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Gang Stalking – God’s in hiding.

Creation of the Sun and Moon by Michelangelo, ...

Creation of the Sun and Moon by Michelangelo, face detail of God. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Don’t you just love being the center of attention every time you come into view?  Everywhere we go, people have to stop and stare at us.  They look at us as if we’re creatures from outer space.  And then they all begin talking to each other about us as if we’re not there.  The other day I went into a store and I heard a woman say, “Is that her?  What is she doing in here?”  Where the hell is it that I’m supposed to go if not into a store to buy something?  Did she mean I’m not suppose to show my face?  Am I suppose to stay out of sight?  Hide like a coward?  No, not me.  I will show my face and go wherever I want.  No one is going to force me to stay where they want me to stay.

I sometimes wonder where God is?  People tell me that God will save us, but he hasn’t shown his face in a long time.

No insult to anyone who’s religious, but where was God when 9/11 happened?  When all those innocent people became ashes.

Where was God when the Boston Marathon happened?

Where was God during the Holocaust?

Where was God a long time ago when thousands of American Indians were slaughtered?

Where is God now when millions of starving African children are dying?

I don’t want to put anyone’s religion down, but I have a problem believing that there’s a God.

Maybe God has given up on all of us.  Maybe he’s become tired of  all the b.s. he has to put up with.

I know I have.

Maybe God’s in hiding.  And I don’t blame him. I’d hide, too, if I were him.

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Gang Stalking – Off Topic -PostaDay 2011 – Do you think people should have the right to commit suicide?


English: "An Evening with Dr. Jack Kevork...

Death's gonna cold-cock you
Death’s gonna cold-cock you (Photo credit: _Madolan_)


Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis, the protagonist of...

Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis, the protagonist of Jackie O (Photo credit: Wikipedia)


What about euthanasia?


I read about Dr. Jack Kevorkian dying.  I’m surprise he didn’t commit suicide.  All his life he helped people end their lives by euthanasia.  He spent 18 years in jail for helping very sick people end their lives.


In my opinion, if someone is very sick and is no longer able to even sit up in bed, he/she should do what he feels is right.  What is the point of sticking around to suffer if you know the end is near.  My sister was very sick and died of ovarian cancer.   I saw how much suffering she went through.  She spent almost three years getting chemo therapy.  She put up with all the chemo because she loved her family and wanted to stay around and see her children grow up.  Toward the end, she was a skeleton of her former self.  She was so sick, it  made me very sad to look at her.  I never knew what to say to her.  What do you say to someone you love  and is dying? I really never thought she  die.  But she did.  She died in 1997.  One regret I don’t have is that I was in the hospital holding her hand when she died.  She did not die alone.  The worse part was seeing the doctor remove the tubes that kept her alive.  That’s when it hit me that she was really gone!


I think my sister would have opted for euthanasia if she had suffered for too long.  I remember during the time that she was sick, she told me  she thought Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis had arranged her own death.   A thought that had never occurred to me.   So I think my sister might have thought of euthanasia.  Jacqueline K. Onassis also died of cancer.  And I think my sister was right about J.K.O. arranging her own death.


In regard to how I feel about euthanasia, I feel it is  up to every person to decide how he/she  handles his/her own death.  It is not for me to judge how someone ends his/her life. I know some people are against someone committing suicide or euthanasia because of religious beliefs.  Every one is entitle to his own opinion.   It is only when death is close that we can decide what we want to do.


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