break-in to their apartments/houses, kill their pets, steal their food, rip  their clothes, infest their apartments/houses with vermin, booby-trap their apartment/houses, mess with their electricity, etc.  Basically do whatever they can think of to make the targets’ lives a living hell.

And these people are also told not  to worry about anything happening to them because law enforcement will not do anything to them, so it’s a “go”  to do whatever horrible crime they want to commit. Of course, they’re also told that if they’re caught committing a criminal act, the government will not acknowledge their existence.

Now, that last part.  If what these people are doing is legal, why isn’t the government willing to back them up?  It should make the zombie-like people question the government. They should ask: why doesn’t the government back us up if what the government is doing is legal?  It should make them say “huh”.  But, of course, they don’t even think “huh”.  They just go out into the streets and do the government’s bidding.

I have no sympathy for these zombies who make our lives miserable.  They know exactly what they’re doing.  They don’t care, because the money the government pays them is more important than taking someone’s freedom away from them.

But these zombies should care, because it just might happen to them, and there’ll be no one to speak up for them, just as there’s no one to speak up for us targets now.

People should stop blaming guns, the mentally ill people, and game players.  Start blaming the ones they should blame, the government and its policies against innocent people who committed no crimes.

By the way, I know the truth of what I’m writing about.  I happen to be one of those targets harassed by the U.S. government.

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Gang Stalking – Let the tears come.

Tylenol

Tylenol (Photo credit: raspberries1)

Breakfast

Breakfast (Photo credit: brixton)

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cry (Photo credit: the|G|™)

This morning I woke up feeling feverish and chilly, and felt a lot of stomach pain. And totally exhausted.  I did not feel like getting out of bed, but I forced myself to get up and have breakfast.

After breakfast, I took a Tylenol and walked around trying to feel better.  But I didn’t.  I still felt awful, and decided there’s no way I’m going out today.  So I made my way back to bed.  It was really good to be under my cover.  The warmth made me feel a lot better.  I laid my head down, and the tears came.  I didn’t cry, the tears just came down.  And I let  them come.

I thought of my mother and about how much I miss her.  And I thought how many times did she cry silently, and  I wasn’t aware of  it.  I’m sure my mother cried a lot of silent tears, but I never saw them.

I know why the tears came.  I’ve forced myself to keep going no matter what.  To write my blog, and be.  No time for tears.

With all the stress I’ve been experiencing lately, I didn’t  let my guard down.  It’s go, go and do what has to get done.  There are people all over the world who have worse lives than I do.  At least I have a place to sleep, eat, keep warm, so I shouldn’t feel sorry for my self. I should be grateful for what I have.

But the constant harassment never lets up.  It’s electricity hitting me all the time, being followed every minute, cars honking, people constantly laughing at me with their smirky laughs, at night someone unlocking my door, hacking into my computer, my phone, filling my apartment with terrible smells, clothes disappearing from my closet, people aping everything I do, etc.  It gets very tiring.  I never get a minute to just relax and think.

To just sit and think is a luxury for us targets.  It is a luxury we’re not allowed.

Every minute, it’s make them miserable, drive them crazy, make them want to end their lives, do something that will make them commit a crime so they end up in jail, or in some mental hospital.

There is no time for crying, or we won’t survive.

But our bodies know us better than we know ourselves, and they come to our rescue.  They make us cry and let out all the nasty stuff building up inside of us.  If we don’t let out the tears, we would explode.

So I’m grateful for the tears.

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