Gang Stalking – It’s a lonely life…

A breeze in the curtains at Muleshoe Heritage Center (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Harassment City (Photo credit: Olivander)no, not the city, the federal government.

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Today, I got a response from simpleteenagethoughts who told me I should move from where I live.  I guess I’m not getting my message across.  I moved 6 times in one year.  How many more times do I have to move to be left alone?

She told me that I should just ignore what is happening to me.  I wish I could.  I would like nothing better than not to have to deal with the gang stalkers.  But how can I ignore something that’s done to me non-stop?  What’s occurring to me is not something that happens every week, month.  It is 24/7 harassment.  It just never stops. There is nothing I can do to get away from them.  It doesn’t matter where I move, where I go, where I eat, where I travel, they’re there.  The faces are different, but the harassment is the same.  People just don’t seem to understand how insidious what’s happening to me is.

I’m not allowed a minute to myself.  There is always someone following me around…trying to hit me, trying to make me lose my cool. That’s their main purpose, to drive me crazy.  I can’t even begin to mention all the people who, because of the gang stalkers, ended up in mental wards, lost their homes, their family, their jobs.  There are people who killed themselves because they prefer death over the harassment. Once this harassment happens to a person, there is no living life anymore. The gang stalkers are an ever-present evil.  Imagine the devil following you 24/7, that’s what our existence is like.

I wish  as simpleteenagethoughts wrote, I could put this gang stalking behind me and get on with my life.  I would like nothing better.  I would like my life back.

I dream of having a nice place to live –  to have pretty curtains on my window, colorful throw rugs all over my floor, a t.v., a couch where I can put my feet up, a bed, nice dishes, silverware, glasses, friends who can visit me, have a nice dinner at a table.  These are things I miss.  I don’t have any of these things anymore.

I sleep on a flattened air mattress, eat off  paper plates, have no curtains, walk on a dirty gray rug, have no t.v., no couch, no nice dinner dishes, and definitely have  no friends to visit me.  It’s a lonely life.

By the way, thank you simpleteenagethoughts for your reply.

P.S.  Today, the bastard who has taken over my computer, keeps trying to insert a woman whose breast are showing on my blog.  I keep deleting her, but he keeps adding her.  So I’m hitting Publish, I hope you don’t get what he’s trying to add.  Please let me know if you do.  Thank you.

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – Targets, you deserve nothing but the best!

Image via Wikipedia

Image via Wikipedia

Image via Wikipedia

H, there targets.  I know these holidays are bad ones for you.  You think back to the days you once had a family. Now you have no family. It was taken away from you.  You look around  and you see people running around to the stores to get gifts for their family and friends.  And here you are, alone.  You no longer have a family you can buy gifts for.  And if you have family, you might not be able to buy gifts for them because of your economic situation.  You probably no longer work because of all the abuse you suffered at work, or you got fired from your job, so you’re probably feeling down.  And you have every right to feel the way you do.  Not too people in our situation can handle what we’ve had to endure.  No one can go through what we’ve gone through and not feel down.  It’s a normal feeling.  Just don’t let it get you so down that you do something.  Those people who harass you are not worth you doing anything that might endanger your life.  They’re not worth a damn!

So do something nice for yourself.  Treat yourself to a dinner, or cook a good dinner. Go to church if it makes you feel better. Buy yourself something you’ve always wanted to buy. Put on Christmas carols and sing loudly.  It will let out some anger you feel about the way your life is going.  Buy some poor child a gift.  This last one will make you feel so much better about yourself, and you’ll make a poor child’s Christmas.  Just be nice to yourself.  If you go out, don’t pay attention to those we refer to  as “gang stalkers”.  They’re not worth you getting upset right now.  Leave that for another day.

You’re stronger than you think you are!  Just think! You made it through another year!  I know that a lot of people can’t handle what you’ve had to handle in the years  gang stalking has happened to you. You’re a winner, just don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.  You’re a winner, and you will continue to win!

So have a very Merry Christmas and be nice to yourself.  You deserve nothing, but the best!

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