Gang Stalking – Just another exciting day at the doctor’s office.

At the doctor’s office today.

Patients and doctors using stairway, instead of elevator, to annoy me. They stomp their feet as they go up and down the stairs. They sound as if they weight 500 lbs. each. The sound system in the building is at a level to make anyone deaf. Elevator doors bang constantly. Loud radio playing. A lot of slamming doors.  People making sniveling noises through their noses. A lot of loud laughter.   Non-stop throat clearing. I’m getting hit electronically by the technicians. A lot of loud sighing by clerks. Telephone ringing non-stop.  Asked for my I.D. when no one else was, even though I’ve come  to this office for years. New doctors come out to look at me and laugh. Technicians giggling outside the doctor’s office. Air conditioner put on very cool while waiting for doctor to come into room, even though it’s very cold outside. Screeching cart wheels every time someone passes the doctor’s office. Cleaning people banging brooms around and talking loudly in Spanish. People from 3rd floor banging on the ceiling above my head. A lot of coughing (you know that stupid cough they do when we’re around). The doctor’s office sounds like a madhouse.

I complained to the doctor and he said that  it’s just the workmen doing their job. Yeah, sure they are. I know workmen make noise, but not as much as the workmen do when I’m around.

Just another exciting day at the doctor’s office.

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Gang Stalking – wish I could trust my doctor.

Well, I went back to the doctor today. I thought for sure he’d say something to me about showing up a day earlier than the appointment date. But he didn’t say a word. He did act very nervous, though. I told the doctor I was under a lot of stress. He asked me what the stress is about. I said I would tell him, but he would think I’m crazy. He said he would think no such thing. People always say that. That they’ll believe whatever I tell them, and once they hear what I’m telling them, they get quiet and tell me that no such thing is happening to me. I figure he’d be the  same  way. I told him that I really could use someone to talk with, but I haven’t found someone I can really trust. He’ s very patient with me every time I go see him, but I can feel his tension. I think it’s because he knows and probably wants to talk to me about what is happening, but doesn’t dare broach the subject. Maybe he would turn out to be a good guy, but so far, I haven’t run into any of them. I like him.

But as usual when I  visit his office, all the lowlifes act like a bunch of hoodlums. When I stepped into the waiting room, all of them turned to look at me and acted as if I had two eyes on my forehead. I got angry and asked them, “What are you looking at?”  All of them turned around in unison. I’m sick of being looked at in such a way that makes me feel that I’m  some  out of space creäture. Now I know how fish must feel being in a fish bowl all day, or how a movie star feels when her fans can’t get enough of her. I can tell you one thing, I would never want to be a movie star.  It’s a disgusting feeling  being in a fish bowl. I’m sure you targets all know the feeling. You can’ just walk by anonymously without someone being at your back or doing something, or laughing loudly when you pass by, or doing any number of things to annoy you.  You   want to pass by and be left alone. But no such  luck with us targets. Always some lowlife trying to make our life a living hell.

But, otherwise , the doctor visit went well. I only wish I could trust him.

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Gang Stalking- A day of confusion.

I know today is Tuesday, but for some reason when I woke up I thought it was Wednesday. And I didn’t check the calendar. And if I did check the calendar,  what good would it do to check the calendar?  It’s basically numbers, and if a person can’t remember if it’s Tuesday or Wednesday, it won’t help.

I don’t know if I got a subliminal message while I slept, or what?

But I embarrassed myself. I have a doctor’s appointment on Wednesday and headed for the doctor’s office today. I went up to the clerk and told her I had appointment with the doctor. She looked and couldn’t find my name for the day. I realized as I waited that it was Tuesday, not Wednesday. So I said to her, “Is it Tuesday or Wednesday?” She said, “It’s Tuesday.”  Embarrassing! I told her I’d be back tomorrow. The clerk got up and headed for the doctor’s office. I guess to tell him I’m losing it.

