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Gang Stalking – Why don’t perps get Christmas spirit and give targets a break?

I  stood in line waiting to pay for what I bought.  Someone kept hitting me. I turned around, told the person behind to stop touching me.  He looked at me and said, “I’m not touching you.” I replied, “Sure, you’re not. It’s just my imagination, as always.”   A woman who heard the conversation said, “Oh, it’s Christmas. You sure don’t have the Christmas spirit.”  I said, “If you had to go through what I have to go through every day you wouldn’t,either.”  She said, “It’s Christmas don’t complain about what someone does.”  I turned to her and said, “If you had my life you’d want to kill yourself. You wouldn’t last too long.”  She turned and said, “I sure wouldn’t act like you.”  I said, “If you had my life you wouldn’t be here now. You’d probably kill yourself.”  Of  course, a perp, like all the others in line. I’d been in the store longer than I usually stay and the harassment in the store was awful. Everywhere I turned someone was imitating something I do in my apartment, or giving me weird looks, or pulling up their pants. They love to imitate me pulling up my pants. This I do while I’m home. I wear an old pair of jeans to bed because somehow it helps me not get hit electronically so much. And I’ve lost so much weight that the jeans won’t stay up, so I’m always pulling up my jeans.  I’ve never worn these pants outside my apartment and I don’t pick up my pants when I’m out, so they’re watching via camera. And  they have  audacity to tell me to have the Christmas spirit. Why don’t they get the Christmas spirit by leaving me alone for Christmas? They sure as hell don’t have the Christmas spirit themselves. If they can harass me during the Christmas season, they’re very unchristian. Bunch of phonies!

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Gang Stalking – A threat to harm me, or just another bluff?

I’m reading “Girl With  The  Dragon Tattoo” by Stieg Larsson.  As you probably know,  it’s been made into a movie. The book is very good by the way, so far, anyway.

I read the book while  eating breakfast and then put  the book in my drawer. Today, I got  the book to read and  noticed someone had added a paper clip to a page.  Right away, Knowing the lowlifes, I guessed that there must be a message for me. So I turned to the page where the paper clip is and this is what it says “…This girl was killed in the most brutal way. The killer tied her up and stuck her head into the smouldering  embers of a fireplace. One can only guess how long it took for the poor girl to die, or what torment she must have endured.” This is on page 195 of the book.

Are they sending me a message that they’ll torture and kill me?   Well, they can  go right ahead and torture and kill me. If they do, I won’t have to put  up  with the bull shit anymore.

I want to tell the idiot, or idiots, who clipped the page, that you don’t scare me. Do you think when I looked at the passage  I got scared? No, I didn’t. After what I’ve gone through in the last 5  years, nothing can scare me. I’m beyond scaring. You people don’t scare me one bit. To be scare of people like you is to be a loser like all of you.

I’ve gotten your stupid message and I’ll continue to live my life the same way I’ve lived it. None of you have balls. You do things that no one can see. You all think you’re so brave. You’re nothing but cowards. Why don’t you tell me face-to-face that you’re going to harm me?

And to my readers, if anything happens to me, know that someone has done something to me. I didn’t kill myself, end up in a mental ward, give up  writing my blog, or any such silly nonsense.  Someone did something to me.

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Gang Stalking – Government Drones and family.

Well, I finally got to see my nephew. The visit lasted about two hours and he had to get up early to go to work. I thought he was  attending a convention at The Las Vegas Convention Center, but he’s not. He’s here to work. He’s here to work on drones. He makes them so the government can target people. He told me he gets paid very well. So well that he thinks it’s worth  it  to live away from his family. He travels all over the world on the  contractor’s money.  His firm, I don’t remember the name he told me, is a subcontractor for the government.  The subcontractor makes drones and every person makes different parts. He told me the part he makes, but I can’t remember what it is.   The thought that my nephews makes weapons of destruction does not make me happy. But obviously, he’s happy in his job and it pays very, very well. At first I thought he hit targets, so this makes me feel better that he’s not killing anyone. He’s only making the weapons.

My nephew will be returning in three weeks and we’re planning(?) to see the Las Vegas I don’t get to see.  The Vegas a lot of visitors don’t even know about.  The mountains, the great parks, etc.

