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Gang Stalking – And so it begins…
And so it begins…
Wherever I’ve live, there comes a point where the manager begins to come up to my apartment and tell me all the complaints she has from tenants about me. These people can make all the noise they want, but don’t I dare to retaliate, because, of course, the perps will go to the office and complain to the manager. She, of course, knows what’s going on and is only too happy to use her power as an apartment manager to come up to my apartment and start warning me about the noise. She will tell me that a lot of tenants are complaining about the noise. She ignores all the noise the perps make and if I mention that they’re the ones who are making the noise, she will set me straight by telling me that they’re doing no such thing. They’re all angels! I’m naturally the “bad” one.
The perps above me make noise all night long. He wears heavy-duty shoes and walks around with them all night long. The woman comes downstairs and stamps her feet every time she passes my window. There’s a sensor in the area in front of my window and the noise travels into my apartment. The floor vibrates and I can hear her foot steps as if they are in my apartment. Her foot steps sound as if they’re coming from my apartment and the people downstairs think I’m making the noise. They also know I’m not making the noise, but they want to make sure that it sounds as if I’m making the noise. They immediately go to the manager and complain about all the noise.
And once this thing about the manager coming up to my apartment begins, there’s no let up. I’ll begin to see the manager more often, and every time I see her, she will have a complaint about me. Eventually, it will lead to her telling me to stop making noise and harassing the tenants, or I’ll be evicted. This happens everywhere I go. Not once has it not happened. I’ll not be allowed to defend myself. I’ll be told every time that no one is harassing me and it’s my imagination.
So now that it’s began, I’ll have absolutely no peace. It’ll be more and more harassment every day. I don’t know how much worse it can get. I don’t have moment when I can relax. And I’ll begin getting notices that I’ll be evicted if I don’t stop harassing the “angels”.
If there’s a God out there, why doesn’t he help? I’m truly tired of all the b.s. It just never ends!!!!
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Gang Stalking – Come clean, National Security Agency!
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They’ve been after my computer for a while, but I’ve managed to keep it going. Last night, the hacker perps tried to crash it, but I caught them in time and was able to keep the computer going. Sometimes, I wish the bastards would kill me, because I’m not going to kill myself, or kill someone else.
Anyway, way before Edward Snowden told Americans about what the government is doing to Americans, re hacking their phones, computers, emails, tweets, I told you all about what was occurring. Go through my older blogs and you’ll see I wrote about hacking way back then. Of course, no one paid much attention. I’m just a crazy woman who complains about people following her around, and government harassing her.
Ha! To me Edward Snowden is a Godsent gift to my life. He confirmed what I’d been writing about for three and a half years. Now, people everywhere know the truth and are listening to what’s really happening to citizens in the U.S. Of course, there are still people who think what the government is doing is all right. They make remarks like “I’m not doing anything so why should I care if they hack my phone, email, tweets, computer?” Don’t these people realize it’s all about an American’s freedom not to be under constant surveillance? If the government is listening to what someone is saying, what’s the next step? The next step is what’s occurring to me. Not only constant surveillance of phone, computer, tweets, emails, but totally taking over one’s life, which is what they’ve done to me.
Now that Americans are aware of what’s going on, the U.S. suddenly announces that 21 Americans embassies are under watch. Doesn’t anyone else find this strange? Put out information that American citizens will be under attack and take away attention from the National Security Agency. Isn’t it convenient that terrorist plots are happening in so many places?
The government wants to divert attention somewhere else so we all forget about the National Security Agency and all it’s snooping. Of course, they want Americans to fall for the bait. The government wants to show us how caring it is. It cares about us by keeping us safe. There’s that word again “safe”. The government knows that if it uses the word “safe”, Americans will stop worrying about other things and concentrate on the government keeping us safe.
The terrorist threats, I believe, are not going to happen. The government is trying to scare us all.
And why would the terrorists be so stupid as to use phones to communicate with each other and let the U.S. government know what’s they’re going to do. The terrorists must know that the U.S. government is listening in on phone calls, following theirs tweets, hacking their computers and reading their emails. I don’t think the terrorists are that stupid.
I’m still waiting for the government to tell us about those 54 terrorist acts that were stopped by National Security Agency. That’s a lot of terrorist acts. Come clean, National Security Agency.
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Gang Stalking – I wanted to kick ass today!
