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Gang Stalking – Off Topic – PostaDay 2011-If you had to debate a younger version of yourself, who would win?

If I had to debate a younger version of myself from ten years ago,  the older me would win. Not only have I experienced life changing events,  but being under the thumb of the government has changed my belief system on everything.

Younger me was an  ultra-liberal. Now, I’m  for less government involvement in our lives. Older me can argue the Liberal viewpoint because I’ve been there. Older me can also argue for the other side of the fence because now I understand the idea of less government involvement.

Younger me grew  up Catholic, but older me no longer practices it. Older me can argue on Catholicism and why it doesn’t work in today’s world. What purpose does it have in our modern lives? So having been a Catholic, older me  could argue the pros and cons of Catholicism.

Younger me believed  we should help the countries that needed our help. But  older me no longer feels the same way. We’ve given help to other countries and ignored our own. Now, this country should come first. Charity truly does begin at home. Older me can argue the pros and cons of getting involved in the problems of other countries.

Younger me  trusted the government’s word on anything it said. Now, older me doubts if the government ever tells the truth. It makes up lies to cover up its sneakiness.  Older me could argue from both sides of the fence on how trust worthy the government’s word is.

So the older me would definitely have the edge on winning an argument.

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Gang Stalking – Happy Easter

I didn’t realize today was Holy Thursday. And tomorrow is Good Friday.   My mother considered Good Friday the holiest day of the year. In respect to her memory, I will not be writing a blog Friday, Saturday and Sunday.

I want to wish you all a Happy Easter. Thank you all for reading my blog.  Enjoy Easter Sunday with your family.

Yours,

Neverending1

Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 -Where do you find acceptance?

That’s a question I’ve asked myself for the last three years.   Certainly not my family.  They turned against me in a New York minute.  People I thought were friends, also turned against me.  I am persona non grata.   I am considered an “untouchable.”  People who I meet  know who I am and don’t want anything to do with me.  The government has turned everybody against me with their lies.  And even if someone wants to get to know me, they’re well aware of my status and are afraid to become friends. The only friend I can say I have is this blog.  This blog is the one I turn to for solace.  To get things off my chest.  To be accepted.  And, of course, I can say I’m my  own best friend.  I’ve managed, with all these horrible things happening, to stay sane.  It is my spirit which keeps me going on really bad days.  I never realized how strong I am.  I’m lucky.  I inherited my mother’s spirit.  With all the things my mother had to handle, she remained a very  strong woman.  It is the love she gave me throughout my life that reminds me  I was lucky to have a mother who loved and accepted me as I am.  I remind myself constantly that she loved  me and wouldn’t want me to fall apart.

No one accepts me anywhere.

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – What would change if you were president for a day?

President for a day! What power to give someone who is just an ordinary every man.

Of course, I’d have a wonderful opportunity to check files I couldn’t access as an every man. I’d check all the files on gang stalking and who was the brains running the threat assessment team. I wouldn’t have too  much power to change anything, but the files would open up to me information for future use. I’d copy as many files as possible and send them to my computer.

I’m sure as president, I’d have to do other things. If possible, I’d try to get the  real president’s ear and plead my case against gang stalking.

And then I’d  speak up against getting involved in another potential war in the Middle East.   We haven’t finished one war yet, but  we’re ready to get involved in another.  I would do everything in my power to speak up against getting involved in another war.  The United States should start thinking about its citizens instead of getting involved in everybody else’s business.  Enough already of trying to save the rest of the world.  Let’s start saving the U.S. and its many problems.

Here in Vegas, there are many homeless men and women.  Many of them are people who served our country and now are being treated as worthless humans. I would go out into the streets and speak with the veterans who have fallen on hard times.  I’d get them to tell their stories, hoping that help would come once the American people heard their stories

I’d invite everybody to come visit me at the White House and I would spend some time with each one hearing their ideas for a better country.  After all, the White House really  belongs to the people.   It’s our taxes that pay for its upkeep.   At one time,  Americans could walk into the White House and express any concerns on how the country was being run.  That was a long, long  time ago.

As a last act, I’d sign into law any bill I agreed with.

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – What do I want to accomplish with my blog? What is it for?

I’ve written  about this subject two times before.  So, here it goes again.

What I want to do with my blog is to make the pubic aware of what the U.S. government is doing to innocent citizens. The government is mistreating and torturing people who have never done anything in their lives but been good citizens. These people are lied about and treated like dirt by a public that considers them persona non grata.  The government makes up a dossier  to back up its lies and then it passes it  to the public as real proof of a citizen’s  crime.  Many, many good people are going through hell. A few citizens have killed themselves than live as the government is forcing them to live. A few have gone insane and are in mental institutions. And a few others, have just lost it altogether and gone out and shot people. Do you remember Jiverly Wong? He complained consistently about government harassment, but no one ever believed him. That’s how the terrible tragedy at Virginia Tech happened. If someone had taken the time to listen to him, he and a lot of students might be alive today.  If the government continues on this path of harassing innocent citizens, such as myself,  I’m sure other tragedies will happen. And people will wonder “How could the tragedy have happened?”

This blog is to warn citizens that maybe that next person who “loses it” was being harassed by the government.  People don’t just “lose it” without a reason.  There’s usually a reason.  And I would say, most of the time, it has something to do with harassment.  It’s bad enough to be harassed by one person, but imagine an “army” of them lead by a corrupt government?  If something should happen to me, I want to leave proof of my harassment.  Of course, the government will say that the blog I wrote was a lie and I was just crazy.  Don’t believe it!  Remember my blog and the warning I gave you.

