Well, what I just typed someone ( government hackers) erased, so I have to begin again. I guess they didn’t like what I wrote.
Here, I go again. I hope I’m able to finish what I started before they erase it again.
As I stated, I don’t get strength from God. If there is a God, why is he allowing what’s happening to me to continue? If God is all-good, why doesn’t he end what I’m going through? And I don’t get strength from my family. My family chose to believe what some government stranger told them about me. They didn’t even want to listen to what I had to say, not one of them. And I always thought that family was the one constant in my life. And it turned out not to be true. So I don’t get strength from my family.
So the only one I can get strength from is myself. I’ve found that I’m a very strong person. I always knew I had my mother’s strength, but it took gang stalking to bring it out. It’s no longer dormant. I have a lot more strength than I ever thought I did. And this strength I have will keep me going through the worse of times.
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I have been where you are at. I believe the only reason I survived the intense attacks that left me dehydrated, thin, and sleep deprived for 186 hours is God. It had to be a miracle. I saved my family by having them read mark rich’s book, the hidden evil and dr john hall’s book a new breed. I wrote a book Electronic Torture, Electronic Rape. I would be happy to mail you a copy. I discuss how gang stalkers tried to destroy my family. It is amazing how strong we discover are. Wish I could help. Jewel
Thanks. I know about Mark Rich’s book. Mark ended up in Boston homeless. The last I heard of him he was digging through garbage cans. And as far I know, he’s still in Boston digging through garbage to stay alive. Horrible what’s happened to him.
I replied to you, but it was erased. I told you that Mark Rich ended up in Boston, homeless, digging through garbage to stay alive. It’s horrible what’s happened to him.
If you want to send me a copy of your book, I would be happy to read it. Thanks a million! Did you get my message about Mark Rich? It was erased, and I rewrote it. He’s homeless and living on the streets of Boston.