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Gang Stalking – No longer living in a world of imaginary creatures.

 

Punishment

Punishment (Photo credit: Toban B.)

 

 

Water Horse

Water Horse (Photo credit: Steve Snodgrass)

 

Real World

 

English: Logo for New Fantasyland -- the expan...

English: Logo for New Fantasyland — the expansion of Fantasyland at Walt Disney World’s Magic Kingdom. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

 

I’ve tried for about three hours to get onto my computer.  The hackers removed the internet access, cookies, everything. I kept signing on and nothing would take.  Over and over I had to sign in, sign out, try restore(which doesn’t work), and over and over I tried.

 

After almost three hours, I signed on.  This usually happens to me, but not to such an extend.  Sometimes, I just feel like saying “f–k it” and give up my blog.  But this blog keeps me sane, and keeps me in touch with other targets.  We can all get sympathy and advice from each other, because we’re definitely not going to get it from anyone else.  All we get from the public is harassment and humiliation.  We need each other.  I need you more than I think you need me.  Some of you are luckier than I am.  You still have some family. I don’t.

 

Sometimes I think  confronting my family was a mistake, but I can’t live  with lies.  I’ve always been honest to a fault, always been very upfront about everything.  And knowing my family was trying to destroy me is not something I can live with.  I wish I was that way sometimes.  I make my life  difficult by not living in a land of imaginary creatures. I’ve always lived in the real world, or anyway, the world I thought was real.

 

The world I thought was real, turned out not to be.  The government I thought stood for honesty, turned out not to be.  Family turned into people I didn’t recognize.  I thought police were also honest, but no, no there’s no  such thing as honest police officers.  They’re all corrupt.

 

Everything I thought was real, is not real.  I’ve been stripped naked of every belief I’ve ever had.  I’ve tried to find out what it is I really believe, what is really real, not some imagined fantasy I have.

 

I’m sure all you targets can understand what I’m writing about, because all of you were stripped naked of all your beliefs, too.  I’m sure, as I am, trying to find a new way of living, a new way of surviving,  because that’s all we’re trying to do is survive.  We’re not allowed to live normal lives.  Every day we live is a new challenge.  What new awful thing will come our way today?   How  will we handle it?  Can we handle it?  Will this be the day we fall apart?

 

But every day, every year we survive makes us just a little stronger. What once we thought we couldn’t handle, we do. And we gain courage from every bad thing that happens to us.  We can look back and think about what we’ve survived so far, and this encourages us to go on another day, another year.

 

We targets are stronger than we think.  Think back to all the horrible things we’ve survived, and give yourself credit for being strong.

 

We targets are strong and we are going to stick around to make sure the people who torture us get their punishment. Yesiree, targets, we’re sticking around to make sure they all go to jail and get their “just desserts”.

 

I look forward to the day when we targets can get together to celebrate our unshackling.  And it will happen.  Let the torturers live in their Fantasyland that they will never be discovered.

 

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Gang Stalking – Celebrate the holidays.

English: Halloween pumpkin with a witch hat.

English: Traditional Kitchen Witch Doll or Hea...
English: Traditional Kitchen Witch Doll or Hearth Doll for home protection. From Mal Corvus Witchcraft & Folklore artefact private collection owned by Malcolm Lidbury (aka Pink Pasty) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ii3_OgxiVQ (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Witch

For the past  four years, I haven’t celebrated any holiday.  Before gang stalking, I loved the decorations and getting together with my family to celebrate the holidays.

But as I wrote, it’s been four years since I’ve celebrated  anything, even my birthday.

I’m now completely alone.  I have no family, no friends, no one I can trust.  And the few times I tried to befriend someone, it  didn’t turn out too well.  Most of the times, the person turned into a perp, if he hadn’t been one.  So trusting someone is not something I do anymore.  I rarely talk  with someone, or  say much  of anything  to anyone.

So, really, it’s been a very lonely four years.  Celebrating holidays by myself  just makes me feel loner,  makes me think of my family and the friends I used to have.

I  really miss getting together with my family, and so I stopped celebrating anything.

But lately, I feel the need to celebrate something. Celebrate that I’ve survived four lonely years, and I’m still as sane as I was.

I decided from now, even though I’m alone, that I’m going to celebrate holidays.

Today I went shopping for some Halloween decorations.  I bought a crashed witch.  I’m sure you’ve seen it in the store. It shows a witch that has crashed into a wall.

I put the witch decoration on my front door for all to see.

Now, knowing how  the perps destroy everything I buy,  I’m wondering if tomorrow morning, the witch will still be on the door, and how long it will be before they destroy it.

I’m not going to keep opening my door  to see if the witch is still there.  I have a feeling by the time I wake up tomorrow, it will not be on the door, or if it is, it will probably  be in tatters.

What do you think?  Do you think they will destroy it?  Will be it in tatters?  Still be on the door?  Let me know what  you think will happen to it?

Go out and buy a decoration and celebrate the holiday.  Enjoy yourself. Don’t let them take away your joy, as they did to me.

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Gang Stalking – Who the hell gave U.S. Nazis the right to punish U.S. citizens?

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Buchenwald Prisoners Nazis 13129 (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
Soviet POWs standing before a barracks in Maut...

Soviet POWs standing before a barracks in Mauthausen Concentration Camp, Austria (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

Holocaust memorial

Holocaust memorial (Photo credit: NH53)

victims of nazism and comunism

victims of nazism and comunism (Photo credit: omnia_mutantur)

IBM, Hitler and the Holocaust: A Terrible Tale...

