Gang Stalking – For want of .11 cents an old man goes hungry.

Okay, I’m warning you again, nothing about gang stalking. I let you know this because some of you don’t want to read about anything else but gang stalking.

I stood in line to pay for what I bought and an old man  stood ahead of me in line. He had a loaf of bread which looked like it had seen better days. It was his turn in line to pay. The cashier rang up the bread and told him it’s  .99 cents. He said, “I thought it was only .88 cents. I have only .88 cents.” The cashier said, ” No the price changed yesterday. It’s now .99 cents.” He said, “But I have only .88 cents.” The cashier sent the girl who puts things in the bags to check the price. I said to the old man, “It’s okay, I’ll give you the .11 cents.”  He looked at me as if I’d said a dirty word. He said,  “NO! I won’t take it.” I said, “But it’s only .11 cents. It won’t make much difference in my life.” He stood up straight with all the strength he had and said in a very clear voice, “NO!, I won’t take it.” He quickly ran out of the store without the bread.

I can understand pride. I have pride, but there are times when all of us help. This old man  probably had nothing else to eat at home, if he had a home, but still his pride wouldn’t take .11 cents from me.  I have pride, but if I needed .11 cents to keep me alive, I’d take the .11 cents.

The old man is probably on Social Security and ran out of money. The way elderly people in this country have to live is a shame. We should be learning from their wisdom and not abusing them as we do. Every time I think of the old man going hungry it makes me want to cry.

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Gang Stalking – I feel sad for the children of the future.

Movie night (Photo credit: Andrei Z)

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Human after all (Photo credit: – tsumi -)

Summer is almost here and the thought of the perp children staying home all the time is not something I look forward to.  Here in Las Vegas, school ends at the end of  May. It’s not like back East where school ends at the end of  June.

The kids in the complex seem to have no censoring device in their body.  All they think about is creating havoc and mistreating someone they know nothing about. I’ve never done anything to these children and they all act as if  I’m a crazy person.

The things the perp parents put the children through is abuse. The children should be outside running around, playing games and not thinking about abusing someone.  It really makes me sick to see the children being indoctrinated by their parents.  I hear the parents telling their children to go out and make noise, throw rocks and be a nuisance.  What kind of children are we going to have in the future?  Not very nice ones.  They make them wear clothing, colors that I wear,  act in a way children shouldn’t be acting.  This is all abuse.  Children shouldn’t be doing things that they’re forced to do by their perp parents. They’re making these children unempathic toward other human beings.  These children will grow up to be very unhappy children.  They’ll know nothing about being decent human beings.

And if you think the world today is a horrible place, just imagine what it’s going to be like when these children grow up?  I can bet that the world will be a lot worse  off. It’ll be like the movies we watch where the world has gone insane and everybody is fighting for a piece of the pie, and no one cares about anyone else.  There’ll be a few people at the top who have all the power and the rest of  the populace will vie for whatever is left over.  I can see it coming.  I hope I’m not around. I hope I’m long gone.

The government should be ashamed of itself for encouraging the parents of these children to lead them toward a dark future, because that’s all I see for the children.

I wish the parents would wake up and see what they’re doing to their children.  Don’t they want the best for their children?  How can they lead their kids toward negativity and meanness toward another human being?  Why don’t they teach their children to have empathy for others, to care about someone else, to have a heart?   Why don’t these parents stop being sheep?  Why don’t they think of the harm they’re causing their children?  Why don’t they become real parents?

I feel for the children of the future.  It’s not their fault if  they become criminals. They’ve been taught very well by criminals.

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Gang Stalking – We targets are alone.

Seven Ways Apple Is Fleecing The American Sheeple (Photo credit: watchingfrogsboil)

Sheople Man (Photo credit: AZRainman)

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Every day my life gets more and  more miserable.  I’m prevented from doing anything.  I can’t stand outside my apartment and enjoy some fresh air. I can’t really take a walk. They won’t let me get any sleep. They steal my food. Fill my apartment with pesticide.  Call me disgusting names.  Whenever I buy new shoes, they take them apart.  They rip my clothes. Fill my apartment with vermin.  All day and night, I’m hit with electricity.  They make fun of everything I say and do.  Tell me I’m ugly. There isn’t a minute of my day that someone isn’t abusing me in some way or another.

