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Gang Stalking – Who knows what gift tomorrow will bring?

English: Yin yang picture Español: Yin yang

English: Yin yang picture Español: Yin yang (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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Franklin Delano Roosevelt, 1933. Lietuvių: Franklinas Delanas Ruzveltas (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.”  Franklin D. Roosevelt.

The other day, Wednesday, the hackers tried to make my computer crash.  I was able, with luck, to   stop it.  They’re doing a job on my computer, adding more viruses, changing my windows updates, changing my browser, deleting my blog, etc. I’m not able to get into some programs.  Every time I try to re-blog something, it doesn’t always work. I can’t upload anything, and not able to download YouTube.

Basically, all I can do is type my blog and try to send it out into the world. This doesn’t always work.  I spend a lot of time re-sending my blog and making corrections to whatever changes the hackers make to my blog.

But I stick in there and don’t let them stop me. I go with the flow.

Since the hackers can’t  turn off the computer, they’ve imported a camera into it.  Any time I enter a site, I can see the camera moving around in my computer.  The hackers shoot every site I visit.  I removed it once, they’ve reinstalled it. Now, where it is I don’t know, and I don’t care.

They also keep turning off my internet service.  Somehow, I’ve managed to keep my internet service on. At one time, I would not have  been able to do this, but now I can.

Every day, I spend more time evading and trying to repair my computer than I do anything else.

But there’s a good outcome to this.  I’ve learned a lot about how to fix my computer.  I’ve learned more about my computer than if I’d taken a computer class.  We all learn by experience, and by experiencing hacking, I’ve learned things I would not learn in a computer class.   Sometimes life throws us curves, and we have to deal with it.

So don’t give up on your computer. Don’t let the hackers scare you or push you around. Stand your ground, and you can win.

There’s good and bad to everything in life; the yin and yang of life.

I’m also learning patience.  As a former New Yorker, it’s not a virtue I have.

But from experience we learn and grow.  And I’ve grown a bit from the lessons I’ve learned in trying to evade the hackers. Who would have thought I could learn something from the hackers?

Life is strange with its twist and turns. Who knows what gifts tomorrow will bring?

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Gang Stalking – A target’s hellish experience of looking for an apartment.

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After America (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

English: Interior of Boulevard Gardens, an apa...

English: Interior of Boulevard Gardens, an apartment complex in Woodside, New York (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

English: The La Reserve Apartment Complex

English: The La Reserve Apartment Complex (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I haven’t begun looking for an apartment.  I’ve gone through the rental ads, but haven’t actually looked at any apartments.  The thought of  looking for an apartment makes me sick.  I can see it now.  Wherever I go, there will be at least 20 people in their cars, or more, following me.  There is nothing these people will not do to keep track of me. They will make illegal u-turns, run through red lights, go over lawns, almost run  people over, go up one way streets, run over dogs, old women, kids, etc.  Think of all the chase scenes you’ve seen in movies, that’s what will be happening to me. I mean, after all, the world might come to an end if they lose me.  I am so important in keeping America safe.  They just have to keep America safe from dangerous criminals like me.  God forbid they should lose sight of me!

Once I decide on an apartment complex I’m interested in seeing, they’ll wait by the sideline, or get the number of the complex and let the manager know how dangerous the criminal sitting in front of her/him is, or will be.  I can always tell when a manager gets the call. I’ll be sitting with the manager and she’s  telling me about the complex, and then the phone rings.  And I see the look on her  face change.  She’ll look into my face and try to make-believe that she’s not talking about me.  Her whole demeanor becomes stilted.  She’s  no longer relaxed, no matter how she tries to bluff her way through the call. ( And then when I leave the manager’s office, they’ll (agents) walk into the office and show the manager their badge.  The badge that will make the manager a true believer of what she’s been told on the phone.  The managers never check the badges.  I wonder how many of the badges they show are for real?   Just take out a badge and the world is yours.)

Once they get off the phone, their Spiegel changes.  They’re no longer as nice as they were a few minutes ago.  They hurry me through their sales talk. Some of them won’t even ask as me if I’m interested in the apartment, they’ll just tell me that they have somewhere to go.  And if I get lucky enough to get a look at an apartment, it’s usually the worse looking apartment in the whole complex.  And, of course, I’ll tell them that the apartment needs fixing.  They’ll reply that someone will clean and paint the apartment.  And when I go back to look at the apartment, it still a mess and nothing’s been done.

This is what I have to look forward to trying to find an apartment.  It’s bad enough when the gang stalkers follow me by foot, but by car it’s worse.  The last time I looked for an apartment, one of the gang stalkers almost ran me over.  And having to put with rental managers’ looks is another thing.  To see someone who is nice one minute and turn into a smirking jerk the next, makes me want to…  Well, it’s better if I say nothing.

I have to get myself mentally prepared for what I have to put up with the next  few days.  So I’m working on it.  I’m giving myself a lot of pep talks, getting myself physically fit and eating healthy things that will strengthen my mind. Because the mind is really where all the strength comes from.  A strong mind and nothing can stop me from finding an apartment. Wish me luck. It’s going to be a hellish experience!

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Gang Stalking – Off Topic – Would you ever fight over a sneaker?

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In Seattle, WA, several fights broke out at stores selling the new Air Jordan sneaker.  Like for many holiday sales, people began lining up the day before to reserve a spot and make sure they got the sneakers.

Would you ever wait in line overnight for something?  If so, what?

Standing in line to get a new pair of sneakers?  No way, no how.  I think most of the people who stood in line did it so they could say “they’re in with the latest style”.  As soon as the sneakers hit the ground, it’s old stuff and will become out of style, and everybody will start wearing them. It seems to be the American way to want to be the first at doing anything.

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Would I wait in line overnight for something?  Probably not, but I might do it for the experience. I’ve stood in lots of long lines in my life, but not at night waiting to buy something.  I’ve always liked doing odd things, and this experience fits into that category. Odd.

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