You’re probably wondering  how I know about people being in mental institutions and about others who killed themselves.  A few people have contacted me and  told me stories about their friends killing themselves or ending up in institutions.

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – Make a top ten lists of favorite things to do you haven’t done in over a year.

The list of things I haven’t done in over a year would number in the hundreds, but a list of ten is all I’m asked to list. So here goes.

1. Go to the beach and be free. Run around and feel the sand underneath my feet.  In the ocean cleanse myself of all the pesticide on me.   

2.  See a movie without someone sitting next to me and imitating me.

3.  Sit at a an outdoor restaurant and enjoy just watching the passing scenery.

4. Get eight hours of sleep without the people in the surrounding apartments spraying pesticide on me.

5. To just take a walk without being followed by a group of gang stalkers.

6. To go into an eating establishment and not worry about someone messing with my food.

7. To just be.

8. To be able to sit in my apartment and not have to keep moving to avoid being hit by pesticide.

9. To have a normal day.

10. To trust someone.

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – If you could be invisible for a day, what would you do?

As a targeted person being chased around by a bunch of no good creeps, I definitely would try to drive them crazy. Wherever they were, I’d appear and do something.

 If  a gang stalker were in a restaurant eating a sandwich, I would tap him on the shoulder and he’d  have to turn around. Gone would be his sandwich!  He  would turn around and not see  it. He would  wonder to himself, am I crazy? I don’t remember eating my sandwich. 

Another  gang stalker would be in the store, wallet in her hand, I’d take the wallet right out of her hand and throw it in the garbage.  Now, she would think there were ghosts or spirits around. 

Another is in his home taking a shower, I’d turn the hot, hot water on (this is something they’ve done to me several times) and they’d have to move out-of-the-way very quickly or else they’d get a burn.  

A  gang stalker is talking with someone else, I’d  make him hear voices while he ‘s talking with  the another person.  He’d begin to wonder if perhaps he was losing it. 

If one of them were wearing a wig, I’d pull it off in front of other people.  My, how embarrassing! 

 A gang stalker on a date, I’d paint her face to look like a clown.  She’d have the date looking at her strangely and she would wonder what was up.  She would go into the ladies’ room  and scream.  Lipstick would be  all over her face and white, round spots would  be on her forehead.  She would have really big, red lips.  

All day  I’d do this  and try to do to them what they like to do to me.  I’d make sure  to leave a message in their head about doing evil to others.

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Gang Stalking – Off Topic – PostaDay 2011 – Your phone, laptop and i-pad are dead___

can you make it through the day?

Yes, yes and yes. It wouldn’t bother me one bit if all the phones, laptops, etc. were all put out of commission for a day.  Maybe we’d have a day of quiet. No one would be on his phone talking about nonsense we have to listen to. We could actually sit in a restaurant and it’d be a relaxing atmosphere. No phones going off and disturbing our every thought. There should be a day of no computers, no phones, no laptops, nothing.  A day of tranquility.

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – Have you ever considered writing a book?

If so, what would it be about?  Make a list of the ideas you want to cover, or themes it might have. If you’ve never considered writing a book, what other major works have you thought about (a movie? a symphony?). Write a paragraph or two about what you imagine it would be like  ( I feel as if I’ve written a paragraph already).

I’ve thought of doing all the above at one time or another.  If I’ve been at a symphony and the music just takes my breath away, I’ve felt that it would be wonderful to write beautiful music. If I’ve read a really good book, I envy the writer his power with words and dream of writing a great book some day.  Or if I’ve seen an excellent movie, I’ve thought of how fantastic it would be to make a great movie.  But I doubt I’ll ever write a great symphony or a great movie.  But, there’s still the option left to me to perhaps write a really interesting story. 

If I wrote  a  book, it would probably be a family history (ala Alex Haley).  It would include my family’s journey from Spain to Puerto Rico.  From Puerto Rico to New  York.  New York  and scattering of family throughout the U.S.  It’s a journey many Americans could write about from their ancestors’ starting point.  It would show a family’s journey through hardships,  triumphs,  losses, learning new languages as  newcomers, customs, etc.  The book would be historical.  The book would  be passed on to future generations of my family.  It would be like a  sort of  family bible.  All future generations would be given a gift of the  book when old enough to understand the family’s journey.  I’ve always thought you have to know where you come from to move  forward.  And someone is less likely to get in trouble if he/she is aware of all the family history he/she carries within them.

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Gang Stalking – PostaDay 2011 – Write a rant about the pointlessness of rants.

Are you at WordPress telling us you don’t want us to rant in our blogs?  Why?  Ranting is fun.  We let out our demons. But saying that, ranting could be annoying.  Rant and rant and readers will stay away in droves.  Not only will readers stay away, the writer can get mighty sick of ranting herself.  She wishes someone would put  a sock in her brain.  Stop me! Stop me! Don’t let me rant again!  I don’t want to turn off readers.  I need my readers.  What is the point of ranting if no one wants to read the blog?  A reader can say “I don’t want to read her blog, I’m in no mood to read her rantings.”   A turned off reader. So too much ranting is not a good thing.  I appreciate all the  people who take time out of their busy lives to read my blog  (Thank you).  But in my defense I have to say, ranting keeps me sane.  Can you imagine if I had to keep all I’m going through inside all to myself?  I have to get things off my chest and let the public know what the government is doing to its citizens.  It makes me feel better.  So all ranting blogs aren’t pointless.  They serve a purpose.

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