I can go on and on with the things they do to me, but the part that really bugs me, the perps make it seem that everything that happens to me I deserve.  Not only do I deserve what is happening to me, but they act as if  everything that they’re doing to me  is because I caused them to do it to me.  In other word, I’m being a bad human being and it’s all right for them to abuse me and make my life miserable.

What kind of dumbass people are these?  Can’t they think for themselves?  Can’t they see what they’re doing is wrong?  Can’t they see that what the government is telling them to do is not what a free government does do its people?   Only a totalitarian government abuses its people. A free government would never do what is being done to us targets. What do we  have to do to awaken the sheeple?

We targets live the most miserable of lives.  I don’t think there’s a target out there who’s living a happy life. No matter how hard we try to make our lives better, the perps are right there to make sure we don’t have any moments of happiness.  Whatever happiness we had in our lives is gone.  We really have nothing to look forward to from day-to-day.  Just more misery every day.

We can’t celebrate holidays, take a vacation, work at a decent job, have privacy, friends, family, enjoy a day at the park, take a decent shower, just sit and think.  No, this is denied to us.  All we ever get to feel is misery.  From the minute we get up, we’re abused.  That’s all we targets have to look forward to every day  is abuse and more abuse.  The world is not aware of what’s happening, and, frankly, I don’t think it cares.  Just as people didn’t care about the Holocaust,  no one  cares about  what we’re going through. No one paid attention then, and no one will pay attention now.

We targets are alone.  No one is going to help us.  I know it’s depressing to read what I wrote, but it’s the truth. We targets don’t have a lot of good options.

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Gang Stalking – I feel sorry for the children.

Latino Children Play Swing (Photo credit: epSos.de)

English: Graffiti on a wall in Lisbon depicting a priest chasing two children, denouncing the child abuse scandal that rocked the catholic church (which is still quite powerful in Portugal). Image taken 2 feb 2011 Nederlands: Graffiti op een muur in Lissabon, Portugal, februari 2011. Een priester rent twee kinderen achterna, een protest tegen het sex schandaal dat de katholieke kerk ook in Portugal teistert (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

English: NORFOLK, Va. (April 26, 2007) – Capt. Scott Pollpeter, commanding officer of Naval Support Activity Norfolk, read “Hands Are Not for Hitting” by Martine Agassi to preschool children at Norfolk’s Child Development Center (CDC). Pollpeter visited the CDC to help spread the message about child abuse prevention. U.S. Navy photo by Mass Communication Specialist Seaman Justan Williams (RELEASED) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I stood waiting for a red light to turn green.  A man and a little girl stood next to me. I thought, how good-looking they both are.  I asked the man, “Is that your daughter?”  He said, “Yes, she is.”  I told the man his daughter was very pretty. And he said “thank you.”   The light turned green, and we both went our separate way.  As soon as he walked away, I thought to myself  “why did I say anything?”  I immediately knew that men with little girls would soon be standing next to me everywhere I went.

And sure enough, the next day, children all over the place with their fathers, mothers, grandmas.  And each one waiting for me to pay attention to their “little darlings.”  Since I’d spoken to the man, of course, he reported what I’d said.  And this was a new way to harass me.

While I waited for the bus one day, a man with a little girl, kept pushing her to talk to me.  I purposely paid no attention. And then we all got on the bus.  I went up to the second level of the bus (It’s a double-decker) and, sure enough, the man followed me upstairs.  He took a seat to my right, one seat in front of me.  He kept sticking his daughter’s face almost into mine.  I kept ignoring them both.  Finally, he decided that he was going to make sure that I said something to his daughter.  He moved to the seat right next to me, and kept turning his daughter’s face toward  me. I wasn’t about to play the game, so I got up and moved three seats ahead of him.

The perps will sell their souls and their children to get a target’s attention.  They want to be able to text, or tell at their meetings, about an encounter they had with a target.  I know they get paid, but I think they get paid extra for any new thing they can discover about a target.