Did I discuss what’s happening to me? Yes, but only slightly.  He asked me if I was happy? I said to him, “Do you want to know the truth or hear a lie?”  He said a lie. So I told him how happy I am and how great it is living in Las Vegas. And he knows I’m a target and what’s happening to me.  Well, I don’t want to bore you to death about my nephew’s visit,  but  he is  like the rest of my family. He’s going along with the program to harass me. A few things happened which definitely told me he is  in the program.  But I want to keep him in my life and I don’t want to mess that up.  I’m sure he will read my blog, or he’ll be told what I wrote about him. So the less I say the better.

I hope after reading my blog, my nephew will still want to talk to me. I don’t know how he’ll take it reading about himself.  But the truth is the truth.

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Gang Stalking – Aaron Swartz – finally, peace.

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English: Slogan for the support of the persecuted American ex-soldier who is claimed to have leaked secret documents to WikiLeaks Deutsch: Slogan für die Unterstützung und Freilassung von Bradley Manning, der beschuldigt wird, geheime Dokumente an WikiLeaks weitergegeben zu haben (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Aaron Swartz at a Boston Wiki Meetup

Aaron Swartz at a Boston Wiki Meetup (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Twenty-six years old and hanged himself.   In the prime of his life and death was more inviting than life.

How very sad.

Another  a victim of  government harassment.

His name is Aaron Swartz,  and when it came to the internet, he was an expert.   Aaron believed in the freedom of the internet.  He didn’t like the idea of government censoring  anyone.    At the  age of 14, he and another friend co-authored  RSS specification, and was co-owner of the Reddit website.

The government accused him of  downloading millions of papers from the academic site JSTOR.  He was to go on trial next month.

Aaron was feeling depressed because the constant harassment of the government, and the thought that the government might put him in prison for 35 years.

I don’t know  if he was experiencing the same type of  harassment we targets are, but he complained to friends about not being left alone.

What kind of government do we have that  drives people to kill themselves?

What waste of  a young, intelligent  man.  Think of all the information we’ve lost because of his death. Who knows what more we could have learned  because of his ability?  Now, we’ll never know.

I can certainly understand why he killed himself.  Being a victim of government harassment myself, I know the hell  we targets are put through.  It’s neverending and vicious.  So very, very vicious.  It is the same thing that’s happening to Bradley Manning.  I guess Bradley got lucky because he had people out in the streets protesting in his behalf.  Aaron Swartz didn’t.

When is the government harassment of innocent people going to stop?  When will the American people wake up to what the government is doing to its citizen?

Aaron Swartz didn’t kill anyone, threaten anyone, or commit espionage against the U.S. government.  All he did was try to get information out to the American public.  And for this, the government hounded him.  Hounded him to kill himself.

I hope they’re happy with what they did to a young man in the prime of his life.

Another black eye for  the United States government.  Be ashamed of  yourselves.  You drove Aaron Swartz  to kill himself.

Aaron Swartz, finally, you’re at peace.

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Gang Stalking – Spooky place to live.

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Bed (Photo credit: anjakb)

The other day, I took a picture of a gang stalker. The gang stalker ran after me and kept asking me why I was taking a picture of him. I did not answer and kept walking. He walked away and told his friend I was taking pictures of him. Both of them ran toward me and kept asking me why I was taking their pictures. Then the second man, ran over to a woman and told her I was taking their pictures. She joined them and also kept asking me why I was taking their picture. I paid no attention, and they watched me as I went up the steps.

Why is it that these people are so afraid of having their pictures taken? Is it because they’re illegal aliens? Is it because they don’t want anyone to know what they’re doing to people?

Well, anyway, I had really creepy people walking by my apartment all day. I was so spooked, I slept with my light on when I went to bed. When I went to bed, I put chairs, scotch taped my door, and put all kinds of things near it.

Believe me, these people are not people you want to meet at night when you’re walking around. If you saw them, you’d hoped that they wouldn’t take your money, or kill you.

Anyway, I woke up the next day, and my lock was open.

And today, when I went out to feed the pigeons, the woman two doors from me, kept locking and unlocking her door. So I know the creeps in apartment 206 had something to do with unlocking my door.

They were letting me know in a runabout way that they’d unlocked my door.

I thought my earlier apartment was bad, but this new place is really, really spine-chilling.

If I could find someone to move in with me, I’d let him move him. But I haven’t run into anyone in the last four years, I can trust.

So I have to live by myself with weird people who haunt me day and night.

Believe me, it is not a good feeling.

I used to carry a knife with me to bed, but after a while, stopped doing it.

But now, I’m back to carrying a knife with me to bed. I stopped because I was afraid I’d accidentally cut myself, or have something worse happen.

