I’m celebrating an anniversary today. This is the 1000th blog I’ve written. Whoopee!
When I signed into WordPress.com on October, 2010, I knew I was going to write about the things happening to me. I signed on, but I didn’t write anything for a month. And then I logged in again and wrote one blog. I wrote about my visit to the library to watch the movie “The Last of the Mohicans“. It’s a movie about the new settlers to America and the Indians. Of course, the Indians were all bad, and the newcomers were all good. The movie is very patriotic. And I felt a lump in my throat when I watched the movie. I so loved America in spite of what was happening to me. But with the patriotism shown on the screen, I was afraid to stay when the movie ended. I was afraid that the people watching the movie would attack me, so I left as soon as the movie ended.
Since that first blog, I’ve gone through a metaphorsis. I no longer feel the tuck in my heart about America. I can’t say I hate the U.S., but the love I had for it, I no longer feel. It’s hard to feel love when someone is abusing me. And that abuser happens to the U.S. government. The government I once so respected. In the three years I’ve written my blog, I’ve gone through some horrific things. I’ve been beaten, almost arrested, had implant put in my year, and, generally, the last five years of my life have been miserable ones. Never in my wildest dreams did I think America, the country I once loved, would abuse me this way. But it has and continues to abuse.
The first two years I had very little traffic to my blog, but I didn’t care. Even if no one read my blog, I was going to continue to write about my experience. I had to leave a record of my existence, and to warn others of the danger to their freedom by the U.S. government.
So, here I am, almost five years later, and I have a lot more readers, and I’ve awaken some readers as to what is happening in their lives. And that’s the part that I like, letting others know that they’re not alone. That there are a lot of others who are experiencing the same thing. And that it’s a worldwide experience, The harassment is happening to people all over the world. Other governments are also harassing their citizens in the same way. My readers and I have become community of targeted individuals, and we try to help each other in the really bad times.
When I began to write my blog, I didn’t think I could write one blog, and here I am, a thousand blogs later. I didn’t know I had that much writing in me.
It’s been a unique experience writing this blog. I’ve learned a few things I didn’t know about myself. The first one is, I’m stubborn as a mule and don’t give up easily. I’ve been tested in ways I never thought I’d be tested and I’ve survived, and I’ve been made stronger by writing this blog. If I should survive for as long as the harassment continues, I know that after this… takes effect, everything will seem like kid’s play, the petty things in life will not bother me. And I’ve learned to appreciate an ordinary day, since I seldom have ordinary days anymore. And today, if I went to see the movie “The Last of the Mohicans”, you can bet I wouldn’t come out first. The bastards no longer have any power over me. And I can tell all you targets, the b——s will get their day in prison.
And thank you readers for all the comments you make. You make my blog a lot more interesting.
And to a thousand more blogs…
- Ode to WordPress: Celebrating 100 posts on Randomnessessities.com! (randomnessessities.com)
- Gang-Stalking Existed Back In The 1970s And Was Done By County Sheriff Officer’s And By People That Owned Police Scanners! (wifepoisonedme.wordpress.com)