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Gang Stalking – …don’t drink from the cup of bitterness…

A. Philip Randolph, U.S. civil rights leader, 1963

A. Philip Randolph, U.S. civil rights leader, 1963 (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Civil Rights March on Washington, D.C. [Leader...

Civil Rights March on Washington, D.C. [Leaders of the march posing in front of the statue of Abraham Lincoln, Lincoln Memorial.], 08/28/1963 (Photo credit: The U.S. National Archives)

Civil Rights March on Washington, leaders marc...

Civil Rights March on Washington, leaders marching from the Washington Monument to the Lincoln Memorial (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Photograph of the President's meeting with the...

Photograph of the President’s meeting with the leaders of the March onWashington. Left to Right Willard Wirtz, Martin Luther King, Jr., Eugene Carson Blake, John F. Kennedy, Lyndon Baines Johnson, Walter Reuther. Others not in order: A. Philip Randolph, John Lewis, Whitney Young, Mathew Ahmann, Joachin Prinz, Roy Wilkins, Floyd McKissick (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

God, am I popular!  I had 60 spams for online dating.  Did the idiots really think I’d open any of them?

Today is the 50th anniversary of the March on Washington.  The march was led by Martin L. King, Jr. and over 250,000 people attended.  On August 28, 1963, Dr. King stated: Let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred.  I can truly say, this man had a very forgiving heart considering all  the things that happened during the Klu Klux Klan era in the South.  He was willing to forgive all those people who hated him because of his color.

Well, I must honestly say, this is hard for me to do.  I’m sure that my life has not been as difficulty as Dr. King’s, but my heart is not as forgiving.

I drink a lot from the cup of bitterness.   I really don’t want to drink from it, but it’s hard not to when I have such miserable people making my life a living hell every day. I guess I don’t have the forgiving spirit Dr. King had.  I’m very flawed when it comes to forgiving. I wasn’t always this way, but I’ve learned  bitterness from the evil that entered my life five years ago. In some ways, Dr. King was luckier than I.  He had a lot of friends who stood by him, and I’m sure that made his life bearable.  I, however, have no one I can turn to.  No matter who I try to befriend, it turns out bad.  The only thing I have left is hate and bitterness toward those who want to destroy me.

I wish Dr. King was still around, maybe we’d have someone who’d listen to us.  Someone who’d stand up for us targets. There are no Dr. kings today.  Just a lot of psychos who care only about becoming famous.

Martin Luther King, Jr.

Martin Luther King, Jr. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)who only want to be famous and could not care less about what is happening to us.

So, I don’t want to drink from the cup of bitterness, but it helps when I have nothing else.

I have a dream, too.  That some day the targeting that is happening to us targets ends.

And I hope that Best Buy goes out of business soon.  Best Buy doesn’t deserve to be in business with all the cheating it does to its customers.

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In front of 170 W 130 St., March on Washington...

In front of 170 W 130 St., March on Washington, l to r, Bayard Rustin, Deputy Director, and Cleveland Robinson, Chairman of Administrative Committee / World Telegram & Sun photo by O. Fernandez. (Photo credit: Wikip ihttp://neverending1.WordPress.com

Gang Stalking – “Big Brother Is Watching You.”

Cover of "Nineteen Eighty-Four"

Cover of Nineteen Eighty-Four

English: Woman with sign "Dance like Big ...

English: Woman with sign “Dance like Big Brother isn’t watching” on the edge of a dance party at Occupy Seattle, Westlake Park, Seattle, Washington, USA. DJ Riz at the turntables. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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Category:George Orwell Category:Nineteen Eighty Four (Original text : George Orwell, 1984. This self-made image is based on a picture that appears in an old acreditation for the BNUJ.) Picture of George Orwell taken from File:GeoreOrwell.jpg. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I remember reading the book “1984”.  I picked it up one day at the library.  I had to do a book report for my 8th grade class and the title of the book  attracted me.  There weren’t too many books with a year as its title.

