Well, I went back to the doctor today. I thought for sure he’d say something to me about showing up a day earlier than the appointment date. But he didn’t say a word. He did act very nervous, though. I told the doctor I was under a lot of stress. He asked me what the stress is about. I said I would tell him, but he would think I’m crazy. He said he would think no such thing. People always say that. That they’ll believe whatever I tell them, and once they hear what I’m telling them, they get quiet and tell me that no such thing is happening to me. I figure he’d be the same way. I told him that I really could use someone to talk with, but I haven’t found someone I can really trust. He’ s very patient with me every time I go see him, but I can feel his tension. I think it’s because he knows and probably wants to talk to me about what is happening, but doesn’t dare broach the subject. Maybe he would turn out to be a good guy, but so far, I haven’t run into any of them. I like him.
But as usual when I visit his office, all the lowlifes act like a bunch of hoodlums. When I stepped into the waiting room, all of them turned to look at me and acted as if I had two eyes on my forehead. I got angry and asked them, “What are you looking at?” All of them turned around in unison. I’m sick of being looked at in such a way that makes me feel that I’m some out of space creäture. Now I know how fish must feel being in a fish bowl all day, or how a movie star feels when her fans can’t get enough of her. I can tell you one thing, I would never want to be a movie star. It’s a disgusting feeling being in a fish bowl. I’m sure you targets all know the feeling. You can’ just walk by anonymously without someone being at your back or doing something, or laughing loudly when you pass by, or doing any number of things to annoy you. You want to pass by and be left alone. But no such luck with us targets. Always some lowlife trying to make our life a living hell.
But, otherwise , the doctor visit went well. I only wish I could trust him.
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Good to hear that it went well!
Let me know if you are up for a friendly chat sometime, I got mobbed out of work again
Mobbed out of work again. What b——s! Thanks for the offer to chat, but I don’t have a phone. I got rid of it when all the perps used my phone to call people they knew and I never had time in my phone. I guess now they have to pay to use their phones.
Good to hear that it went well!
Let me know if you want to chat up sometime, I got mobbed out of work again!
good to know your doctor hasn’t been turned into a disgusting mold of the lowest lifeforms on the planet
He seems to be a nice guy. I think he tells the idiots to shut up, because after I went into his office not a peep out of any of them.
Your doctor has been given “guidelines” of what they can and can not tell you and do for you.
I only state this because my primary PROUDLY works with the Tonawanda, New York police and has made several “cute” “subtle” comments during exams about the poilce.
I have seen my doctor for for four or five MAJOR medical concerns which I KNOW were due to some kind of energy weapons used on me;Prostate, breathing and other problems which had text book symptoms that turned out to be “nothing” after seeing the doctor.
Your doctor probably wants to tell you everything because he knows you’re a very, decent kind human being and if he was given the smear campaign file about you by a criminal cop or fed he did not believe them but is cooperating because non one wants to go up against the govt, lose their job, ect.
Its possible that your doctor also knows that while he’s meeting with you, your (both of you) conversation is being monitored;This is beyond insane.
The assholes in the waiting room are beneath you.
I am also convinced that as rotten, evil and cowardly as too many people can be,
there is obviously some kind of mind control to make so many people behave in certain ways at once or in succession as most people can barely remember their names!
I do not “like” living in a fish bowl but any “people” who get off watching another human being 24/7 often seeing them suffer and getting ideas to perp them from the surveillance, these THINGS are SO perverted, SO low and pathetic that they need to watch others as a “job” for “laughs” and the funny part is that they are being watched and listened and recorded also.
The perps and other human trash who find pleasure inserting themselves into the lives of others as if its their right? These sadistic, pathetic, loser, cowardly voeyuers(SP) hate themselves.
They know that they are no good, worthless and empty inside-What semi-fulfilled, semi-decent person could imagine doing this shit to others for money and other rewards?
These petty, ugly people were born dead (inside) and for all the shit they put us through I would not want to be in their filthy skin for anything.
If it makes you feel better, Neverending, every single piece of crap perping you whether a government employee or civilian is being watched in every intimate moment, their criminal and private acts are being recorded and probably watched by a live operator too.
It’s funny you mentioned being watched in the doctor’s office. After I left the doctor’s office, I began to think that maybe I was being watched in the doctor’s room. I was kept waiting about 10 minutes, and I think they use those 10 minutes to watch me. And I agree with everything you say about the lowlifes.