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Gang Stalking – When books disappear, so will freedom.

Have any of you read “Fahrenheit 451”. It is a book by Ray Bradbury.

It tells of a time where firemen don’t stop fires. The firemen set fire to books. Anyone caught carrying a book, reading a book, has books in his home, car, etc. is considered a criminal.  If someone thinks someone has a book, he’s has to report the book owner. There are very few people who read, and the ones  who  do read, try very hard to not  let  anyone know they read because of the consequences.

In my opinion, this book is today’s future. Think about it, the books are disappearing, book stores are going out of business, no one reads anyone, etc. The future has arrived.

Now, as in the past,   people fill their time doing things that  are fun – watching television, sports, playing with their smart phones, not really involved in what’s happening in the world. They really don’t care to know. It’s too depressing, they say. It was the same way in the past, people didn’t want to get depress, so they filled their time watching television, which called them by their names, as smart phones do.    A lot of people stopped having  children. It was too much work to have children. And all they cared about was having fun and not worrying about what was happening in the world.

The people of the past had few things to worry about. They didn’t even have to worry about their houses catching fire. The houses were built fire-resistant. That’s why the firemen were given the job of burning books.

The government didn’t want anyone reading. To read is to get ideas, and the government didn’t want to allow anyone to think and get ideas. That was very dangerous.

I see that happening now.

I’m surrounded by people like this every day.  If they’re told to wear a certain color, they wear the color. If they’re told to go sit on a rock, they go sit on a rock. If they’re told to stop and sit on the ground, they do it. They’re all zombies!

There are still a lot of people who don’t know what’s happening to us targets. Why? Because they don’t care. They want to play with their smart phones, watch sports, and not  get  depress by every day details. It’s too depressing.

Well, some day, they’re going to wake up to a world that is even more depressing than the world they live in now. They’ll wake up to a world where all their rights have been taken away from them. You see, the government usually starts the ball rolling and it knows the people will follow like zombies. And it always works. The people always follow the government and become zombies. They follow like zombies because they think they’re special. They think it won’t happen to them. Well, all you zombies out there, I got a secret to tell you, you will become one of us eventually. We’re just ahead of the curve.

Keep playing with your toys and don’t pay attention to what’s happening in the world, your books are disappearing and so is the way you will live.

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Gang Stalking – A day of love to every target – happy Valentine’s Day, 2014.

It’s Valentine’s Day today, so I’m not going to write anything to make your day worse,  or  depress you in any way.  I want to wish everyone of you a day of love. A day of peace. A day where everything in your life goes well. A day where you remember that you are a special human being who knows how to love in spite of what’s done to us every day of the year.  I want you to take care of yourself and love yourself.  I want you to feel loved today.  So love to every one of you.  Happy Valentine’s Day.

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Gang Stalking – Karma is a bitch!

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Pipes to a condenser of an air conditioner (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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Cold Weather (film) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

The other day I wrote that Las Vegas rarely has bad weather. Well, Karma is a bitch.  As soon as I wrote that, the weather in Las Vegas  changed for the worse.  It is now in the low 40s, and it’s been raining for three days.  And it’s cold, cold, cold. I don’t really mind the cold weather, but my apartment is like an ice zone.  My heater doesn’t work. I told the manager about my air conditioner not working and she said she’d have it fixed.  Of course, she did nothing. The air conditioner heats up for about a minute and then turns cool. I can hear the click when it’s about to turn cool. The idiots are messing around with the air conditioner. It probably work if they’d stop clicking off.

This new apartment of mine should be condemned. It is awful. It’s not fit for a pig or a dog, nor human.

Let’s start with the kitchen sink. What a mess!  I had them cover the hole, but since it’s gotten so cold I really took a good look at what they did.  The underneath part of the kitchen sink has holes galore.  I can see the pipes. All the holes are letting in the cold air.  And the pipe is leaking.  My oven, as always, doesn’t close all the way. It’s already starting to burn the side of my cabinet, as it always does.  My oven temperature is way off. I put the oven on 425 and feels like the setting is on 200 degrees. It takes me forever to cook anything. My last oven burned everything within two minutes!  Now this one is too low.  It takes me forever to heat up anything. The refrigerator is set to below zero, I’m sure. That’s where most of the cold comes from. They removed the ice maker part and left the part that let’s out cold air just open, letting out a lot of cold air.  There are holes in my windows, the door has no sealant, and I could on and on with what’s wrong with the apartment, but if I went on, I’d just depress myself, so I won’t.

This new apartment is worse than my last one. When I looked at the apartment everything was all right, but after  I signed lease, they went to work to make it a dump, as always!

