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Gang Stalking – Change the way you handle perps.

English: David Marshall, Bus Driver from Melbo...

English: David Marshall, Bus Driver from Melbourne, Australia (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Hamburger and fries served in an American dinn...

Hamburger and fries served in an American dinner. Source: http://pdphoto.org/PictureDetail.php?mat=pdef&pg=8657 Photographer: Jon Sullivan (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Still apartment hunting.  It’s so hard to find a place that’s safe. In a normal world, I wouldn’t have a problem finding an apartment, but the world I live in  is a totally different thing.

At the bus stop yesterday, I thought I was going to get beaten up.  As I’ve said, I have a problem keeping my mouth especially when I’ m being abused.  Anyway, have you ever watched an ant hunt for food?  First, the scout(or whatever he’s called) finds some food. Then another ant follows.  And slowly, but surely, there are so many ants surrounding whatever the first ant found that it’s impossible, if it’s a creature, to get away.  That’s the way I felt yesterday. First, there were a few perps and slowly came the other perps.  I felt like the creäture the ants find and kill.  First, one perp said something to me and I ignored him. And then the others ganged up on me. There was one man, who stood by me  and kept repeating the word “crazy ” in his conversation.I knew he was referring to me.  I didn’t say anything. I kept my mouth shut, but then a woman began calling me crazy.  I took a look at her husband and made a remark about how big his stomach is.  She began to scream at me and told me she was going to beat me up.  I responded that if anyone needed help it was her husband.  I told her that someone with a  stomach that big obviously had problems and he probably needed more help than I did.  She looked at me like a bull ready to charge and began to scream.  Of course, I just let her scream. And everybody surrounding her agreed with everything she said.  Of course, they did.  All perps.  The bus came and she got on  and warned the bus driver about me.  I decided it was best for me not to get on the bus with all the perps on it.  I love how the perps can insult us non-stop, but dare to criticize one of them, oh, no. never! These people have very thin skins.  One little insult and they go crazy.  Can you imagine if they had to deal with what we have to deal with every minute of the day?  They wouldn’t last one day!

And then I went over to a burger place to get a hamburger, which I often don’t do. I would cook the burger at home, but, somehow, it just doesn’t have the same taste. This hamburger place always does the same thing to me, so I’ve found a way to work  it  my advantage. Every time I order the burger, the cashier asks me if I would like  cheese?  When I began going there, I would say yes. And each time, I would get no cheese. If I said no cheese, I’d get cheese.  So now when she asks me if I want cheese, I say no.  And guess what, I get free cheese.  So I don’t pay for cheese I really want. Yesterday, I decided to thank her for the free cheese. And as I was walking out, I made the remark, “It always works.”  You’re probably wondering why I’m letting you know this. Why mess with a good deal?  Well, I decided eating all that cheese is not good for me, so I no longer need to keep the secret to myself. Maybe this happens to you. If it does, maybe you can do what I do, and you’ll get free cheese each time.

This also applies to when I walk.  When the perps began showing up everywhere I walked, I considered it an annoyance.  I’ve began to think about it differently.  I decided to think of my walk as an obstacle course. Each time a perp gets in my way, I have to figure a way of getting around them. This makes my walk a lot more interesting.  Instead of just walking a straight path, I now have hurdles I have to get over.  My walks have become a lot more fun now. I kind of look forward to having them get in my way  and trying to figure a way to get away from them.

So I’m beginning to see my targeting in a different way.  A way to make myself stronger.  I don’t get stressed during my walks, and I feel better.  And I’m going to try doing this with every perp situation.

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Gang Stalking – No longer living in a world of imaginary creatures.



Punishment (Photo credit: Toban B.)



Water Horse

Water Horse (Photo credit: Steve Snodgrass)


Real World


English: Logo for New Fantasyland -- the expan...

English: Logo for New Fantasyland — the expansion of Fantasyland at Walt Disney World’s Magic Kingdom. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)


I’ve tried for about three hours to get onto my computer.  The hackers removed the internet access, cookies, everything. I kept signing on and nothing would take.  Over and over I had to sign in, sign out, try restore(which doesn’t work), and over and over I tried.


After almost three hours, I signed on.  This usually happens to me, but not to such an extend.  Sometimes, I just feel like saying “f–k it” and give up my blog.  But this blog keeps me sane, and keeps me in touch with other targets.  We can all get sympathy and advice from each other, because we’re definitely not going to get it from anyone else.  All we get from the public is harassment and humiliation.  We need each other.  I need you more than I think you need me.  Some of you are luckier than I am.  You still have some family. I don’t.


