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Gang Stalking – Damn the U.S. government!

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This map shows the result of an Eurobarometer poll conducted in 2005. The colors indicated the percentage of people in each country who answered “I believe there is a God” in the interview. The countries marked in grey were not included in the poll. See also Image:Europe-atheism-2005.png for percentage of people who answered “I don’t believe there is any sort of spirit, God or life force” in the same poll. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Stomach diagram in Inkscape.

Stomach diagram in Inkscape. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I just had my computer repaired,  but every day when I turn on my computer, I can feel the acid in my stomach.  Will the computer work today?  Or will it crash again?  I don’t know from minute to minute if  I’ll able to use it. It’s really stomach churning to wonder if in the middle of my blog  it will just die.  Or will I be able to finish my blog?  And how long will it take me to finish my blog today?  And how many times will I have to restart it because it’s been deleted?  This is what I experience every day. Sometimes, I’m tempted just to just say “the hell with it” and give up on my blog.  I say to myself  “is this blog worth writing?”  Is the acid building up in my stomach worth it? [The bastards just deleted (3 times) what I typed, but thanks to WordPress, a draft saved] My answer is always “yes.”  I remember when my gang stalking began, it was another blogger  who helped me through a very difficult time.  He no longer writes his blog because of all the hacking of his computer.  But I can tell you, I’m going to continue writing.  No jerk is going to knock me off my computer.  They can delete my blog a hundred times and a hundred times over I will rewrite it.  If the blogger hadn’t written about gang stalking, who knows what might have happened to me?

I write this blog to help those who have no idea what is happening to them.  I know a few targets who didn’t know about gang stalking and ended up in a mental health facility.   They were put on pills, and treated like crazy people.   All the time, they were not crazy.  They were just convinced they were crazy.  So if I can prevent some one from having that happen to him, I’ll put up with the stomach acid and keep retyping my blog. It’s  a small thing to suffer in the scheme of things.

I sometimes wonder if there’s a God.  And if there is a God, why does he let things like this happen? Why does he let things like this happen to good people?  People who  never harmed anyone?  People who lived an ordinary life and did no harm?  People who cared about the less fortune.   People who paid their taxes.  People who didn’t steal. People who lived their lives without judging others?

I know we targets are not angels, but most of us are decent, hard-working people.  And for living a life of decency, this is what we get in return.   We get abused by the U.S. government.  Damn the U.S. government!  Damn it!

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Gang Stalking – Lies told about you: alcoholic, mentally ill, etc.


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September is Library Card Sign-up Month

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If you read my blog, you know that I was thrown out of the library a year ago.  I wrote in my blog  that as soon as my time was up, I’d head straight for the library and get a library card.

Well, my year is up.  I headed for the library with the card someone accused me of stealing.  As I got closer to the library, my nerves were getting the better of me.  I didn’t know how things would go.  Would they me let back into the library, and if they didn’t, how would I react?  As I walked up the stairs of the library,  I held my head high and walked into the library. My legs began to shake.  I opened the door and almost hit myself.  I walked over to the girl at the front desk and handed her my card.  The card I ‘d been accused of stealing.  She said to me, “It says here you used foul language and used someone else’s I.D.  I replied, “That card is the one I was accused of stealing and that is my card.  And I did not use anyone’s I.D.”   She replied, “Well, I have to talk with the supervisor and see if it’s all right to give you a new card.”  She came back with the woman who’d thrown me out of the library.  I have to tell you I was not too happy to see her.  She’d set me up to get me thrown out of the library, and she knew I didn’t do anything.

She told the girl it was all right to give me a new library card.  The girl asked her, “Does she have to pay for a new card? She didn’t lose her card.”   The woman replied, “No.  We’re giving her a break.”  I responded, “Giving me a break! How?”  The woman responded, “By not charging you.”  The woman had set me up, thrown  me out of the library and lied about me using foul language.  Give me a break!

While I was waiting for my library card, the supervisor brought over a security guard.  She was talking to him, and telling him I should be watched. Later on, when I was downstairs waiting to use the computer, I caught him trying to take a picture of me. When I saw him, I said, “Do you want me to pose for you?”  The security guard laughed and said he was not taking a picture of me. If he was not trying to take a picture of me that means he was trying to use his phone to hit me.

I’m writing about the incident at the library because this is the sort of thing that will happen to you as a target. There is nothing the savages won’t do to you.  You’ll get thrown out of libraries, stores, community centers, buses, etc.  You’ll  never be  left alone.  And the lies they tell about you are outrageous. Lies like you’re very violent, an alcoholic, on medication for mental illness, called a Lesbian, or a pedophile, if you’re a man.  They’ll lie and say you’re a thief, sex addict, and any nasty thing they can pin on you.  Whatever evil is in the world, they’ll say you committed.  They’ll slander your reputation non-stop.  You go from being a decent, hard-working, honest, don’t bother anyone kind of person, to one that is the scum of the earth.  A person that is so bad that you need  to  be under surveillance  24/7.

They’ll screw you in any way they can. None of them has an ounce of humanity.  They’ve been told to treat targets  like dirt and they do.  They enjoy it.  Finally, they’ve been given power they never had before and take full advantage of it. If they could get away with killing you, I’m sure they would.

If you’re new to targeting, you will experience a lot of incidents as the one I did above.  Every minute of the rest of your life will make you think you died and went straight to hell. And as far as I can tell, it never ends.   Some people have been victims of gang stalking for over 40 years, for most of their lives.  So gang stalking is  nothing new.  Because of 9/11 and the terrorists (and the Patriot Act in the U.S.),  a lot more citizens have become targets.

I wish I could give you good news and tell you things will get better, but they won’t.  If anything, they’ll probably get worse as time goes by.