I have to lug around a small suitcase with everything I need in it; like my passport, Nevada I.D., bank information, etc. A lot of times I ran into people with it. As I walked by a man at a ticket machine, he stepped on my suitcase. He said to me, looking straight at me, “Oh, I’m sorry, sir .” His girlfriend, who was standing by him, giggled. I said to myself “okay, you want to f–k with me”. So I said, “Oh, it’s all right, ma’am.” His girlfriend began howling. She thought my remark funny. I said, “A good one, huh?” She answered, “Oh, yeah.” and began laughing again. The man did not like my remark. But I got him back. The men like to do that to me, call me a man. I in no way, shape or form look like a man. If I look like a man, I’m a very feminine man. Always playing mind games. The idiots!
And yesterday, when I was leaving the library, a man waiting for the computer, said to the woman sitting next to him, “Do you know who she is?” The woman answered “No.” He said to her “She’s one of those government conspiracy nuts!” He made sure I heard his remark. That’s another one of the games they play with us. Always calling us nuts. The man can call me nuts all he wants, but in the end, I will win. It seems Americans are afraid of being called nuts, crazy, mentally ill. I can understand why. Anytime there’s a killing, the media, or politicians, all come out using words like mentally ill, etc. And they use it non-stop. So people are afraid of the word mentally ill, crazy or nuts. We know what they do to mentally ill people. We put them on trial and abuse them in a mental ward, or put them in prison.
Anyway, today is one of those days, I don’t want to be harassed. Just the thought of coming out today made me sick to my stomach. I want to be left alone without some idiot standing close to me, making constant remarks about my appearance, hitting me with electricity, calling me a man, I’m sick of all the jerks. I know I’ll survive today and all the other days but I wish the jerks would leave me alone! The only way I’ve been able to survive is cursing them under my breath. As I walk away from them., I repeat under my breath, I wish they die, die, die. Just like this very minute. The woman sitting next to me is talking to herself and making “um, um, um” noises. Why the hell can’t she use the computer without all the “uming”?
I don’t want to be thrown out of the library again. I hope I can keep my mouth today. I’m not feeling very loving toward anyone today,. I’m sick of the human race. I wish I could be a bird.
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There’s a book wich helped me to understand how think the uppercrust of this “organisation” , and why everyday’s common perp (pests, as I call them) participates in it. It’s called “Political Ponerology (a science on the nature of evil adjusted for political purposes)” by Andrew M. Lobaczewski – it’s available free on Scribd.
Thanks, I have to look into it.
That’s seems a common tactic to label a TI in names of oposite sex. It stems from psichological make up of perp leaders – androgenous and narcissistic.
Wow, I like this statement – androgenous and narcissistic.
Well, after all, they aren’t exactly people, are they? They have the intellect of a sea sponge. Only the leaders are clever, but evil all the same.
Always film them, document everything, after the uncle sam people realized that I was not a terrorist and a drug dealer, it was the druggies and their drug dealers who gangstalked me, (we are talking black 740I’s flippin me off; big fbi ford 4×4’s on the ass of a black porsche spyder, just to name one of many) my goodness, it became very hard core because I was driving tractor trailer rigs and hauling their narcotics interstate and messed with them, Some of the nicest people involved, hard working, respectful, but bottom line is they do not need all that extra money that helps others destroy their lives, miss lots of those people, not what they do. The hypocrisy in Merica is barrassing! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S4idgYif3t4
Good to be out of the game, miss many of the people.
Talked to a man today who was “in the shit” over eight years in prison, guns and narcotics, crazy stories, hookers, blah, blah, need to tell him that he pissed me off for what he was doing, good man, paid his dues, hopefully he has learned his lesson. It is what it is, only god can judge.
The first video reminds me of when I used to live in New York. Gun fights would break out between different mafia groups.
NE they do get some payment or cars and rewards they more theey do they more they get this big nosed rat who sed hav got be like a lion he assulted me last year he was having a extension done at the time to his house it was only just starting out after he did it wat he did the extension looks big all done he also got a brand new car looking car to i cant even express how much i hate him after he assullted me he sed that should be enough…. like people were watching i wish he was dead .he only works part time so he sed at a retail store
Have had such a bad weeek with perps including perp family i havent been on much to talk we will.survive all these perps yeh its always been men calling me a man to.the human race is evil hav only met one decent human in the last 11 years !
I’ve been a target less time than you, but I haven’t met a decent human being in over 8 years.
They have done the man thing with me to i know what you mean i look nothing like a man when i was a teen to and they did the age thing with me to one perp in a takeaway guess my aged he sed 50 !! first he sed 30 then 40 then 50 wtf how can i be .this was couple of years ago when i got id in shops fcking idiot .am glad ya cursing them under your breath am guna do that to they deserve everything bad coming they way go to hell all perps.
Believe me, it works. It lets out some of that anger I can’t let out of my system. Staying quiet too long that anger builds up inside of you, and it can lead to do horrible things. Better to let it out any way you can.
YEH ne its not good for the body letting build it creates health problems anger etc thats what they want they make me sick these perps.
They make me sick, too. But some day, they’ll get it all back. I wait for that day.
I hope it’s soon. I’m worn out.
That makes two of us. And you must be even more tired than I am. It’s been happening to you longer. I don’t know how you’ve survived this long.
Only because I’m determined that they will never get my mind, or the bonus they are promised if they drive me to suicide. I live (as I said in another comment) just to piss them off sometimes. And I stay sane for the same reason.
That’s a very good reason to stay sane. Every time I feel like just giving up, I think of my mother. I gain her strength when mine isn’t there.
I’m glad you have someone to think of to give you strength. I don’t know exactly where mine comes from. I didn’t get it from being encouraged by anyone in my family.
Yes, I always think of my mother when things get really bad, somehow, I get strength from thinking about her.
I’ve wished bullies would just leave me alone since I was 6. That’s one reason I think I’m a Government experiment and that the GS’ing actually started a lot longer ago than it became obvious.
That is we wish for, to be left alone and in peace.
Yeah, more and more.
Thats awful bb yeh i think mine started alot longer to thinking back. were getting messed with big time .they murderers
Yes. If I had it to do over, I wouldn’t allow my kids to take those assessment tests. I think they use them to see what kids should be watched and who would make the best experiment guineas. They don’t like kids who are inquisitive and don’t go with the rest of the flock. They see what makes them tick, and then push them to see how far they can drive them before they crack.
Yeah thats true they do this in the uk to.
I know. If only more people would wake up to it…
I agree I wish I was a bird so I could fly away.
Maybe get a cheap video camera and record(? for evidence) their every move.They probably wont like it and grow a conscience and leave you alone.Maybe write down what they say and see how that goes.Much strength to you.
Well. I don’t know how many cameras I’ve bought, but they’ve all been hacked. The sales people tell the idiots what I buy and then they easily hack into my camera.