IBM, Hitler and the Holocaust: A Terrible Tale of Capitalism Without Conscience (g1a2d0060c1) (Photo credit: watchingfrogsboil)

Today is July 4.  America’s Independence Day.  People get off from work, go on picnics, set off firecrackers, that is, if there isn’t a law against it.  Our “Nanny government” wants to make sure we don’t hurt ourselves when we play with firecrackers, so laws have been put into place to protect us.  Americans no longer can play with firecrackers.  Now usually someone who wants to set off firecrackers has to get a license, and safety measures have to be put into place to make sure no one gets hurt.  At one time, kids used to have fun setting off firecrackers, now if they try the same thing, they can be put in jail, or given a ticket.   How’s that for freedom on Independence Day?

I’m not celebrating July 4.  This is not my Independence Day.  I’m not free.  When I’m free, I’ll celebrate the holiday.  That means that I’ll probably never celebrate July 4 again.  The gang stalking that’s happening to me never ends.  It will continue for the rest of my life, or  until I’m dead.  It’s a prison sentence.  I get no reprieve like real prisoners.

Who the hell gave these Nazis the right to torture me?  Who?  Who the hell gave these Nazis the right to send people after me who torture me and millions of other Americans.  Who the hell gave these Nazis the right to judge me?   Not the Constitution. The Constitution states that every citizen’s entitled to a trial by a jury of his peers?  Where are these people who I’m supposed to get a fair trial from? These Nazis cannot be my judge, jury and avenger.  These Nazis have no right to send people after me to torture me.  Who the hell gave these Nazis the right to follow me around 24/7?  Who?  They have absolutely NO RIGHT TO GO AFTER ME!

I’ve never committed a crime, been given a trial, or found guilty of anything.  So why are these Nazis after me? What gives them the right to be judge, jury and avenger.  The Nazis did the same thing.  They didn’t put people on trial.  They just did what they wanted to people.  Over 6 million Jews were systemically murdered.  And the same thing that happened in Germany is happening in the U.S.  The government flunkies just do what they want to do with the approval of the government.  How many have been killed, put in mental institutions, tortured by these Nazis?  They’ve learned from the Nazis on how to torture people quietly.  There won’t be a Holocaust as there was in Germany.  It’ll be a quieter Holocaust where people will keep on being tortured.  No one will know about it, because it won’t be “in your face” kind of  Holocaust.  It’ll be years and years of doing away with people before anyone wakes up to what’s happening in the U.S.  I don’t think it will happen in my lifetime.  It will probably happen after I’m dead.  I’ll never see them get their punishment.

But if this silent Holocaust continues, I will keep speaking up.  No damn Nazi is going to shut me up.  Never.  They’re nothing but a bunch of losers. These Nazis will probably never get their punishment.  By the time someone finds out what’s happening, they’ll probably all be dead.

If there’s an afterlife, I hope I get to see them.  I want to be their judge, jury and avenger.  And if  I have the power, this is what I’m going to do.  I’m going to send them back to earth.  When they’re on earth, they will go through the same thing I went through. They will suffer from the day they’re born till the day they die.  And I will be watching from above with a smile on my face.

Look at the pictures above?  Do you want this to happen again?  Speak up!  Don’t look away.  Look at the pictures!

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – Driven to violence by gang stalkers.

I’m on Facebook with a group of people who are targets. Every once in a while, someone feels too much pain  and asks for help.  The other day, a man who was being viciously  attacked by a new group of gang stalkers asked us for help.  Well, he didn’t really ask  for help. He stated  he had enough and was not going to take it any more. So he wrote “good-bye”   to all of us and wished us well. He stated  he’d rather takes his chances with a jury of 12 people than with the gang stalkers. He said the gang stalkers were being really  vicious and he  couldn’t  take t it anymore.  We all wrote him back and tried to help him.

This has happened to me a few times, when I felt I was at the end of my rope and couldn’t take it anymore.  But I got myself through the episodes and kept functioning (thanks to strong genes from my mother).

The gang stalkers are vicious animals and will do anything they can to bring someone down.   I know none of you can really understand what I  and other targets are going through.  It’s a 24/7 psychological game they play with all of us.  We  might as well be prisoners of war, that’s how we’re treated.  Prisoners of war are kept awake, so  they can’t function properly.  They do the same thing to us.   We are awaken every two hours, so it’s difficult to act as  normal human beings.  They follow us 24/7 without let-up.  Our apartments are theirs.  They break into our houses/apartments as if they own the places.  They steal anything they feel like stealing.  They poison our water, food.  They destroy our clothes, property, steal our money.

I cannot leave my computer at home.  I carry it everywhere I go.  It’s bad enough they hack me, but if I were to leave my computer home, they would destroy it, or steal it.  Or do so much damage to the computer that it would be useless.

As I wrote above, I wrote about someone who was about to lose his cool.   Well, I don’t know what he intends  to do, but we haven’t heard  from him.  I hope he doesn’t  let them win.  They win every time one of us loses his cool and  gives in  to  his emotions.  I’m sure they go out and celebrate their victory.  I’m surprised that there isn’t more violence in this country.  I’m sure you’ve heard of people who seem to go crazy and start shooting everybody.    In my opinion, most of those people were being gang stalked and lost their cool.   Of  course, everybody thinks they just lost it, but that’s not the case in most incidences.   The gang stalkers  caused that person to commit an act of violence.   So, next time you hear in the news someone has committed a violent act,  think twice about what you think of him/her…it might be someone like me who could not take it anymore.

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