I just want to correct something I wrote yesterday. I wrote that Edward Snowden’s request to Ecuador for asylum was a go. That’s not the case. He’s asked for asylum and Ecuador is reviewing his request. So if he’s not granted asylum by Ecuador he’ll have to find another country. But I have a feeling, Ecuador will grant his request.
Today, I really wanted to kick some ass. The perps were all over me today. They always are, but sometimes they get on my nerves more than other days.
I was walking by a supermarket and there was an Asian family in front of me pushing a cart. I was right behind them, about two feet behind. The Asian family stopped and did something. I kept on walking straight ahead, and then I saw what they’d done. The boy, who looked about thirteen years old, dumped soda and ice right in my path. The perps threw it in my way so I’d fall. But I didn’t fall. I’m always looking down when I walk.
And then I was sitting by the bus stop looking into a wall, and a loud obnoxious man stood right next to me, he stood very close to me and tried to get my attention. He cleared his throat very loudly, stomped his foot, shook the bus bench, spit at my feet and did all kinds of things to annoy me. I ignored him.
I was walking along the block where I live and a woman came toward me shaking her ass and with her chest three-quarters out of her bra. I really don’t know why she bothered to wear a bra. Her breasts were practically falling out of her bra. As she passed, she tried to get my attention. I almost went into a pole trying to avoid the b—h.
I went into one of the supermarkets and I had men, women, kids trying to goad me into doing something. Wherever I went, they stood an inch away from me and aped things I do in my apartment.
I got on the bus and sat in the back. As soon as I sat down, almost everybody on the bus moved to the back. They all began talking loudly and making remarks about me.
The bus driver put the air conditioner on heat and kept revving the brakes. And when he drove, he made sure that I had to hold on to my seat or I’d fall.
This is just half of the things I had to put up with today. I hope to God every one of the miserable pieces of human waste…well, I better keep that to my self.
Oh, and I have to turn on my network modem every two minutes. The hackers keep removing the modem.
Another great day, and probably another great night, in Perplandia. B——s!
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Gang Stalking – God’s in hiding.
Creation of the Sun and Moon by Michelangelo, face detail of God. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
Don’t you just love being the center of attention every time you come into view? Everywhere we go, people have to stop and stare at us. They look at us as if we’re creatures from outer space. And then they all begin talking to each other about us as if we’re not there. The other day I went into a store and I heard a woman say, “Is that her? What is she doing in here?” Where the hell is it that I’m supposed to go if not into a store to buy something? Did she mean I’m not suppose to show my face? Am I suppose to stay out of sight? Hide like a coward? No, not me. I will show my face and go wherever I want. No one is going to force me to stay where they want me to stay.
I sometimes wonder where God is? People tell me that God will save us, but he hasn’t shown his face in a long time.
No insult to anyone who’s religious, but where was God when 9/11 happened? When all those innocent people became ashes.
Where was God when the Boston Marathon happened?
Where was God during the Holocaust?
Where was God a long time ago when thousands of American Indians were slaughtered?
Where is God now when millions of starving African children are dying?
I don’t want to put anyone’s religion down, but I have a problem believing that there’s a God.
Maybe God has given up on all of us. Maybe he’s become tired of all the b.s. he has to put up with.
I know I have.
Maybe God’s in hiding. And I don’t blame him. I’d hide, too, if I were him.
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Gang Stalking – It makes me angry I have to live my life alone.
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Sometimes, I get really, really angry that every day I have to wake up to the miserable life I’m living. I know my day will be one miserable hour after another. I know wherever I go someone will be around trying to abuse me. Someone I never met, and never will, will feel free to mistreat me in any way he/she feels.
It makes me angry that I can’t have any friends.
It makes me angry that I no longer have a family in my life.
It makes me angry that I can’t get a decent job. A job where there is no workplace mob.
It makes me angry that I can’t find a place to live where someone will not torture me.
It makes me angry that anything I value someone steals.
It makes me angry that there’s no place I can go where no one will not know me.
It makes me angry that I have no privacy in my home. I’m even watched in the bathroom.
It makes me angry that everywhere I go some perp watches everything I do.
It makes me angry that I can’t have a relationship with a man.
It makes me angry that I can’t enjoy the holidays.
It makes me angry that I can’t travel to get away from the perps.
It makes me angry my computer’s hacked, my phone.
It makes me angry my mail’s read before I get it.
It makes me angry every package I receive someone opens.
It makes me angry I can’t buy clothes that won’t be torn, or stolen .
It makes me angry that my apartment’s broken into every single day.
