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Official seal of Newtown, Connecticut (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
I had to think two, three times before I wrote this blog. Was I feeding into the frenzy of the moment? Or did I have something to say that was of any use to someone?
At first, I thought the shooter was a target who’d gone crazy. But the more I read, the more I realize it was a young guy who appears to be autistic. Gang stalking is what I write about, and thought I should write about the shooting.
But it seems the shooter was a person who was in pain. And I know a lot about pain. In the last four years that’s what I’ve felt — a lot of hurt and pain.
The shooter’s name was Adam Lanza, and he was 20 years of age.
Adam forced himself into the Sandy Hook Elementary School carrying 3 guns – a Glock, Sig Sauer (pistols), and a .223 rifle. He randomly began shooting anyone within sight.
When Adam was through shooting, he shot himself. And along with himself, he shot 20 children, his mother, and 6 other adults. A total of 27 people.
From the information I gathered, it appears Adam argued with his mother, and shot her at their home. And then continued on to the Sandy Hook Elementary School.
Adam appeared to be a very quiet person and had very few friends; had a very hard time dealing with others and looking them in the face. He grew up in a world where he didn’t fit in anywhere. He wasn’t one of the “cool” kids.
I don’t know the truth of what caused Adam to take a gun and shoot his mother, or go into an elementary school and shoot little innocent children. But I do know one thing, Adam was in deep pain, and the only way he knew how to get rid of the pain was with violence.
I’m not excusing anything Adam did, but I don’t really think he knew the cause and effect of the shooting.
It appears Adam had Asperger syndrome, and people with Asperger have problems dealing with emotions. They can’t empathize with someone else’s problems.
So my heart goes out to all those innocent children and adults who were killed, too. And my heart also goes out to Adam. He was a human being in pain, too.
None of us is perfect, and we shouldn’t judge others so harshly, because we don’t know what kind of hell they’re going through. Remember the saying: Until you’ve walked in my shoes, don’t judge me.
And for now, I’m not going to judge Adam, because I haven’t walked in his shoes.
My heart goes out to all parents at Newtown, Connecticut who have to deal with the death of their children. It must be the worse pain in the world to lose a child in such a horrible way. A child whose voice a parent will never hear again; nor hear his/her laughter; or know that the dreams the child had will never be.
I’m sure I’ll get some backlash for feeling some empathy for Adam, but I’m willing to take what someone dishes out to me. I know what it is to be in pain.
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have to clarify on my earlier comment, the part about the Asperger’s syndrome (and autism) being the reason that this happened is what I do not believe. Not whether or not he was suffering from these afflictions. The fact that he was autistic only makes him more of a target for gang stalking, bullying and other such things. And those push him towards more isolation allowing the gang stalking to have its maximum effect (the target’s will to live is slowly drained and his perception that this is because of those who are treating him differently than they would anyone else is increased, all that is required then is to focus the anger and feelings of revenge towards a specific target, like children using the methods I described earlier).
Thank you for your response to my blog. You’re also a target, so I can imagine the horrible things that are happening to you. I do believe Adam was also a victim of gang stalking, but not by government. Probably gang stalked by his school mates. Kids today seem to grow up without empathy for others. There are many children where I live who harass me. They’re told by their parents to do it. We’ve reached a point in history where people don’t really care what evil they do to others. It’s sad times we live in. Again, thank you for your thoughtful response.
Here’s how it works to get a targeted individual perceiving children as the enemy,a threat and/or gang stalkers. Harass someone online hinting to the Anonymous hackergroup by using masks and V for Vendetta symbolism. Get kids to make the same symbols and draw moustaches on their faces. Get kids to focus all their attention on 1 house in the neighbourhood via the method of gossip (I don’t know the english word for throwing rocks at windows, scratching cars, shouting stuff, fake phone-calls, fake door visits, flattening tires by leaving out the air, pushing nails or other pieces of metal in tires, all that stuff combined has 1 word in my language, allthough because adults are also involved it gets taken pretty far, dents instead of scratches, that sort of stuff). Job done (assuming the target has been prepared and still is bombarded with years of the other tactics in gang stalking).
Now how do I warn the people in my neighbourhood? Their kids (as well as teens and adults) are still throwing stuff at my windows, my car, vandalizing my car in other ways, screwing around with my garbage-container and making Vendetta symbolism everywhere I see people online. If I mention Newtown to anyone, I get pretty much ignorance (because I don’t live in the US not that many people know what event you mean when mentioning Newtown) or ignoring, take your pick. No one seems to care, yet they all complain after the mass-murder? I don’t get that part. I guess people really dislike looking in the mirror. I don’t believe a word about the Asperger’s syndrome, government funded psychology is a joke in terms of sciencific accuracy. For me Newtown is a clear example of what I just described, it’s the only thing I actually CAN think of, the only possibility that makes perfect sense to me. Anything else, is as usual in this world, illogical government/Satanic conditioned drivel. And I’m not afraid to expose Satan’s influence on the people, in my neighbourhood or otherwise, if that means some people will shut their brains off to my message automaticly filing me away as some kind of religious fanatic with too much imagination, your problem, sticking your head in the sand isn’t going to prevent the next Newtown.
The tragedies at Sandy Hook Elementary School and Clackamas Town Center are too awful to comprehend; however, as a victim of gangstalking, I too have wondered if either one or both of these people have been harassed to the point of insanity. May the reader please understand, this does not excuse the evil inherent in these acts, but it may shed light on just how evil gangstalking is and what the perpetrators of this crime wish for us as victims individually and society at large.
I have already lost a lady friend to suicide as a result of gangstalking, which has absolutely shattered my soul, and further psychological and emotional damage is ongoing by these satanic bastards.
Some day Jesus will return, and all of you who have participated in this evil will have to give an account to Him. I don’t care if the perpetrator is a member of the government, police, or citizen on the street, if you are doing this, then you need to know the catastrophic damage you have done and are doing to your victims.
Gangstalking is NOT cool.
Gangstalking is NOT doing the right thing.
Gangstalking is NOT helping yourself or society.
Gangstalking IS one of the most insidious and devilishly subtle acts of wickedness ever perpetrated on humanity.
Come Lord Jesus, I have really had quite enough of what this world has to offer.
Well said, thank you.
Men all over are becoming very genocidal. Unable to deal with the reality of their own failures globally like mature adults and what they always expected of all. With their global failures in all this is to be expected until the last is fully prosecuted.
The worst has been over many years and will come to an end soon. That end the genocidal weak will never know. Credit where credit is due will see its kill.
It’s OK I know what you mean…also wondered if he was a TI…he definitely fits the profile. Perps are capable of putting someone in a state of complete agitation and disreality. They had my whole neighborhood under seige until I was screaming the Rosary at the top of my lungs non-stop because I honestly thought they were sent by the devil. Unless you are completely mentally stable to start with…you are going to crack. (And even then it is an extreme struggle). He was young, autisic, a loner, a video gamer, with access to weapons. I think the perps would see him as a perfect target. If so, they are the real murderers, he was just their puppet. The more terrorists they create, the more $$ they get from the government to continue “fighting” them. It’s a phenomenol, psychopathic circle jerk.
By the way, Newtown is very close to my hometown where I grew up and it’s about the same size. It was a VERY safe place to grow up. The unthinkable has happened. Is there some kind of war being waged on all the blue states? The next civil war??
Keep writing, TI’s. The keyboard is mightier than the sword. DO NOT perpetuate the violence and let the perps rot. Our goal is to expose them.
This T.I. will definitely keep writing.