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Gang Stalking – Where are you God?

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Lately, I must admit I’m not feeling my best, but believe me, I’m not  going to do anything to myself. I wouldn’t give the perps the pleasure of my death.

I guess I’ve been depressed because nothing in my life is going to change no matter how many times I move. The realization finally hit me hard!  No matter where I go, gang stalking will go on and get even worse.  I knew all this before I moved, but I hoped, just hoped, that it would change.  And, of course, nothing changed. It only gets worse, if that’s possible, but it did.

My new apartment looks a lot better, and I have more room, but looking better doesn’t always equate to a place being better. It’s like when you meet someone very attractive and you attribute good things to that person, and then find out that the good-looking person is really a creep.  So I hoped, that since my new apartment looked so much better than my old one,  that there would be less gang stalking.  But that’s turned out not be the case.

Since day 1, this apartment has been a miserable place.  I get hit from  more directions than I used to.  I get hit from my right, my left, downstairs, the roof, across the street, diagonally across from me.  You name the direction, someone is aiming something at me. And believe me, these people here are rotten to the core.  And having to deal with a bunch of kids who are also rotten to the core, just makes me sad.  I think about what our future is going to be like when these kids get older.  They’ll probably be worse than their parents.  Most of the kids don’t have any empathy for anyone or anything.  They’ve grown up in a world where everything is about them, and no one else counts. All I can say, I pity all us targets.  Our gang stalking is only going to get worse with the kids coming up.

The best we  can hope for, is that someone comes along and makes what’s happening to us a priority. But I’m realistic enough to know that’s not going to happen.  It hasn’t happened all these years, and I doubt if it’s going to happen in the future.  So all of us have to suffer in silence until something happens to us, or we die.

Some of you believe in a God, and that’s good, and I’m not knocking your belief. But  I can’t say I do, no matter how hard I try. If there’s a God, how can he let what’s happening to us continue?

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – Does God really exist?

I just want to be left alone to live my life in peace. I want to work, travel, have friends, enjoy the rest of my life.

But I guess I’ll have to put up with the bullshit that’s happening to me for the rest of my life. I’m on Facebook with a group of people who  are suffering the same fate I am. They’re all being gang stalked. They all have the same stories to tell.  Harassment is happening to them  24/7.  Never, never left alone. Some of the targets have been targets since they were children. One man’s harassment  has lasted for 41 years. Can you believe that? 41 years! I admire the man. I don’t think I can last 41 years with this b.s. happening to me. I’m surprised he still believes in God. I wouldn’t. If God can let this happen to him for 41 years, what good is God? If there were truly a God, he’d have taken care of the problem a long time ago. I find this man’s belief in God hard to understand. How can he love a God that lets this happen to him?

At one time, I believed in God, but after everything that’s happened to me in the last three years, I can honestly say, my belief in him, no longer exists.  I see the world falling apart day by day.  Revolutions everywhere.   Whatever kindness existed in the world, seems to no longer exist.  And worse of all, the only thing I have to look forward to, is getting  treated like dirt for the rest of my life.  Does God really exist?  He must be in hiding.  He, too, is lost.

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