This is exactly the point where they want to get us to. A point where we can’t tell what day of the week it is, in what direction we should go, what we have to do, etc. We get so befuddled that we become totally confused.

And as I wrote yesterday, they’ve been on my back non-stop – stealing my keys, my bus I.D., keeping me awake at night, putting things in my food, driving me nuts at the library, and so on and on.

I’m surprised I can remember my name sometimes.

A computer gets overloaded and breaks down, so does the brain. My brain is on overload with what I have to remember to do. I don’t take it easy and don’t let the jerks stop me from doing what I want to do.

I need a long, long vacation away from all the jerks! But I know that’s impossible.

Now, I have to face the doctor tomorrow. I’m sure he’ll say something about me confusing the days.

I’ve never told the doctor anything about what’s happening to me, but he knows. All doctors know what’s happening to us targets.

So, I’ll face up to it and tell him I got my days confused. I’m sure I’m not the only one who ever mistook one day for another. But with us targets it’s different. It’s used against us. They use it to tell others we’re crazy. So be it. I know I’m not.

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Gang Stalking – How they laugh at us, but they’ll get their day in hell!

The saga of my glasses continues.

I went to the optometrist to him check my eyes on March 13. He prescribed glasses. I paid and the woman at the desk told me the glasses would be ready within 7 days. I thought that was a long time to get my glasses but didn’t say anything. I went back about  9-10  days later, giving them extra days to have them ready. I know how all companies like to screw with us targets. When I went  back, glasses weren’t ready. I was ready for that response. But I was  not  ready for the response I got from the doctor. He told  me that the glasses wouldn’t be ready for another two weeks or more. So I waited and went back yesterday, March 31, to check on my glasses. The woman at the desk couldn’t find them. She told me that she’d  seen them, but now she couldn’t find them. She got up and I heard her close the doctor to the doctor’s office. She came back and told me that the glasses were in another room and they were there to have me check them to make sure the glasses fit.   The woman  handed them to me, and I tried them on. The glasses were sun glasses! The glasses were for regular every day wear, not for the sun. The glasses were very dark. I’d ordered glasses with a very light tint for day wear. They took the glasses back and told me the glasses would be ready by Friday, April 4. She added a “maybe”.

If I get my glasses back on Friday, that will make 22 days to get the glasses, almost a month.  And if I don’t get them, it will probably add up to a month, or more.

I told the woman in the office not to put me on the list for repeat business.  I would definitely not return once I get my glasses.

I’m not surprised by the long wait. It’s happened over and over with anything I’ve ordered.

I swear these people are devils!  How they laugh at us and think they’re so funny. I can’t wait for the day they get their  day in hell, and then I’ll have the last laugh!

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Gang Stalking – Why 7 days to make a new pair of glasses?

As  target I hate going to doctors. I never liked going to them, but especially now as a target.  I never know what they’re going to do to me. I  don’t trust most of them anymore.

I had to have my eyes examined for glasses. I went to many places to find a doctor.  I walked out of a lot of places. I could tell nothing but perps in the places. Why should I pay good money to be abused?

I finally found a doctor’ office I felt comfortable in. But, of course, it takes a while for the harassment to begin. After the receptionist told me the doctor was able to see me that day, I sat down. Immediately, the door slamming began. One of the women kept coming in and out of the receptionist’s office and slamming  the door each time. I felt like walking out of the place, but I didn’t.  I tired of trying to find a doctor,  so I sat there.

The receptionist called my name and got all my info. A woman came out of the office who was going to give me my eye exam. The woman looked terrified.  I could see it in her face.  I went into the examination room and the receptionist went into the room with me. The receptionist watched me to make sure I didn’t do anything to the woman.  When I was through with my exam, the woman told me I would  be examined by another doctor.

I sat outside the reception area while I waited for the doctor. Again, the door slamming by everyone who went into the receptionist’s  office.

The doctor finished with the patient, passed by me and told he’d  be with me in a minute.  He went into the  men’s room.  The doctor, in passing, told me he was ready for me.