It makes me angry I have to put up with the government’s harassment, and I haven’t done a damn thing.
It makes me angry that the U.S. government is not what everybody thinks it is.
It makes me angry that the U.S. is not free.
It makes me angry that U.S. is full of liars.
It makes me angry that the U.S. government is so corrupt.
It makes me angry that no one believes what’s happening to me and others.
It makes me angry that I live in a place full of sheep.
It makes me angry that I can’t get help from police, ACLU, FBI, police.
It make me angry that I trust no one.
It makes me angry that I have to live my life alone.
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Gang Stalking – Grinding my teeth to stay sane.
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I think I’m going to lose my teeth. I grind my teeth a lot. I grind my teeth to stop myself from lashing out at the perps. I grind my teeth to keep myself from saying something that will get me in trouble. I grind my teeth to keep myself quiet as I walk along the street surrounded by a group of perps. I grind my teeth to keep myself from turning around and slapping one of them. Grinding my teeth keeps me from doing something I’ll regret. Thank God for teeth. What would I do if I didn’t have teeth? There’s a reason why we were given such strong teeth. It’s to keep us sane.
Everywhere we go, we’re piranhas(fish who are very vicious). People to be dumped on. To be dumped on by a group of miserable individuals who take out their anger on us. People who have low self-worth and feel better dumping on others, especially targets. They don’t worry about the consequences, because there are none. They can do to us whatever they will. Police, government, ACLU, human rights organizations will not stand up for us targets. The perps will not be arrested or have anything done to them. They know they’re safe doing whatever they wish to us. These miserable people really enjoy their role of harassers. It gives them power over others. They can dump on someone who is on a higher level of hate than them.
How naïve these people are. They’re so full of their own importance. They attend meetings with others like themselves, socialize and reinforce each other’s importance. So they carry on full of their own importance and what great work they’re doing for the crooked U.S. government. They never give thought to what they’re doing. No, thinking would get in the way of their importance. And they want to keep feeling importance. There’s no way they’re going to give that up. They’d have to go back to being regular people with no importance. It’s a fate worse than death for these miserable people.
So I guess I have to keep grinding my teeth to stay sane. I hope I don’t lose my teeth.
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Gang Stalking – Where are you God?
- Creation of the Sun and Moon by Michelangelo, face detail of God. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
Lately, I must admit I’m not feeling my best, but believe me, I’m not going to do anything to myself. I wouldn’t give the perps the pleasure of my death.
I guess I’ve been depressed because nothing in my life is going to change no matter how many times I move. The realization finally hit me hard! No matter where I go, gang stalking will go on and get even worse. I knew all this before I moved, but I hoped, just hoped, that it would change. And, of course, nothing changed. It only gets worse, if that’s possible, but it did.
My new apartment looks a lot better, and I have more room, but looking better doesn’t always equate to a place being better. It’s like when you meet someone very attractive and you attribute good things to that person, and then find out that the good-looking person is really a creep. So I hoped, that since my new apartment looked so much better than my old one, that there would be less gang stalking. But that’s turned out not be the case.
Since day 1, this apartment has been a miserable place. I get hit from more directions than I used to. I get hit from my right, my left, downstairs, the roof, across the street, diagonally across from me. You name the direction, someone is aiming something at me. And believe me, these people here are rotten to the core. And having to deal with a bunch of kids who are also rotten to the core, just makes me sad. I think about what our future is going to be like when these kids get older. They’ll probably be worse than their parents. Most of the kids don’t have any empathy for anyone or anything. They’ve grown up in a world where everything is about them, and no one else counts. All I can say, I pity all us targets. Our gang stalking is only going to get worse with the kids coming up.
The best we can hope for, is that someone comes along and makes what’s happening to us a priority. But I’m realistic enough to know that’s not going to happen. It hasn’t happened all these years, and I doubt if it’s going to happen in the future. So all of us have to suffer in silence until something happens to us, or we die.
Some of you believe in a God, and that’s good, and I’m not knocking your belief. But I can’t say I do, no matter how hard I try. If there’s a God, how can he let what’s happening to us continue?
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Gang stalking – It’s hard keeping my mouth shut.
