One of the smartest things I did as soon as I became a target was to start this blog. It’s the one thing that’s kept me sane. When I have a really bad day, I write about it and get it out of my system. I used to keep a written diary, but that came to an end when I discovered my sister found my diary and ripped out most of the pages from it. Let me tell you, it devastated me! All those things that I’d written to keep track of all the bad things going on in my life were gone. I couldn’t believe a sister of mine would do something like that to me. And the few pages of the diary she left me, she’d written nasty remarks on. That day I cried, because I knew she would no longer be a part of my life. She’d done a lot of nasty things to me and I’d forgiven her, but destroying my diary was the last straw. Soon after, I packed up my things and left her house. I haven’t been in touch with her since that day.
I think of my sister every once in a while, and I still feel anger toward her. I don’t know if I can ever forgive her. How can someone be so mean? But my sister has always had a mean streak. I remember her trying to beat me into submission, but I never gave in to her. My mouth would always win any argument we had.
Well, anyway, I’m glad I write this blog. I’ve been able to keep a diary of everything that’s happened to me and I don’t have to fear someone getting hold of it and ripping it up. And writing this blog has also enabled me to be in touch with some very nice people. I’ve met one target since I began writing this blog, and he turned out not to be a very nice person. After meeting him, I realized I had to be very careful about meeting other targets. So now, I just don’t have too much contact with other targets.
With the constant harassment happening to us targets, it’s a good idea to keep a diary of what happens on a day-to-day basis. A lot of times, I reread blogs I’d written and realize I’d forgotten a lot of the details. It is only after rereading the blogs that bring back the memory of what happened on a certain day or hour.
If something happens to me, I want to leave behind the story of what happened to me. I want people to see the world the way I saw it. I want people to know that government can never be trusted. That too much government interference in our lives is not a good thing. The less government in our lives, the better.
I want to recommend to all targets that you write about everything that happens to you, so that people in the future can read about your experiences. If you don’t, you will forget a lot of things that are happening to you now. You think you won’t forget the hell you’ve been through, but believe me, you will. Write a blog, get a tape recorder and record the things happening to you, take as many pictures as you can. Leave behind a history of your life. Make sure people know about you. Let people know that government can become totalitarian at any time, and that you’re leaving them a warning.
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- Why I Keep a Diary (and Why You Should Too) (gentwenty.com)
- 5 Tools to Turn Twitter Into a Diary (teksocial.com)
- Gang Stalking – Get proof and put perps away for years. (neverending1.wordpress.com)