I went into the exam room, the doctor did a lot of tests on my eyes. Never have I  had my eyes examined  so thoroughly, plus, he was very interesting.

I finished with my exam, and directed to the section where I could select a pair of glasses.  All  the time,  the  receptionist followed me around, watching everything I did. I think she was afraid I’d steal a pair of glasses.  What good is a pair of glasses without the correct prescription?

I choose a pair of glasses I liked and paid for them.

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I went back into the reception area, and the receptionist told me, it would be 7 days before I got my glasses. Seven days! What!!!  Are we back in the 50s?  I walked out without saying anything. I knew if I asked why does it take 7 days to get a pair of new glasses I’d get angry.  With today’s technology, glasses can be ready in an hour and I have to wait 7 days?!! I also think they said 7 days because they think I might cheat them on the payment. This way, they get paid before I get my glasses.

So now I have to wait 7 days for a pair of glasses I know can be ready in an hour!!!

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Gang Stalking – You don’t own your private information.

Channel 10 (India) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

English: Official photograph portrait of former U.S. President George W. Bush. Português: Foto oficial de George W. Bush, presidente dos Estados Unidos da América. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I went apartment hunting again.  Next to finding a job, this must be the worse thing for targets.  Everywhere I go, I see the looks I get from everybody.  They  either act extremely friendly (sickening), or give me nasty looks.

I found an apartment I like, but the rent is too high.  My first concern is safety.  And this apartment was the safest one I’ve come across. Of course, there were perps everywhere, but at this place I’d be able to handle them. I wouldn’t have to look at any of them.  Only when I get my mail. The apartment’s surrounded by a hospital, diagnostic clinic and a grade school.  Which means at nighttime, I wouldn’t have to worry about a lot of people hanging around the complex. And it faces Channel 10 News. I think news people are too busy to perp someone when they’re working. And even if perps hang around, news people would be on the lookout for anything going on around them.

I was listening to the radio and got this info.  I thought you’d like to know about it.  Police no longer need a warrant to look at any information on your phone, your cloud, energy records, doctor’s records, etc. The court ruled that the information on a cloud belongs to the people who own the cloud.  Your energy records are not private, so they can be shown to anyone who needs info about you.  And your phone records are also not private. If the police want to know who you call, they have the right to the information without getting a warrant.  The idiots on the court took away all your rights. Whatever info someone wants, he can get it.  Also, if you hire a private detective to do some work for you, that’s also not private. The detective has to give up the information if police ask for the information.  Isn’t it nice to know that you don’t own your private information? A warrant is no longer needed for most things.   You can thank President Bush for this.

The thought of looking for an apartment tomorrow makes me want to scream.

Take care.

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Liar, Liar

Read DCMS2 targeting experience. She expresses what she’s going through very well. {NE1]

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I live the Big Lie.

The biggest Lie is when I go to my therapist and psychiatrist’s office.  We all lie.

We all Pretend.

They Pretend I have a Mental Illness so the gangstalking and Voice to Skull I get becomes “symptoms”.  No one gets to be accountable, no one suffers but me. I  pretend I’m Ill so I can get pills to help the relentless depression and anxiety, the constant escalating gangstalking produces.  I tried the fish oil and the vitamins.  They were Not Enough.

The Doctors dream up more and more excessive diagnoses for my “illness”…I become more “disabled” by the minute.  I’m halfway to mental retardation or complete insanity now.  I let them do it.  I can’t live without the pills that let me survive.

Three years ago the perps got me to such a low point I could not eat, could not sleep, could not sit…

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Gang Stalking – Perp dentists can ruin your teeth.

English: GUANTANAMO BAY, Cuba – Navy Cmdr. George Sellock, a dentist deployed with Joint Task Force Guantanamo’s Joint Troop Clinic, performs dental work on a Trooper’s tooth, May 13, 2009. The JTC is a first line aid station for JTF Guantanamo Troopers. (JTF Guantanamo photo by Army Spc. Cody Black) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Teeth of a model. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I need to get my teeth fixed. I have two cavities, but the thought of a perp dentist keeps me from fixing my teeth.