At the time I read the book, what the author wrote did not really sink in.   But I recently re-read it and could not believe how close to my current life the book is.

I’m sure a lot of you read the book, or know about it.

If you haven’t read the book, the year is 1984.  The name of the place is Oceania (England). Oceania is run by a totalitarian government.

A man by the name of  Winston Smith lives in Oceania in a rundown apartment building. He’s 39-years old, sickly, and works for the government in the Ministry of Truth.  His job is to change the history of Oceania and make it appear to be true, even though it is not.  The government wants to make people believe that everything it said has always come true.   If  people believe the government has always been right, it is easier to convince them that what the government says is true.  It makes it easier for the government to rule the people and not have them question the government on anything.

So people in Oceania don’t doubt anything the government says and live in a world where the government controls all their actions.

At the beginning, Winston Smith believed everything the government said, but he begins to have doubts about what  the truth really is.

The government watches the people 24/7, and is known as Big Brother.  Big Brothers takes care of everything.  It creates food shortages to inflame hatred of the people toward the people known as proles.  It also forbids sexual contact.  And every day, the government has two-minute hate rallies.  It rallies the people against rival nations and people.  It encourages children to take part in the rallies.

Now, if you’ve read the book, you know the things that happen in the book are very much like the things  the government is doing to us.

Our government turns people against us; it denies us sexual freedom.  We can’t engage in sex with anyone because we’re constantly watched.  It turns children against us.  We have 24 hour surveillance.  Big Brother is always watching us.  Just as in the book, we have cameras watching us.  We have to be very careful of what we say and watch, because it will be held against us.  As in the book, the “thought police” are listening to everything we say.

The government creates sexual frustration in us and incites people to hate us.  The frustration builds up in us and eventually the government hopes we’ll take our frustration out  against other people. The government can then put us away in prison  or put us in a mental health facility.

That’s how the government in the book keeps the people in line.  And that’s how our government today keeps the people in line. Turning us against each other instead of  turning us against the government.

This way, the government can go ahead and do what it wants and the people will not protest anything it’s does.

The people turn their frustration toward the targets instead of turning their frustration toward the government.  The government gets a free pass.

The book “1984” is so current as to what’s happening today that’s it’s scary.  It gives me chills to think that what was written as fiction is coming true.

George Orwell was way ahead of his time.

I recommend you read “1984” again, or if you’ve never read it, read it.  You’ll see your life in this book.   “1984” has finally arrived.  And we targets are part of it.

Remember:  BIG BROTHER IS WATCHING YOU.

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – Where is God when I need him?

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Ripley's Believe it or Not, NYC
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Here I am sitting on the bus.  I’m just sitting here not bothering anyone.  But soon, I feel a blast of electricity hit me.  I look up. There’s a man’s reflection on the computer monitor on the bus, and he’s watching me.  He looks away when he sees me looking at him.  He’s trying to figure out my location so he can hit me with his weapon.  I look down, and quickly look up again.  I catch him looking at me again.  He’s still trying to get my location.  The bus is full of these jerks trying to make me their target.

I can’t go anywhere without running into these animals.  I just don’t get it.  How can people be so evil?  These people know nothing about me (except for the lies the U.S. government has told them).  They’ve never spoken with me, nor interacted with me.  They don’t know the first thing about me, but, yet, I see such hatred for me in their faces.

How can people be so ignorant?  The U.S. government has told all these people a lot of lies about me.  And they believe every one of the lies.  Why don’t they ask me if the things the government has told them are true.

Do these people think that the U.S. government has never lied about anything?  Throughout history the government has lied and tortured different groups.

It just never stops the harassment.  Not for a minute.  I’m living in hell.  I think I’ve died and ended up in hell,  and the people who harass me are devils.  How else can I explain the evil done to me by these people?

Where is God when I need him?

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