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Gang Stalking – Imagine living the life of a target.

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Police (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

The Empty Family

The Empty Family (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I’m still bothered by the suicide of one of the targets.  One day she’s here, next gone.  Life today seems to have so little meaning to some people.  Drive someone to kill herself and think nothing of it. Just keep going on with their life as if nothing happened.  I would really like to meet some of the freaks who pushed her over the edge.

I can understand why someone would want to kill her

Imagine (video game series)

Imagine (video game series) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

self.  You, who read my blog, who are not targets, have absolutely no idea the hell all of us targets  go through every day.  Just imagine you  have not  a moment to yourself.  Just imagine having someone break into your house or apartment every single day.  Just imagine having your clothes torn.  Just imagine having your food poisoned.  Just imagine having things destroyed – photographs, paintings, family photos.  Just imagine everybody you meet thinking you’re crazy, alcoholic, violent, a thief, pedophile.

Now, if this happened to you every single day, how would you feel?  I bet you wouldn’t feel too good.  You’d start getting paranoid, not trusting anyone. Imagine this happening to you year after year. You would turn to the police for help, but you wouldn’t get any help, because they’re in on the harassment.  And the police would even accuse you of making things up. Perhaps you would turn to your family for help. No help from your family, either. They’re in on it, too.  You try the government. The government does nothing to help.  Everywhere you turn, you’re rebuffed.

This is our life.  A very miserable life.  I can understand why someone might want to end it.

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Gang Stalking – Pieces of my life.

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English: A typical examination room in a doctor’s office. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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English: Feeding pigeons, Columba livia Français : Une dame nourrissant des pigeons (Columba livia). (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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English: The western front of the United States Capitol. The Neoclassical style building is located in Washington, D.C., on top of Capitol Hill at the east end of the National Mall. The Capitol was designated a National Historic Landmark in 1960. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

No matter what we targets do someone is watching us.  Whether we go to the store, bank, take a walk, in our home, doctor’s office, work, park, it doesn’t matter.  We are under scrutiny each and every minute.

Today is an example of how much we’re watched.

I went to the store, not the one I hate (I hate this one,too, but not as much). After paying for the things I bought, I usually walk over and feed the pigeons.  The pigeons know me already and will nervously wait for me to throw them some  food.  I take  my time, not because I want to, but to arrange my packages so I can carry them home easily.  The birds pace back and forth.  I can almost hear them saying “Well, hurry up and give us our food!”  As I was throwing the birds the seeds I bought for them, I noticed a lot of things on the ground that had meaning to what I’d been doing all week. The government knows I feed the pigeons and stand in the same spot all the time.

I noticed a piece of earring  just like the ones I bought last week, pieces of chocolate, sunglasses exactly like the ones I wear, magazine covers of magazines I read, vegetables I bought,  pieces of broken mirror, like the one I broke. Basically, pieces of my life.

Now, what I’d like to know, are things like this supposed to  do something to me?  Are they supposed to make me crazy?  What exactly are they supposed to do?  Because I don’t understand what stupid things like these are supposed to do? The only thing I can think this says is “that we’re watching you.”  But I know that already.  Why waste all this time doing things like this? What utter, stupid nonsense.

These people are always doing the same thing over and over and over.  I mean, you would think  they’d come up with something different and exciting to torture us with.  If this is the best the government has to offer us targets, the U.S. is in trouble. The people who run this targeting program need new blood.  We targets already know all your tricks.  We can recite them in our sleep.  The only weapons the government has left are to put us in prison or kill us.  But I know they won’t commit a nazi type holocaust.  They want us to kill ourselves, kill someone else, or end up in a mental institution.  When any of us targets do any of these things, the government doesn’t get blamed for the violence.  The target gets all the blame and gets the label of “crazy.”  So the government accomplishes two goals.  One, the target is called “crazy.”  And, two,  another human being  gets killed.  Of course, the government is never brought into the picture.  And life goes on as always.  The government keeps harassing and torturing targets as usual.  And no one ever points a finger at the government.

The government continues with its program and the targets continue to suffer. And the government sits quietly by and tells itself what a good job it’s doing in getting rid of terrorists like us.  I’m sure they go out for a good dinner and congratulate themselves on the great things they’re accomplishing.

Well,  U.S. government, you should be ashamed of yourself! I’m ashamed that this is going on.  That a government I once would have given my life for is so corrupt, breaks my heart.

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