Sometimes I think  confronting my family was a mistake, but I can’t live  with lies.  I’ve always been honest to a fault, always been very upfront about everything.  And knowing my family was trying to destroy me is not something I can live with.  I wish I was that way sometimes.  I make my life  difficult by not living in a land of imaginary creatures. I’ve always lived in the real world, or anyway, the world I thought was real.


The world I thought was real, turned out not to be.  The government I thought stood for honesty, turned out not to be.  Family turned into people I didn’t recognize.  I thought police were also honest, but no, no there’s no  such thing as honest police officers.  They’re all corrupt.


Everything I thought was real, is not real.  I’ve been stripped naked of every belief I’ve ever had.  I’ve tried to find out what it is I really believe, what is really real, not some imagined fantasy I have.


I’m sure all you targets can understand what I’m writing about, because all of you were stripped naked of all your beliefs, too.  I’m sure, as I am, trying to find a new way of living, a new way of surviving,  because that’s all we’re trying to do is survive.  We’re not allowed to live normal lives.  Every day we live is a new challenge.  What new awful thing will come our way today?   How  will we handle it?  Can we handle it?  Will this be the day we fall apart?


But every day, every year we survive makes us just a little stronger. What once we thought we couldn’t handle, we do. And we gain courage from every bad thing that happens to us.  We can look back and think about what we’ve survived so far, and this encourages us to go on another day, another year.


We targets are stronger than we think.  Think back to all the horrible things we’ve survived, and give yourself credit for being strong.


We targets are strong and we are going to stick around to make sure the people who torture us get their punishment. Yesiree, targets, we’re sticking around to make sure they all go to jail and get their “just desserts”.


I look forward to the day when we targets can get together to celebrate our unshackling.  And it will happen.  Let the torturers live in their Fantasyland that they will never be discovered.


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Gang Stalking – Women nicer than men? I don’t think so.

A 2007 Alexander Dennis Enviro 500 sporting &q...

A 2007 Alexander Dennis Enviro 500 sporting “DEUCE” fleetname and livery in Las Vegas. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Venice in Las Vegas, Nevada

Venice in Las Vegas, Nevada (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Infant explorers

Infant explorers (Photo credit: hcplebranch)

The whiny cry babies were out in full force today.

I had nothing to do in the last two days, so I didn’t go out.  So, of course, the perps missed me. If I’m not  out and they can’t annoy the hell out of me, they don’t get paid.  Just the thought of going out when I  have nothing to do, has become real hell. I used to go to the park, or go to a movie, or go see an art show.  But those days are over.  Every place I go I’m  so full of angst, that I’d just rather stay home. Staying home is no better, but at least I don’t have to look at their faces.

I had to get on the bus today, and as always, being on the bus is the pits.  Everybody on the bus knows who I am, and as soon as I get on the bus, the perps all perk up, especially the women.  The women start shoving babies in my direction. What prostitutes these women are!  If  they’re willing to abuse their babies, what other things won’t they do?

(I finished typing my blog, but the hackers deleted what I typed. Bastards!  So I have to retype the paragraphs they deleted.)

Well, let’s see if I can remember what I typed?

The women all get their phones out and point them in my direction.  I start feeling the electricity from their phones right away. The men do the same, but the women seem to take more pleasure in hitting me than the men do. All the women begin to talk loudly, even though they’re sitting right next to each other. You would think that they’re sitting miles and miles from each other. They begin playing their radios, and the bus driver doesn’t say anything.  And then they begin imitating everything I do.  I cross my legs, they cross their legs. I touch my hair, they touch their hair.  I get something out to read, they take something out to read. And worse of all, is their smirky smiles. I’d like to wipe their smile off their freaking faces.

And, of course, the bus driver is also doing his best to make my bus ride miserable.  He keeps screeching his brakes, pumping them a lot, and has all the bus lights on, even though it’s a bright, sunny day in Las Vegas and there’s no need for the lights to be on.

When I was younger, I used to hear that the world would be a better place if women were in charge. I used to believe this. I don’t believe it anymore.  As a target, I’ve had a lot of experience dealing with women who are perps.  They are no less mean than the men, and if anything, they’re nastier. And they seem to get more pleasure being nasty.  I’m way over thinking women are better creatures than men.  When it comes to abusing someone, women are just as abusive as men.  And the world would not be a better place if women were in charge.  I think I would fear more for my life if women were in charge.

