Boy, am I ever stressed out! Being gangstalked by a group of men and women who seem to have nothing better to do with their lives is beyond stressful. I don’t think I can in any way get across to you the stress that’s caused by these people.
Last night, for instance, I had them spraying every part of my apartment. There wasn’t a place I could get away from it. Not only that, but they have started something new. They’re hitting me with an icy feeling kind of thing. I don’t know how to describe it. It’s 4 apartments versus 1 apartment. It’s sure not a fair deal. But this is the what other targets have to deal with, too. They’re all surrounded by 4 apartments .
Talking about other targets, it’s hard to believe how long some of them have been under government watch. I correspond with one woman who has been a target for 15 years. Another man, 7 years. I have 2 comments from targets telling me about their friends committing suicide. Their friends decided it was better to die than to have to put up with the assaults on their body and spirit. One woman who killed herself was blind. Can you believe it? Blind!! And the government was still going after her. This woman’s friend e-mailed me telling me her friend’s story. How in spite of being blind she was able to get a Master’s Degree in Social Work. Now, that’s someone we should be proud of. Not someone who should be persecuted. She’s was blind and able to get a degree. She probably would have been a very good social worker.
Another man, 12 years. A lot of them have learned to live with the misery of being targets. They are all an inspiration to me. I’m a newbie at this gangstalking thing. They’re all trying in their own way to live life as normally as possible. Which, I know, is a very difficult thing. Some targets are very Christian-like and are very Zen in their view of the targets; treat gangstalkers with respect. Treat them as you would treat everybody else. This Zen-like ability really is not one I’m comfortable with. What I’d like to do is best left to the imagination. But I’m trying my darndest to have a Zen-like attitude toward the gangstalkers. The targets with the Zen-like attitude seem happier and seem to last the longest. The targets who don’t last too long are probably those who want to give tit-for-tat.
I’ve also been made aware by some targets that the Chinese man, Jiverly Wong, who killed the people at Virginia Tech had been gangstalked for 20 years. Can you imagine? 20 years of this misery. I’m amazed that he lasted as long as he did. He used to tell people that the police used to come into his room and kiss him and do other things. And I tend to believe he was being gangstalked. It sounds like something the gangstalkers would do.
So, am I stressed out? You don’t know the half of it. Anyone who’s going through this and doesn’t admit this is hell is not telling the truth.
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