The perps are really sick people.  How can they use their children in such a way?  Most of the kids they push toward me are usually very young.  Kids who are between 4 – 6 years old.  At this age, children want to please their parents, so they will do what their parents tell them, not understanding what is happening.  To me, what the parents are doing is child abuse.  They’re forcing their kids to act in a way that’s not normal.  Plus, they’re teaching their children to be abusive to others.  And  by forcing their kids on an adult, that makes it easier for kids to trust adults.  And all adults can’t be trusted with kids.  And when these same kids grow up, how do you think they’re going to behave toward other adults?  Not too nice, I bet.

So, you perps,  keep your kids away from me.  You’re all sick!  How can you use your kids the way you do?

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Gang Stalking – Again, I’m back! They can’t keep me down. And won’t!

Hi, everybody.  I have not been able to type my blog for the last few days.  But as I told you, I would not give up, and I haven’t.  The gang stalkers denied all network access  to me, so I couldn’t get  on the internet.

I was taken off the internet because I was giving you too much correct information, plus I was telling you how to protect yourself.  And they don’t like that.  They want all of you out there all by yourselves without any help, or contact with anyone.

I said I wouldn’t give up and I didn’t.  So here I am again writing my blog.  Those people in the government underestimated my strength.  They thought they come after me and I’d be done.  Well, they’ve done a lot of things to me, but I’ve found a way each time to outsmart them.  Just imagine hundreds of people coming after you, government people, and trying to outsmart them.  I think I’ve done a pretty good of it.

I’m not typing on my computer.   I’m in the library typing this.  I was thrown out of the library a year ago, and told not to come back for a year.  Well, my year is up.  Isn’t it strange the way life works? The freaks mess with my computer and I can’t type anything on it, and library becomes available to me again.  That’s life.  Don’t you love it?  You know that saying about one window closes and another one opens up (or something like that), another window opened up to me.

This time at the library I’m going to be smarter.  I’m really going to try to keep my mouth!  If I were any of you, I wouldn’t place any bets on me.  I have a hard time keeping my mouth shut when someone is abusing me.

I’ve missed writing my blog.  I’m glad to be back in touch with all of you.  Stay safe, and I’ll have other tips on how to protect yourselves.

Thanks for continuing to read  my blog.

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Gang Stalking – I just want this hell to end.

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Lately, I’ve thought that I have to do something about what is happening to me.  But what, I don’t know?  There seems to be no way out of this hell I’m experiencing.  This gang stalking has been with me now  going on four years.  And no matter which way I turn, there seems to be no answer.  There are a  few things I could do to end this, but it’s a coward’s way out.  I’ve never  been a coward, and I don’t intend to start being one.  I just wish I could find some help.  Some journalist who is willing to tell the stories of people who are suffering the same fate I am.

After four years of gang stalking, I’m tired.  I can barely get out of bed in the morning, but I force myself to get up, take a shower and get dressed. I have no bed, so I’ve been sleeping on the floor.  And sleeping on the has taken a toll on my body.  My body has scars from all the pesticide that’s sprayed on me.  My nails look dirty.  The pesticide gets inside my nails.   My nails don’t grow anymore.  My hair has become dry and brittle.  When I look at things, my eyes see double images.  The bottom of my feet have lots of scars from the pesticide.  I really don’t know how long I can continue with this horrible life I’m living.

The pesticide is bad enough, but I have to put with so much abuse from other people.  There’s not a moment I’m left alone.  There’s always someone trying to make my life miserable.  I don’t understand how people can be so evil.  No one can tell me that people are good, because I know they’re not.  If people were basically good, I wouldn’t be going through the hell I have to face every day.

I guess you can tell I’m not having a good day today.  Most times I’m okay, but there are days, I just want to die. I just want this hell to end.

Don’t worry, I’m not going to do anything.  I just had to let this out.  There’s no one I can talk with.  It’s a release when things build up inside of me too much.