And for those who believe women are better creatures, good for you. If I were you, I’d watch my back.

Okay, bring it on!

P.S. The Deuce buses above are the ones I ride in Las Vegas.

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Gang Stalking – Don’t come home with corn nuts!!

Toothpaste and toothbrush

Toothpaste and toothbrush (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Toilet paper holder in a New Zealand shop

Toilet paper holder in a New Zealand shop (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

A toilet paper roll

A toilet paper roll (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

crunchy toasted corn

crunchy toasted corn (Photo credit: velkr0)

Cavendish bananas are the main commercial bana...

Cavendish bananas are the main commercial banana cultivars sold in the world market. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)


Toothpaste (Photo credit: Fuzzy Gerdes)

I was just  thinking that if someone tries to hack someone else’s computer that there should be a virus  that  attaches itself to the hacker’s computer and opens it up for everyone to see.  I would love to see their faces  when they’re  hacked back!

Well, anyway, that’s not what I’m going to write about  today.  Just a thought.  I wish I was a computer  expert.

Today, I’m going to write about stealing.  All the stealing the perps do to you wherever you are.

Do you go to the grocery store and return with things you didn’t buy?  Or do you buy something and get home and it’s not in your bag?

You know you put the item in your cart and now you get home and it’s nowhere to be seen.  You’re not crazy.  You did put that certain  item into your cart.  This is what happened.  While you’re walking  around with your cart, I’m sure you get distracted   looking at things on the  shelves. This happens to all of  us, including me.  And while  you’re distracted, some creäture (perp)  just happens to be following you around the store acting as  if he’s shopping, too.  But  he’s  not there to shop, he’s there to make sure  that  he takes out  things you’ve put in your cart, or put  things in you didn’t put in.  I’ve come home with bags of corn nuts, I don’t know how many times (I’ll probably  find them in my cart forever after).  These things are awful and I would never, ever buy them.  But there they are in my bag when I get home.  Or I’ll buy bananas, get home, no bananas.  While I was busy looking at the things on the shelves, they’ve swiped my bananas.  Or taken out my eggs.  Or chips.  It can be anything, they’ll just take it out and put it in their cart and walk away as if  they’ve done nothing.

This is not the only time, they steal from you.

Lately, I’ve had to replace my toilet paper almost every other day.  I put in a roll of toilet paper, go out and come home to find the roll only has a few pieces of toilet paper left.

If this happens to you,  you’re not nuts, the perps have been in your home and stolen most of the toilet paper. I no longer even put a roll of  toilet out. I hide my toilet paper.  I can’t afford to  buy a roll of toilet every other day.

Also, the perps seem to like my eggs a lot.  In the last two weeks, I’ve bought over two dozen eggs, and today I have two eggs left in my refrigerator.  They also take your eggs.  I always keep count of how many eggs I have before I leave home, so I always  know how many eggs I have left.

And my toothpaste.  They don’t steal my toothpaste, they just empty the tube, so when I go to brush my teeth, no toothpaste.  This has happened a lot lately.  I’ve  bought a tube of toothpaste almost every other week.

Don’t think because you have toothpaste that it’s safe for you to use. It’s not.  Let me tell me what they did to my toothpaste about three days ago.  Lately, I’ve not been feeling well. My stomach has me running to the bathroom constantly.  Each night before I go to bed, I brush my teeth.  One night while brushing my teeth, the strong odor of vapor rub hit me.  I wondered where the smell was coming from.  I smelled my toothpaste.  Sure enough, the toothpaste smelled like vapor rub.  I looked at my vapor rub and it was empty.  They put vapor rub into my toothpaste.  No wonder my stomach was so upset. I was ingesting vapor rub.

These criminals will do everything and anything they can to you.

Always be on guard when you go out shopping; pay attention to who is around you.  That innocent looking woman in a wheelchair is probably a perp.  Just because she’s in a wheelchair doesn’t mean she’s not a perp.  Also a lot of times, the store security is a woman or a man  in a wheelchair, so be careful.

So you’re not crazy if something from your shopping cart is missing, or something’s in it you didn’t buy.  And watch the cashier, she might add something, too.  I’ve seen it happen. Of course, she’ll say, she thought it was yours. Hogwash!

Just be aware of your surroundings.  You really can’t let down your guard, because some perp is probably around the corner, or next to you.

P.S. I don’t know if you’ll get to see my blog today. I hit published, went back to my blog and it wasn’t published. I always make sure I double check to see if it’s been published. Another blog of mine, they don’t want you to read.

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