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Sometimes I feel so tired. I get tired of feeling tired. I want a day I can just relax, and not have to worry about the horrible day that’s ahead of me. I want to go to Starbucks, have a latte and truly enjoy it. I want to go to a movie, and see a comedy and laugh. I want to take a walk, and not have to watch my back. I want to make love to someone without worrying about someone watching me on a camera. I just want to be. Will I ever have a day to myself again? Or is it something that’s never going to happen? Am I going to spend the rest of my life living in this unwanted hell not of my making? I wish I had a magic crystal ball that would tell me of the future that’s ahead of me. Is it a future I can look forward to? Or a future that will make me regret I was ever born?
I’m tired of being tired.
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N e I am not fucking afraid to admit it but am failing into deep depression because of this evil gs I never dreamed my life would be like this I want to go back to the days were I wasn’t gstalked I walking across the road this silver car came out of no were it was heading straight towards me they was no other cars at the time so he cud ov used another lane it was so obvious wat he was doing perp was watchin my reaction has I managed to get out of the way he had that smug smile on his face that cunt perp so guess wat I did I spat at his car wen he went past he didn’t even react he saw me doing it an to add my perp freaks below react to my whispers how the fuck can they react to my whispers its everytime every fucking time day or night. . Had it now gone on for too long
They probably put something in your car, just as they’ve put something into your apartment to hear whatever you say and do.
I can understand why you’d get depressed. It’s depressing what’s happening to us. To stay sane from day to day is an accomplishment in my opinion. Try to take life one minute at a time. Don’t think long term about anything, because it gets really depressing if you do. Live for the moment.
Write about what’s happening to you. You don’t have to write a blog, just write it down on paper. It gets rid of those depressing feelings to let it out.
Just be nice to yourself, and don’t let them get you down. Never give up!
I don’t have a car it was the perp in car not me but yeah they defo summat in apartment thanks n e don’t give up either
Guys I sometimes tend to think that these gang stalkers don’t know what they are doing. Mabey some do, but I tend to think a lot of what we are seeing out of ppl is mind control. There is a lot of smoke and mirrors at work here…..
neverending 1, this is a cross to bear. Jesus said, bear your cross and follow me….in so many words.
slayther13dragon, I am new to RNM. As of August 2012. When this remote supercomputer started interacting with my brain, I lost 30 in one month. Little did my conscious mind realize that it was traumatized by dag on radio waves piercing my skull. This computer is thought activated. It interacts with my mind from the time I wake up til the time I lay down. It’s the ppl behind the scenes that are evil. I don’t receive gang stalking, but I have met ppl on the street that came up to me and it seemed like they were controlled somehow. They had this far distant look in their eyes, almost like they were possessed. Truly, good and evil does exist. Take care and stay strong.
Gang stalking is a general term. It includes RNM and all the other things perps do to all of us.
Its a evil world an its only going to get worse this world !
I agree.
I know what you mean. Its kind of funny for a while after you get over the horror of being heard or watched in bed with your lover, but when you realize they are allowing this to happen, and saying things to make you come off looking stupid or degrade you, or let people think they dont really like you behind your back then you realize they dont deserve to be with you. I realize that even if I was involved with a non-perp (if there was such a thing) I would still be heard and/or seen but I wouldnt feel like the butt of somebodys joke. Its not a joke. Its my life, and I’m a real person with a lot of love to give who deserves better.
Amen to everything you wrote. Yes, we targets have a lot of love to give someone who deserves it,but it has to be someone who will treat us with respect and not scorn.
Think have been out with a non perp once! Wat a diffrence I saw but it still goes sour after he finds out who ya are .
Yeah, that’s the problem. He’s not a perp when you meet him, but he’s turned into one right away.
Are you in Calgary, Canada? I’ll take you to a movie! … The way I figure it the only way I’m going to find a woman that I can settle down with is if she’s a TI. … I’m so tired too. What you say is exactly how I’m feeling. … Seriously though, any single, female TIs please don’t hesitate to call me, 403-467-5426
No, I wish I were. I’m in Las Vegas, Nevada. I would probably take you up on your offer if you showed up. Taking a chance on living is better than not. I’ll leave your number up for those others in Canada who might be interested. Thank you.
I am placed under torture and weapons testing program for the last 21/2 years. My guess is that they have been researching on how best they can torture. Currently my cellphone, computer communication is under 24/7 surveillance, in addition to GS, RNM, and thought reading operations.
My ideas, information, plans and dreams stolen in broad day light.
I know its difficult but Keep faith, stay strong and eat well.
I am placed under torture and weapons testing program for the last 21/2 years. My guess is that they have been researching on how best they can torture. Currently my cellphone, computer communication is under 24/7 surveillance, in addition to GS, RNM, and thought reading operations.
I know its difficult but Keep faith, stay strong and eat well.
Thanks for the advise. You stay strong, too.