(You see the photo with the backpack, this is the way the gang stalkers walk around.  They have backpacks on their backs and have a sprayer attached inside. This sprayer is large, but the ones the gang stalkers use are very small and cannot be seen by most people. And their backpacks are also smaller. )

P.S. They’ve erased my blog about five times already.  I don’t forget what I type, so I just retype. And I feel better already letting you know what’s going on.

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – When is it okay to strike first?

In our individual lives, and international politics, when is it acceptable to strike first?  Is it ever okay?  Or are there only special circumstances that justify it?

Have you ever attacked someone first?  How do you feel about it?  Or are there times in your life that you used restraint, that now, looking back, you wish you hadn’t?

It all depends on the circumstances whether someone strikes first or not.  If  you know someone is going to cause you harm, and you see it coming, then it’s okay to strike first to protect yourself.  Or if you know someone who makes nasty remarks directed at you, and you know that person will insult you, then it’s okay to make a remark first and stop it.

I’ve never personally attacked someone first.  I always wait till someone strikes first before I respond in kind.   I can say I react to what people do to me.  There have been  times when I’ve restrained myself from striking first, even though I really wanted to strike first.  From reading this blog, you might get the impression that I’m a mean human being, but I’m not. I really do try to be as kind to people as I can be.  It takes a lot to really get me riled up.  Believe me, with all the abuse I have to put up with every single minute, I’m a saint!

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – When is it okay not to practice the golden rule?

I believe in practicing the golden rule: do unto others as  I would like done unto me. We should treat others with respect and dignity. We shouldn’t be rude to others and say nasty things.

But…at the same time, I believe in doing unto others what they do unto me. I don’t believe that I should let someone abuse me. Never! If someone makes rude remarks, is unkind to me, treats me like dirt, then  the golden rule gets tossed out the window. Why should I put with someone’s abuse?

I lived with my sister for a while, after my gang stalking started. At the beginning, I didn’t know my sister knew about what was happening to me and was taking part in the gang stalking. And then I found out the truth. I did nothing. I didn’t try to get even. I didn’t retaliate. And this went on for a while. I wouldn’t retaliate because she is my sister. She seemed to have no trouble, though, harassing me and using a weapon against me. Finally, I decided, she is  my sister, but she was hurting me and I was not going to take it anymore. So I began to resort to doing to her what she did to me. She didn’t like it one bit. She never said anything, but I could see it on her face.  I tossed the golden rule out the window.  I shouldn’t have to take anyone’s abuse, not even my sister’s.

I know there are people who believe that we should not retaliate.  They believe that God will take care of getting even for us. Sometimes God is too busy, and he would like us to handle things ourselves.  It might  be years before God gets around to helping us.  He’s too busy helping those who won’t help themselves.

Countdown: 91 logs to write.

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – Carson City, Nevada, tragedy.

Official seal of Consolidated Municipality of Carson City, Nevada (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I don’t know if any of you heard about the man in Carson City, Nevada, who shot 3  people and himself. It’s odd, but in my blog the other day, I mentioned about someone going crazy and killing  people.  I wrote  not to judge someone too harshly if he killed someone.  I knew this would happen again.  I’ve written about it over and over.  And I mentioned it in my blog about 2 days ago.

Again, more killings.  I can bet that this man was  a target.   His family said  he was suffering from mental illness.  He was probably being targeted and no one believed him.  It’s always made to seem like the person was  crazy.  I am sure this man was in his right mind.  He was probably under a lot of abuse.  He finally had enough.   The gang stalkers pushed him  into this horrible act.  I’m sure they’re celebrating their  victory now,  instead of being ashamed of driving someone to commit such a horrible crime. I’m sure they feel no guilt.  And it will happen again;  I can assure you.

When will people wake up and realize something is going on?    When will they start questioning all the killings that  are happening and will continue to happen?  When will people connect all the dots?

The  man who killed sounded like a typical target.  He had never been in jail.   He had never created any problems, but all of a sudden he starts to shoot people.  Don’t you find it strange?  He was a targeted person.   My heart goes out to him.  I know the hell he went through.

My sympathy goes out to the families who lost loved ones.   But if there’s any blame to go around, it belongs to the United States government.  It  created all the monsters.

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