Gang Stalking – My heart goes out to all the parents in Newtown, Connecticut.

A toddler girl crying (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Official seal of Newtown, Connecticut (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I had to think two, three times before I wrote this blog.  Was I feeding into the frenzy of the moment?  Or did I have something to say that was of any use to someone?

At first, I thought the shooter was a target who’d gone crazy.  But  the more I read, the more I realize it was a young guy who appears to be autistic.  Gang stalking is what I write about, and thought I should write about the shooting.

But it seems the shooter was a person who was in pain.  And I know a lot about pain.  In the last four years that’s what I’ve felt — a lot of  hurt and pain.

The shooter’s name was Adam Lanza, and he was 20 years of age.

Adam forced himself  into the Sandy Hook Elementary School carrying 3 guns – a Glock, Sig Sauer (pistols), and a .223 rifle.  He randomly began shooting  anyone  within sight.

When Adam was through shooting, he shot himself.  And along with himself, he shot 20 children, his mother, and 6 other adults. A total of 27 people.

From the information I gathered, it appears Adam  argued with his mother, and shot her at their home. And then continued on to the Sandy Hook Elementary School.

Adam appeared to be a very quiet person and had very few friends; had a very hard time dealing with others and looking them in the face.  He grew up in a world where he didn’t fit in anywhere.  He wasn’t one of the “cool” kids.

I don’t know the truth of what caused Adam to take a gun and shoot his mother, or go into an elementary school and shoot little innocent children.  But I do know one thing, Adam was in deep pain, and the only way he knew how to get rid of the pain was with violence.

I’m not excusing anything Adam did, but I don’t really think he knew the cause and effect of the shooting.

It appears Adam had Asperger syndrome, and people with Asperger  have problems dealing with emotions. They can’t empathize with someone else’s problems.

So my heart goes out to all those innocent children and adults who were killed, too.  And my heart also goes out to Adam. He was a human being in pain, too.

None of us is perfect, and we shouldn’t judge others so harshly, because we don’t know what kind of  hell they’re going through. Remember the saying: Until you’ve walked in my shoes, don’t judge me.

And for now, I’m not going to judge Adam, because I haven’t walked in his shoes.

My heart goes out to all parents at Newtown, Connecticut who have to deal with the death of their children.  It must be the worse pain in the world to lose a child in such a horrible way. A child whose voice a parent will never hear again; nor hear his/her laughter; or know that the dreams the child had will never be.

I’m sure I’ll get some backlash for feeling some empathy for Adam, but I’m willing  to take what someone dishes out to me. I know what it is to be in pain.

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Gang Stalking – No, you’re not in Kansas anymore.

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Dorothy meets the Cowardly Lion, from The Wonderful Wizard of Oz first edition. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

No, you’re not in Kansas anymore. You left Kansas a long time ago.  You’ve entered a different dimension. As a target you’ve entered a dimension of evil.  Remember the wizard in the movie “The Wizard of Oz“?  He wore a green outfit.  Well, the people who run the program that makes us all slaves to them, also are connected to green.  Green by the way of money that’s spent trying to drive all targets crazy.

These wizards don’t grant your wishes.  What they do is take away your right to live a free life.  They take away your heart. Deaden your brain, and try to make you so scare of what’s happening to you that it will make you lose your courage.

And these wizards have won in some cases.  I know of people who’ve lost their courage and killed themselves.  One of them a very pretty young woman who couldn’t handle what was happening to her.  And when I hear of targets killing themselves, I realize that they must have been in real deep pain.  Pain that hurt so much that they thought death was better than living.  And I must admit, I’ve felt real pain, too.  Pain that made me want to do something I’d never in life would think of doing.

These wizards train gang stalkers to make your life miserable;  so miserable that you want to kill yourself. They want to bring so much pain into your life that each day is a question mark.

Some of the people trained by wizards carry bibles.  Bibles!  Does it not say in the bible “…do unto others as you would want done onto  you?  How can someone who reads a bible be so unkind to a fellow human being?

The wizards and gang stalkers have no souls, no brains, no heart, and least of all, no courage.  Someone with courage wouldn’t have to abuse another person.

So even though you targets are no longer in Kansas, don’t let the evil wizards destroy you. Stick in there and believe that one day the real wizard will appear and make it all better. You have to believe with all your heart, brain, and your courage that you will survive the evil wizards and come out a winner at the end.  And you will!