In order for me to stay warm at night, this is what I have to wear: 3 pairs of socks, 3 pairs of pants, sweater, robe, 3 blouses, 2 t-shirts, and anything else that I can find to keep me warm.

I already hate the new place. I can’t say I hate the people because I’ve avoided them at all cost. I make sure I never look at them, so there are no faces to hate, and I intend to keep it that way. If you look at their faces, it just makes you hate them so much that you want to do something to them. This way I don’t know what any of them look like.

So Las Vegas is cold, cold, cold now. Next time I won’t write that Las Vegas always has good weather. Karma is a bitch!

I’m at the library again and, of course, all the perps are here like the zombies they are.

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Window air conditioner, from left side

Window air conditioner, from left side (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Gang Stalking – Martin Luther King, Jr. would still be disappointed with America today.

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Martin Luther King, Jr. and Malcolm X meet before a press conference. Both men had come to hear the Senate debate on the Civil Rights Act of 1964. This was the only time the two men ever met; their meeting lasted only one minute. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

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America the Beautiful Country (Photo credit: Striking Photography by Bo Insogna)

Today is Martin Luther King, Jr. Day.  Somehow, I can’t get excited about the day.  Dr. King fought for civil liberties for all.  Whatever he fought for, has been lost in the  years he has been gone.

I hear people from other countries talk about America being a place where everyone has freedom.  Where someone can become whatever he/she wants.  America is a place that is not totalitarian.  Well, stop living in fantasy land.

If this is true about America, then  tell me where I am living?  This place I live called America is none of these things.

This America where I live is not free for me and thousands of others.

This America where I live, I am a target of its government.

This America where I live, tortures me .

This America where I live, you would not want to live in.

This America is not any of the things you out there who live elsewhere think it is.

This America would depress you.

It depresses me.

This America I live in has a lot of dark secrets.  The biggest secret is how it treats its citizens.

This America tortures us as much as those people who live in Egypt, Syria, Afghanistan, etc.

This America is a disappointment.

This America is not FREE!

So all of you out there who want to make America home, forget about it.

America is just a fantasy.  True freedom does not exist here. And I don’t think it ever did.

If Dr. King were to come back to America, he would be disappointed with it as he was when he was alive.

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Gang Stalking – Targets, take care of yourselves.

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Those of us who are experiencing gang stalking, sometimes feel down.  And it’s normal to feel this way.  How can we not feel depress when we’re constantly being bombarded by a group of psychopaths?  Psychopaths who never leave us alone for a minute.  But it’s not a good thing to give into this feeling.  If you do, it’ll just leave you feeling tired and frustrated.

Take care of yourself mentally and psychically.  Make sure you  don’t gain weight. Don’t eat too much to make yourself feel better.  Too much weight gain and you’ll feel worse.  Try to eat healthy food.  And don’t be like me.  I went through a period where chocolate candy was my addiction. I never gained weight, but I couldn’t get enough of chocolate candy bars.  I recently visited the doctor and he told me my cholesterol levels are very high.  Right away, the doctor wants to put me on medicine.  I told him “thanks, but no thanks” to  medication.  I would try to get my cholesterol levels down naturally. I stopped taking care of myself.  I stopped walking.  The cholesterol built up due to lack of exercise.  I think I didn’t gain weight because I  never sit down, but still, the cholesterol built up.  Cholesterol is very bad for the heart, so I’ve been really good for the last two weeks.  No candy bars.  Nothing.

(While typing my blog, I heard on the radio that one-third of Americans are overweight.)

Keeping your weight down and saying  positive  things to yourself  helps to keep away the depression.  We can’t let the psychopaths beat us down.  We have to believe that what we’re going through will end.  And when this  ends, we’ll need to be healthy psychically and mentally to go on with our lives.   When we get free of the hell we’re living, we can’t waste any time on regrets.  We have to start living our normal lives right away.  We’ve wasted too much time  putting up with the psychopaths.  And if we let depression defeat us, the psychopaths win.  We can’t them win.

So try to live a healthy lifestyle.  Exercise.  Try not to eat too much fat.  See your doctor at least once a year.  Be very kind to yourself, since no one else is.  And when the time comes, we can all fly.

I thought a woman, about three doors away from where I live, might be a target.  She never leaves her apartment and there are marks all over her door.  So I knocked on her door and asked  her if she was a victim of gang stalking.  As soon as she opened the door, I knew she wasn’t a target.  She had a little bitty piece of cloth around her breast.  But I gave her the benefit of the doubt. I left her my blog name and told her to go to it for help.

And today, I’m 100% sure she’s not a target.  People keep knocking on my door.  Just knocking on it, as I did on the perp’s door, and disappearing.  I guess this is the psychopaths’ new game plan.  I did learn something, though – that the woman is a perp.

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