Sometimes I feel so tired. I get tired of feeling tired. I want a day I can just relax, and not have to worry about the horrible day that’s ahead of me. I want to go to Starbucks, have a latte and truly enjoy it. I want to go to a movie, and see a comedy and laugh. I want to take a walk, and not have to watch my back. I want to make love to someone without worrying about someone watching me on a camera. I just want to be. Will I ever have a day to myself again? Or is it something that’s never going to happen? Am I going to spend the rest of my life living in this unwanted hell not of my making? I wish I had a magic crystal ball that would tell me of the future that’s ahead of me. Is it a future I can look forward to? Or a future that will make me regret I was ever born?
I’m tired of being tired.
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