I’ve heard horror stories from other targets about how doctors messed with their teeth. How dentists removed the roots out of their teeth.  Implanted chips in their teeth. Purposely broke  teeth that were perfectly okay.  And grind down a tooth so much that the tooth become useless.

We targets cannot trust most doctors. I know I can’t trust the ones I have.  I know they’re perps.  You would think that if there’s someone we can trust, it would be a doctor.  But doctors are just as corrupt as everyone else.  We can’t trust any doctor to be honest with us, or really help us.  They’re on the government’s side when it comes to targeting.

It’s a scary though that we have to put our trust in a bunch of  doctors being told what to do by our own government. These doctors are nazis following the orders of a totalitarian government. The perp dentists can ruin your teeth.

Have any of you been to a dentist after you became a target?  What was your experience?  Did they do any damage to your teeth? Implant something in them?  Remove teeth that had nothing wrong with them?  Remove your root?

Let me know what your experience was, so I know what to expect.  Thanks.

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Gang Stalking – No tranquilizers, please.

Today as I was returning from the store, some little weasel spit on me.  I saw the spit coming and moved out-of-the-way.  I wanted to run after the weasel and beat the weasel out of him.  I controlled myself, because that’s exactly what they want me to do.  They’d call the police, tell the police I’m crazy, and before I know it , I’ll be put into some mental institution and turned into a zombie.  They’d fill my body with tranquilizers, and I’ll be in such a haze, they’ll be able to do anything they want to me. It’s happened to a lot of the T.I.s I know.

I know a T.I. lady who lost her house, because of the gang stalking.  She was so upset at losing her house, she checked herself into the hospital. Of course, she ended up on tranquilizers and she’s still on them.  She’s not aware that what she did, is exactly what they hoped she do.  Now she’s happily tranquilized and nothing bothers her.  Usually, when they’re able to get you on tranquilizers, they cut back on the gang stalking.  They get the target tranquilized out of oblivion.  That’s all they need.  Then when a target complains about being gang stalked, they can say the target is on tranquilizers, and how can anyone believe someone who is taking tranquilizers. They will say the  person is crazy, of course.

So I’m warning anyone who is a target, don’t take any tranquilizers.  Or any kind of medication that zonks you out.  They like having you in a zoned out state.  It’s what they work toward.  So far, they haven’t gotten me to take tranquilizers, although they been trying.  They got my doctor to ask me if I want to go on tranquilizers because of what I’m going through.  I firmly told him no. He hasn’t bothered me since then, because he knows I won’t take them.

So, targets out there, if you can, STAY AWAY FROM TRANQUILIZERS! I’m just giving you a warning.  Please heed what I say.  It’s for your own good. But, of course, you have free will, and you can do what you want.

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – Would you rather slow time, or speed it up? Part 2

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Would you rather have the ability to slow time when you want, or speed it up?

I wouldn’t pick either one.  I want the ability to slow time if I needed time to do something, or I’m some place I really like and am enjoying myself.  Then I’d want to slow time  as much as possible.  If I were in a situation that I didn’t like, I’d speed  time up.  For instance, if I’m somewhere where there were a lot of gang stalkers, I’d make sure time sped up really quickly.  I’d want to be out of the situation pronto.  The minutes would tick by so quickly, it be hard to think.  It might even break time itself.  Or I’m in a situation where I didn’t look forward to doing something, I’d speed up time to make it come quickly and get it over.  If I had a doctor’s appointment, I’d sure want to get the appointment over quickly.

I can’t pick one or the other.  I’d want both slow time and speed it up time.  Both would make life so much easier.

But if I have only one choice, I’d pick slow.  While speeding up time is good, I wouldn’t be able to relax.  I’d wear myself out with all the speed.  At least with slow time, I’d be able to relax.

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