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I really hate going to the doctor. I have slightly elevated blood pressure and the doctor is always giving me appointments to go visit him. I’m sure if I didn’t have insurance, I’d probably never see him. What I don’t like about going to doctor, is the looks I always get from his workers. Every time I go into the office, they all come out to look at me. It seems there’s a new group of workers every time I visit the office. When they find out I’m in the office, they come out, begin talking loudly and watch me out of the corner of their eye. And, there’s always the loud laughter. I don’t know if they’re making jokes about me, or they’re just laughing to annoy me. I’m sure it’s both. I just keep my head down and think really nasty thoughts about all of them. If they only knew the names I call them, they wouldn’t laugh. Sometimes, I have to keep myself from laughing out loud. They’re not the only that can make fun of someone, I can, too.
On my way home, I go into the store I hate. The cashiers are the same way as the workers in the doctor’s office. As soon as I enter, loud music, loud people, and security guard follows me around. And wherever I go in the store, I have a lot of company. If I stop at the meat section and check the meat over, someone will pop up right next to me and just, of course, have to stand really close to me. They do it to annoy me so I’ll leave. But I don’t leave. I’ll stand in the same spot to annoy the hell out of them. Eventually they get tired of waiting for me to leave, and take off.
I get home, more perps waiting for me. They start beeping their car horns, begin talking and laughing loudly. They stand right in my way when I’m going up the stairs, and more laughing. As I walk to my apartment, everyone has his garbage out in front of his door. Every single one of them. Can you imagine if where you live, everyone put his garbage in front of his apartment door? It looks really nasty. Some of the garbage containers don’t even have covers on them. All that garbage attracts pigeons, vermin. I’m thinking of putting my garbage out in front of my door, too. I get to my door and someone has dug garbage from some I threw out and has put it in the door slit. Oh, what a nice present! I’m just so excited. Don’t any of these people work? I guess not, their job is watching me.
I rush into my apartment and quickly close my door. I know I’m on the edge of opening my mouth and saying something to the perps. I don’t want to make them happy by giving them something to talk about. Thank God! I made it into my apartment without opening my mouth. Success!
By the way, Bill Clinton is visiting Las Vegas tomorrow. I have tickets to see him. I wish I had a camera that worked so I could take pictures. Maybe I’ll buy one of those “cheapie” ones that I can use only once. There aren’t too many times that one gets a chance to see an ex-president. Las Vegas is a swing state and everyone’s been here visiting us. Last week is was President Obama.
Well, until tomorrow.
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Gang Stalking – Damn the U.S. government!
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This map shows the result of an Eurobarometer poll conducted in 2005. The colors indicated the percentage of people in each country who answered “I believe there is a God” in the interview. The countries marked in grey were not included in the poll. See also Image:Europe-atheism-2005.png for percentage of people who answered “I don’t believe there is any sort of spirit, God or life force” in the same poll. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
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I just had my computer repaired, but every day when I turn on my computer, I can feel the acid in my stomach. Will the computer work today? Or will it crash again? I don’t know from minute to minute if I’ll able to use it. It’s really stomach churning to wonder if in the middle of my blog it will just die. Or will I be able to finish my blog? And how long will it take me to finish my blog today? And how many times will I have to restart it because it’s been deleted? This is what I experience every day. Sometimes, I’m tempted just to just say “the hell with it” and give up on my blog. I say to myself “is this blog worth writing?” Is the acid building up in my stomach worth it? [The bastards just deleted (3 times) what I typed, but thanks to WordPress, a draft saved] My answer is always “yes.” I remember when my gang stalking began, it was another blogger who helped me through a very difficult time. He no longer writes his blog because of all the hacking of his computer. But I can tell you, I’m going to continue writing. No jerk is going to knock me off my computer. They can delete my blog a hundred times and a hundred times over I will rewrite it. If the blogger hadn’t written about gang stalking, who knows what might have happened to me?
I write this blog to help those who have no idea what is happening to them. I know a few targets who didn’t know about gang stalking and ended up in a mental health facility. They were put on pills, and treated like crazy people. All the time, they were not crazy. They were just convinced they were crazy. So if I can prevent some one from having that happen to him, I’ll put up with the stomach acid and keep retyping my blog. It’s a small thing to suffer in the scheme of things.
I sometimes wonder if there’s a God. And if there is a God, why does he let things like this happen? Why does he let things like this happen to good people? People who never harmed anyone? People who lived an ordinary life and did no harm? People who cared about the less fortune. People who paid their taxes. People who didn’t steal. People who lived their lives without judging others?
I know we targets are not angels, but most of us are decent, hard-working people. And for living a life of decency, this is what we get in return. We get abused by the U.S. government. Damn the U.S. government! Damn it!
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