To my mother whom I miss so much.
You been gone a long time now. When you died, it was a very painful experience for me. Years have gone by, the hurt I felt then has only intensified. I now think of you more and more. I think I should have been a better daughter. I wasn’t too bad a daughter, but I could have been a better one. I wish I’d taken you out more for dinner, so you’d have day off from the drudgery of life. I wish I’d taken long walks with you. I wish I’d asked about your childhood and what it was like. I wish I’d ask you how you and dad met. I have so many questions for you about your life. Why didn’t I ask when you were alive? It is too bad that daughters and sons don’t realize how precious their parents are. No one can ever fill the empty space in my heart that you’ve left. There’ll always be an empty space in my heart reserved just for you and no one else will enter it. No one.
Mom, if there’s such a thing as reincarnation, I hope I come back as your daughter. I will treat you like the great person you were. You will never want for anything. I will treat you like a queen, Mom.
I know you’re in heaven, if there’s such a thing. And if there isn’t, maybe you’re in a better place. I just know you were too good a person to be anywhere else.
Mom. I want you to know there aren’t too many good people left on earth. You were one of the special ones.
Mom, I’ll always miss you. There isn’t a day I don’t miss you. I think of you all the time.
Mom, maybe some day, we’ll meet again. I hope so.
Love you always, mom.
Happy Mother’s Day wherever you are.