And don’t forget to click your red shoes three times!  You know that always worked.

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – If I were a flavor, what flavor would I be?

If I were a flavor, I’d be the flavor of chocolate.  I love chocolate.  I eat it every single day.

I’d be chocolate with cherries; chocolate cake; chocolate ice cream; chocolate with nuts; chocolate drops; chocolate fudge; chocolate kisses; chocolate peanuts; chocolate raisins; chocolate covered fortune cookies; chocolate hearts; chocolate eggs; chocolate mints; chocolate with honey; chocolate marshmallows; chocolate rabbits; chocolate cookies; chocolate M&Ms,  dark chocolate, etc.

As Forrest Gump said: My momma always said, “Life is like a box of chocolates.  You never know what you’re gonna get.”

Life is a bowl full of chocolate candies. Have a piece of chocolate candy a day.  It’s good for your heart (or so I’ve heard).

Countdown: 90 blogs to write.

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Gang Stalking – Off Topic – PostaDay 2011 – Do you prefer the city or the country?

I’ve always liked going out into the country. The clean streets, the beautiful scenery, trees, flowers, animals, friendly people. But I don’t last too long in the country. After about a week, I get an urge to return to the city. Without the city, it’s like I’m missing my heart. There’s no beat in me. Without the city, I don’t feel very alive. So while I enjoy the country, my heart belongs to the city. The tall buildings, the subways, the great food, all the people melting one into another. The city makes me feel alive. The city challenges me, while the country doesn’t. There’s so much energy in the city. An energy which I respond to, and from which I draw energy.  A country woman I’ll never be.  The city  dwells within every inch of my being.  Without the city, I’d die.

Countdown:  101 blogs to write.

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Gang Stalking – Off Topic – PostaDay 2011 – How do you battle bad science?

Here’s something different for  today.

Watch this 15 minute talk about bad science. And then write a brief review on your blog, or simply write about a topic that comes to mind from listening to his presentation.

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I just watched this video, and I tend to agree with everything he said.  We are not aware of all the negative results about prescription drugs.  We’re just told to take a pill, or whatever it is, and we’ll feel better.  The drug companies just want to show the positive results of a drug, so a patient will be more likely to take the drug.  The doctor stated that he tried to get the truth about the drugs he was prescribing, but the drug companies withheld information.

I think taking drugs of any kind is putting our lives in jeopardy, because we don’t know the actual results of how our bodies will react.  Maybe if  I take a pill the doctor recommends, I might  discover the drug is causing my hair to  fall  out from the drug, or  maybe the drug  is causing my heart to race abnormally. And nothing  about the two reactions, I just stated,  are  in the sheet given to you by the pharmacist.  So all us have to be careful about the drugs we put in our bodies.  We can’t always trust what a doctor says, since he, himself, doesn’t have the truth about the drug he’s prescribing to you.

There’s also the vaccines we’re told to take for pneumonia, flu, etc.  I really don’t think most of these work.  My doctor tried to get me to take a  flu  shot, but I read the  ingredients that goes into making a flu shot, and  I refused to take the shot. I no longer take a vaccine for flu.  Most of the stuff that goes into a flu shot is harmful to your body. And I read somewhere that even doctors don’t think most of the vaccines do much good.  But I guess doctors have to push  us to take vaccines so they can make money off us, otherwise, most of them would not have  much of a practice.

Countdown:  118 blogs to write.  Only 57 days left in this year.  Will I accomplish my goal of writing 500 blogs for the year?

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Gang Stalking – Off Topic – PostaDay 2011 – Are you driven by your head or your heart?

How do you balance the conflicting forces for how to be?

I’ve always been ruled by my head. I don’t think I’ve ever been in love without my head interfering. I know there are people who when they’re in love give no thought to what’s in their head. They follow their heart completely. Which in some ways is good. But I never let my heart rule my head. I become analytical when thinking about love. I start to think about what sort of person he is. Can I trust him not to break my heart? If the relationship becomes serious, where will it lead? Of course, I go back and forth between heart and head, but eventually I know, my head will win the battle. Sometimes I wish, I didn’t have such a strong head. I want to go with my heart and let it be broken if it is to be. But no, I’m too practical and won’t let it happen. But who knows, I have a lot of years ahead of me and maybe some day my heart will win.  It’s strange, though, when I was younger, my heart always ruled, or I thought it did.   I don’t know what caused me to change.  No, I take that back.  My head has always won.

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